sarah naomi's MindSay Blog

i feel sad

gnomi13 — 2004-11-13T05:11:12-05:00

i feel bored but ive actually have way to many things to do.he still would`nt talk to me until yesterday but i feel worse because i realize how out of reach he is . his live is as messed up as mine.and he could never be as perfect as i wanted him to be.it was selfishof me to expect he would wait forever .i wish i had been more understanding. he did`nt have to lead me on.i woke up with a cluster of acne on my forehead,at 11 am,in a pool of blood .damn!i forgot again at least i was`nt at school this time!jordan was going through the same as i figured only aday earlier as usual(our birthdays r a day apart,she pukes today i`ll probably puke tomarrow).i`m listening to the breeders .it`s not working to day i still feel like crap.

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gnomi13 — 2004-11-13T05:11:06-05:00

i just realized how bad i can`t spell!

bored as hell

gnomi13 — 2004-11-13T10:11:44-05:00

putting off homework should be a career.i would excell. tomarrow jordan and i dance.it will be interesting to say the least.anyway,i`m not in a writing mood for once.nothin good going on.algebra sucks so hard!

i hate him but i love him?

gnomi13 — 2004-11-13T10:11:15-05:00

lotta boys suck.actually most do.

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gnomi13 — 2004-11-13T10:11:10-05:00

uhoh

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gnomi13 — 2004-11-14T09:11:51-05:00

wheres all my blogs i had a zillion!

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gnomi13 — 2004-11-14T09:11:56-05:00

aha!i fixed it if you can read this you have great eye sight.so,in less than an hour jordan and i must do our dance.then we go bowling .

i have afeeling that jesse won`t talk to me again unless i force him to.here is the following i can`t start the conversation with: 1.so it smoking weed fun?

2.how`s failing the 8th grade?

3.do you still talk to the chick you made out with at the big spring jam(you know the one you chose over me?)

uh.you probably think i should`nt be talking to this boy he is clearly no good.either that or you think i`m a goody goody.i don`t care enoungh to take the time to analize it right now.school is sooooo boring he`s not in any of my classes this year.i only see him on the bus.when he skips or i have art honors i don`t see him.next year he may be in some of my classes.but,we`ll be in high school then.he might like some else.i might like someone else.i still really like ben ,jesse doesn`t know about him.no one here does .pulaski sucks it`s the smallest piece o` shit town.i need to visit chelsea and martha in south carolina.

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gnomi13 — 2004-11-14T10:11:38-05:00

damn i`m late what a surprise.late for mown performance.wait ,i`m not late !i`m on time for once!jack`s clicking around in his little cowboy boots .mom`s yelling about something.i think it`s a hobby of hers.anyway,i`m in a babling mood i just don`t have alotta time.jesse`s a potty mouth. or at least that`s what jordan calls it.every other word is F*** or something foul.emily is pissed of at me right now .she thinks i will call her later today .i really don`t care to talk to her untill she removes the stick from her ass.which knowing my luck with friends will never happen.come to think of it i won`t be to sad about it.

It`s not just guys girls suck too.their always mindlessly squabbling about boys or some other foolish nonsense that won`t matter in the long run.dorks in high school usually turn out okay.i don`t think i will worry about people next year cause,i have more important things to worry about , my dance career,my school work.i need to go i`m late now.

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gnomi13 — 2004-11-14T09:11:26-05:00

the dance was okay.i forgot a back drop.i dropped my foot in a scorpion bend.we later went to go bowling jordan did`nt feel up to it.when we got there a fruit head manager said no alleys wereopen come back later only we could`nt `cause we live in nowheresville tennessee!so we ate at a cici`s and saw the incredibles.it was okay but, i was bored to tears .i could`nt sit still.i`m still sooooooooo hyper!on the trip home i hawked aspit out the window.it ended up on my face!eeww!"no more wude spiting for ooh!"

jack and abby got a fish Garry.i guess she forgot where a PET MURDERING FAMILY.i don`t know how long our cats will make it!i know what your thinking.You FISH MURDERER!it`s not on perpose i just have an endless chain of dead (but loved)animals.

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gnomi13 — 2004-11-14T09:11:34-05:00

and i really don`t feel like putting up with jesse`s shit tomarrow at school.mondays suck .just like boys.and scrambbled eggs.and

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gnomi13 — 2004-11-14T09:11:23-05:00

and movies with talking dogs .and algebra.i`ve had a sucky week .no month.no like three months.

random facts about me!

gnomi13 — 2004-11-14T10:11:28-05:00

since i was a kid i`ve been obsessed with fairies.

i`m a libral for the most part.my family is strictly democrat.i m not sure.

my room is green.

i`m going to witman college,1000 miles away from home.

i`m gonna be a full time dancer after college.

i`ve never been kissed.

i had purple hair over summer.

my old house burned last year.to the ground.

my step father died of cancer.at 35 with 3 young children.

my grand father,uncle,greatgrandmother,and greatgrand father died the same year.

i`ve not seen my brother since last christmas.

my cousin margret williams was in the movie the wizard of OZ she was 16 at the time.

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gnomi13 — 2004-11-14T10:11:36-05:00

any one a witch up in here?

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gnomi13 — 2004-11-15T08:11:48-05:00

great.monday .today is gonna suck so hard.i can taste it.it taste`s like worms.(i know what worms taste like ,long story i was 4).he will most likely ignore me most of the day.i don`t want to talk to him,i worried what i might say.but i don`t want him to ignore me .it`s a big suckiness tie.not to mention all the excess homework i will have.

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gnomi13 — 2004-11-15T06:11:44-05:00

i can`t bear to look at him,but i can`t help myself and get lost in his gaze.damn!he sees me giving him a blank stare.giving him a great oppertunity to make fun of me.a great oppertunity to look away .he does neither.i look away in imbaressment .red faced.like a zombie i head to 3rd period.nearly late to get a good yelling at by the evil sub. teacher.i wanted to sink into the floor.he notices me the day i look like shit!whys he being nice ?i tripped him in the hall yesterday on purpose!now i feel guilty!i think ifailed my math test cause i got a 66 on the last answer.6 is the bad number.and i just started feeling better about being at school.jesse`s being nice,chelsea is not stalking me so much,the test is a piece of cake---boom!it`s all down hillfrom hear!but it wasn`t for some strange reason.the night my house burned i had been shopping the total was $666.66!glenn died on the 6 i think.i can`t believe i miss the purson i once thought i hated.it makes me feel guilty now that he`s dead and all.i spent the rest of my day at school staring into nothingness and feeling sorry for my self like a big loser .with 0% serious thought.as i usually do on mondays and every day at school.stundent council was on feild trip so we were stuck with numerous eville substutes.i can`t decide if peterson or taylor is worst.i had them both so it dose`nt matter.the majorety of educators are dicks.with the exception of mom and science teacher mr.luke.i need to finish my art essay on dorothea lange.i have a C.how can i have an art major at whitman college with a nutzo art teacher!i have a feeling jesse still wants me but knows how majorly pissed off i am .i`m open for advice any advice at all!

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gnomi13 — 2004-11-15T06:11:36-05:00

some sweet nice hot boy come along so i can forget him i`m such a lobster !loser. i meant loser. what the hell is wrong with me?

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gnomi13 — 2004-11-15T09:11:32-05:00

instead of going to the game i went to mariah`s church for game night.and boy, am i glad i did!my prayers were answered!this really nice ,sweet guy ,named david,just moved here from louisiana!he likes me i think!he helped me play pool!he`s seventeen!yeah,i know i know i`m only thirteen but i don`t care!i need to go every monday night!

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gnomi13 — 2004-11-15T09:11:58-05:00

no!if any one was confused about my blog i don`t mean the david on mind say different david sorry folks!

tuesday will suck ass.

gnomi13 — 2004-11-16T07:11:47-05:00

well, today is tuesday which is better than monday,but still sucks.since mom is the special ed teacher at the high school,she won`t have david in her classes!thank god!unless he`s special or something and he`s so not!

damn harmones!

gnomi13 — 2004-11-29T06:11:44-05:00

yo fellas !nothin crazy going on rite now but im about to go see david (who won`t go out w/me cause im13)!i talk to him on the phone every nite.i just got done seein` jesse and ashley an all them peoples.my computer is so fucking screwed up .almost as much as the way i feel rite now about jesse and david and damn harmones!

damn harmones!

gnomi13 — 2004-11-29T06:11:06-05:00

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gnomi13 — 2004-11-29T06:11:07-05:00

im so awesome worship me now!

i have a feeling..

gnomi13 — 2004-11-30T08:11:43-05:00

i just know that today will suck.i had fun last night so today will suck.im usually right about how the day will go .last nigt i was sitting on one side of jesse and ashley on the other and brett asked why the hell was jesse so mad ''dude your wedged between 2 hot chicks who have the tendancy to fight over you be happy man!''.i pretended not to hear him and ashley just kinda smiled.me..squabling w/ashley ...over who but JESSE?nooooooo!she knew i liked him but he obiously picks her over me...or any other girl over me until he knew i wanted david as much as david wanted me so he led me on soi had to choose and in fact he doesn`t even feel that way about me!what is wrong w/me that i would like him still?yeah i know all the stuff hes done (or does actually)yeah he has alot of problems.he led on he doesn`t care about school or any thing but getting high and hanging out.so why do i still feel this way?i dunno ,samatha and jenna say david`s ugly but i don`t care.i need to leave for school.

today shall suck as well!

gnomi13 — 2004-12-01T09:12:17-05:00

well i was right about yesterday.it sucked what big fucking surprise.we played basket ball in gym.i hate getting run over by the boys and rather large chicks.today will suck worst because i got to art w/ the evil bitch monster from hell.and i have to do a presentation and turn in an essay!but at least i got to go to school an hour later cause of flooding.yesterday i got a big hug from jesse i want one for today too!

right again dammit!

gnomi13 — 2004-12-02T08:12:43-05:00

so yeah yesterday sucked .alot.ashley likes jesse.jesse likes ashley.pretty soon they might hook-up or something.but, how can i be angry at her she couldn`t have know.jesse know how i feel how can he do that all i ever did was care about that ass-brain.see?now i hate him once again.but i don`t think he ment to hurt me.it`s obvious he wants her more than me.duh.i`ve not seen david in 4ever and he`s not even called me o-well.everything sucks.again,when i was almost happy ...for about 3seconds i was hyper.that`s just an artificial happy that people create to fool others or hide from real pain...i`ve been hyper most of my life that sucks because the rest of the time i was to hurt to be remotly hyper.most people describ me as weird and funny (though sane people don`t get my jokes )thats because i`m hyper.yesterday i was hanging w/jesse,brett,neighber,david t.,ashly,and mariah came to see us at the library.she was sick didn`t go to school.she had a cousin jessica bass who O.Ded on medication and alcohol.she cried .i cry easily but i didn`t .i hate for peole to cry especially her(she`s not very sensedive)or my other best friends.i`m drinking earl grey tea and listing to modest mouse,the ocean breathes salty.i love the song but the vidio is sad .some thing i love that makes me feel worst.like most things(no only one i can think of)you wasted life why wouldn`t you waste death,well that is that and this is this you tell me what you want and i tell you what you get you get away from me,you wasted life why won`t you waste the after life.

right again dammit!

gnomi13 — 2004-12-02T08:12:47-05:00

right again dammit!

gnomi13 — 2004-12-02T08:12:48-05:00

yep sucked again!

gnomi13 — 2004-12-02T10:12:05-05:00

yeah well,today did suck.big surprise.jesse is such a proud potty-mouth(jordi`s words)i didn`t get a hug ,a hello,a see u in hell ,just a blank confusing stare.i pissed nan off and mom so she cryed and made me feel bad and i cryed and tomarrow i go to emily`s to rock climb on her b-day.it`ll be fun but i really need to catch up on home work o-well.today on the bus mrs.prepybitch(#2 harly`s number1)mary lindsey was sitting w/this kid and i didn`t know him.so she says "sarah i can`t beleive allison is talking to megan rogers, we don`t like her do you?"i said"i don`t know her but i talked to her once she seemed irritable in an annoying way"he turned around and told me my jacket was ugly and wispers something to mary she gos"ALEX ROGERS!thats so mean!" oooooooooooooh.i made a booboo.staged to make me feel like crap and as much as i don`t want to give her the sadisfaction i feel likr crap.duh!

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gnomi13 — 2004-12-06T05:12:18-05:00

so today was monday.it sucked because:

1.jesse is alive

2.its raining so i don`t get to go to school tomarrow(yay)i m behind on work

3ive bought no christmas presents

4game night was canceled

5 i go to art honors party wed. so i can`t go to dance.

the good things about today was :

1.jesse didn`t go to the library w/us

2.ash and i are planning to murder him

3mariah was back at school

4.david called my friday (twice)

5 jesse hugged me on the bus(wait that`s bad!)

6the weekend was awesome cuz em and me went rock climbing and this hot guy landon works there and her helped me alot!

7 i saw national treasure

ashley is being led on like jesse led me on but it`s hard to be mad at him!damn i can`t even be aloud to be angry !i hope he dies painfully !no i hope he gets imposibly constapated!

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gnomi13 — 2004-12-07T10:12:45-05:00

yay today =no school!so maybe i can go shopping or someting or another.i need to get dressed i just woke up.

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gnomi13 — 2004-12-08T11:12:54-05:00

so last night i watched laguna beach.jenna tells me of her "forbidden love"with mychal,and david is talking to some body else a girl.jesse`s problem=leading me and everyone else on.david`s problem=i never see him.to day in art honors.TP grabbed my sore thum and it hella hurt i was so caught off gaurd that i screamed .mrs.R (for ruthorford or raunchous!)yelled at me DUH!i think now i will change my display pic .so i`ll write later.

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gnomi13 — 2004-12-09T10:12:02-05:00

so im sitting here.eating hummus on crackers and drinking a coke.why?CUZ THERE`S NO SCHOOL ONCE AGAIN !stupid red-neck school board!my cat clovis is fighting a stray outside.if i wasn`t lazy i`d go stop it.i thouht today would be a good day to read or study or...analyze to much.

i really wonder about why i always set my self up for heart break.why i choose losers...or maybe it`s me .am i ugly ,obnoxius,tense,do i ask to many questions?do i...over analyze.sara d has made me mad .i asked her if at the christmas dance i could dance with her boyfriend(who was my close bud before she knew him)cuz i didn`t have anyone else to dance with.you know what?she said NO!!bitch.i tried to explain i only want him to be my friend (we thougt we were cousins until last year)not only are guys making me mad my girls are too!me and sara were never close but friends we were .she`s a cheerleader i shoulda known i could never be friends with a prep

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gnomi13 — 2004-12-09T09:12:20-05:00

im so happy because i talked to dad and he`s spoken to levi(brother not seen 4 a year)and i might see him this weekend!our dance is going okay.the show is next week and i`m really nervous.dad will go and see it i hope.maybe even levi!

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gnomi13 — 2004-12-09T10:12:35-05:00

i love brandon boyd he is so beautiful!

blues 4 blondie

gnomi13 — 2004-12-10T08:12:45-05:00

i`ve not seen jordan in a week or so but her hair is blonde with black streaks.i`ve heard it`s worst than the perm she got.her grandfather(the nice one that gave us rides )died wednesday.today after dance i go to dad`s !then we`ll go to his friend larry`s christmas party.mostly longhorn cattle breeders will be there.jody and bill,...but,joe and linda grady (the nicest people ever)can`t go .

another busy day

gnomi13 — 2004-12-10T05:12:15-05:00

soooooo.....i just got done with company dance and we`re getting ready for competition.well,i have alot to do but i`m feeling really lazy.i wrote a ...well,not a poem....a somthin or anotha and you can read it but it kinda sux.it`s about jesse .duh.its probavly really boring to hear my complaining.

i hate the way i love what is deciteful.

but i love you,

i hate the drugs you do.

i hate the way you addicted me to pain,

i love the way we stould in the rain,

i hate how now i question my worth,

i hate the way your still alive,on this earth.

i love the way you dodged my touch,

i hate that you hurt me so much.

i hate the way you led me on.

i love the way i wish you were dead

a self inflicted wound to the head.

i love the way i hate you.

i hate the way you smile at me so sweet and innocently.

i hate i can`t even truly hate you not at all.

i hate the way im not allowed to be angry.

i hate the way i think of you lying in my bed.

i love that you can`t get me out of your head.

i hate the way you lie for fun ,say that im the only one

i love the sound you make when you laugh.

i hate the way you straiten your hair,

i love the way you pretend to care.

i love trouble you take to piss me off.

i hate that you usually do.

i hate the way you blow me off.

i hate the way you bite your nails

i hate the way you look down on me.

i hate i wish i was never born,

i love the holey jeans you`ve worn and worn.

i love your the one i always turned.

i hate it how that got me burned.

i love the way you stare at me .

i love the face you make when you think,

i hate you made me need a shrink.

i love that button you denyed me,

i hate that you gave it to ashley.

i love your many bad habbits.

i love to kick you in the balls,

i hate it when you shove me into walls.

i love that i could kick your ass,or that you almost didn`t pass.

i hate the look you give me in the hall,

and i`ll always laugh when you fall.

i love the satisfaction of knowing your stupid.

i hate the red marks you left.

i hate you don`t give a fuck.

so i think love and hate are very similar.both extreme emotions.i don`t want to give jess the satisfaction of knowing i still have feelings for him...though slightly less plesent.

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gnomi13 — 2004-12-11T06:12:46-05:00

so im writing from larry`s computer.the party has died down.It was boring.monty ,dads friend,kid ryan kkeeps bothering me.he`s so fucking anoying any way later.

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gnomi13 — 2004-12-11T08:12:57-05:00

for some reason its okay for a guy to like watching girls kiss but when a chick likes to see guys kissing its sick.

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gnomi13 — 2004-12-12T02:12:13-05:00

so mom is debating to go to my christmas show or have her christmas party.she screwed up the dates so now she has to choose.tough shit she fucked it up so its not my fault if her beloved friends are mad.im so mad! i worked hard for her to not go!

u can`t always choose

gnomi13 — 2004-12-12T03:12:02-05:00

i really can`t choose who i unwillingly have feelings for but i noticed i can shut-up about it.i don`t really like monkeys or chocolate...i know its stupid for random people to visit my blog and see all my complaining.but the christmas dance is comming soon and it will be awesome if jesse behaves himself.but i have to wear gloves because i have a screwed up thumb nail.it has a morbid hole in it.atleast i won`t have to spend money on an manicure.i hate those things anyway they sorta hurt and i worry i`ll break one.so finals are next week...boooring little pieces of paper i might fail.we aren`t even allowed to get exempt!stupid mr.smith.

so well

gnomi13 — 2004-12-13T08:12:39-05:00

i have dance today were going through all the dances whoa!ihave to leave.

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gnomi13 — 2004-12-13T07:12:39-05:00

iju

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ijust

ijustw

ijustwa

ijustwan

ijustwant

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ijustwantto

ijustwanttod

ijustwanttoda

ijustwanttodan

ijustwanttodanc

ijustwanttodance

so i lost my poetry notebook at dance i think but i really don`t want any one to read it!i just got back.mrs.sandy is bitching about our horrible performance and that we have a show this weekend!no one gives a fuck!so i saw rita!yeee!i`ve not seen her in ages!she saw levi yesterday!(hes her brother too but me and her are not related.)she`s so sweet and pretty now (16 i think).any hoo today in mrs.henri`s we had the evil sub from hell mrs.taylor and she tried to give us an oral test no one studied for an oral test so,stould up to her and said it wasn`t fair and she had no right.we had noooo test.but the load of home work hushed all the cheering 4 me.in fourth period we had a algebra test and i confident i failed.we had an ickyew lunch.i`m still worried about finals.oh! and jordan is finally going out with brian...he`ll treat her better than the jackass.i`ve not heard from david in ages.heard he found someone else.some one better,prettier,cooler,smarter,thinner than me.DUH!yeah i know it just wasn`t meant to be ,whatever,but ,it never is for me.i`ll die alone deffinitly,or with a loser like me but i like losers well my friends call all guys i like losers and the stalkers are good boys.i know i never capitalized or anything but i frustrared okay!

riddle if you know the answer tell me or ask if your curious

what is greater than god,more evil than the devil?

rich people have it and poor people need it.

it can dome between true love,and babies are born with it.

what is it?

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gnomi13 — 2004-12-13T09:12:17-05:00

wow isn`t it funny when a guy (ugly)picks you up and drops you on your ass!no.it`s not and brett has the tendanchy to do so.atleast james dosen`t drop me!i hate it when they do that!me and ash kick and sxream...jesse is never much help...

death2jess

gnomi13 — 2004-12-14T09:12:48-05:00

so i learned nothing at school today other than that im stupid...and jesse asked meredith out im pissed off i guess....today on the bus he gave me a big hug and i thought mmmmm....maybe he does like me....mmmmmmmmm....i can`t be mad at him ....then i remembered!you evilleness!soooo.......everything sucks i think mattew and tyler like me.....i wish they didn`t.everything is complecated .meredith said no cuz ashly likes him.but ashly won`t go out with him anyway,but i won`t tell meredith or jesse that he`ll have to ask me out and i`ll say no cuz he`s an ass brain...or i might say yes...no i can`t.

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gnomi13 — 2004-12-15T08:12:53-05:00

so today is wednesday break is getting closer and closer!i have dance today again.duh.i have an english final today i didn`t study but i think i`ll do okay....mom`s yelling at me to leave.

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gnomi13 — 2004-12-16T08:12:30-05:00

yesterday,i hugged him.ashly and adam were sitting there i told them about him asking meredith out,even though sam told me not to....i saw jordan all blonde....it`s pretty cute.last day of finals and parting all tomarrow!yeeeeeeeee!mom got pissed at me yesterday cuz i didn`t tell her where i was going...if i had minutes on my phone i would.i need to feed my cat!

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gnomi13 — 2004-12-16T10:12:58-05:00

so...i got a hug from jess again on the bus,then mattew picked me up.at least he didn`t drop me.jesse isn`t going to school tomarrow.mattew said his mom is making him.ash wasn`t there today so we got to talk more.at the christmas dance i might dance with the following people:

1.shae(if sara is in the bathroom)

2.mattew(if he was invited)

3.trey(if he shows up)

4.cristina`s boyfriend(she gave me permission,i don`t even know his name!)

5.jesse(yeah i know what your thinking)

6.tyler(if he isn`t making out with some cheerleader)

if not i won`t dance with anyone.i wish ben lived here if he did we would dance even if it was only as friends.i wish david were younger....i wish alotta stuff that`s impossible and i just waste my time that way.but what`s worse is that chelsey cardin is getting her hair done the same time and place as me,logan,and samantha!she will nodoubt worry the living hell out of us!and her mom will annoy the piss out of mom!

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gnomi13 — 2004-12-17T03:12:30-05:00

well.....today,i`ve got dress rehersal 4 the show tomarrow.i`m nervous.duh.i can`t go to logan`s tonight cuz i smarted off.whatever.i`m mad at myself for that.mom`s been feeling bad lately.about money and how hard this christmas will be.glenn died near this time.mom is planning her party.she`s excited and i`m glad i surprised her with flowers for the table she was so happy about it,that i was thinking about her.

whooooooooo!

gnomi13 — 2004-12-19T05:12:24-05:00

so,the relatives r here (but morgan couldn`t come cuz her `rents said no!)and last night`s performance was awesome....jordi loved her cd i gave her.christmas dance tomarrow!woooooooooooo!i hope i dance with that jackass jesse!

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gnomi13 — 2004-12-19T09:12:22-05:00

i just did this weird quiz thing on another girls blog ....and my results were:

1.4

2.8

3.jesse

4.sam

5.jordan

6.logan

7.david

8.jesse`s girl

9.buried myself alive

10.dying day

11.silence

ok so the number in space 2 is how many people i need to tell.the person in space 3 is the one i truely love the person in space7 is the one i like but can never work it out with.the song in number 8 is connected to the person in space 3.the song in space 10 connects to the person inspace 8.the song in space 9is how i feel presently.the song in space 11.is how i look at life.the person in space4 is one i can count on.the person in space 5 knows me best.the person in space 6 is my shining star.thats just what it said!wow....freaky.

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gnomi13 — 2004-12-28T10:12:25-05:00

SO YEAH THE DANCE WAS GOOD BUT I GOT IGNORED BY JESSE UNTIL HE NEEDED A RIDE ....AND SAM HAD TO BRING UP MY BOOBS ON THE WAY HOME AND HE MOST LIKELY WENT TO SLEEP JACKING OFF AND PICTURING MY BOOBS.WOW...AND THE FEW TIMES HE TRIED TO IMPRESS ME HE WAS TELLING ME STONER STORIES AND PUTING BACK HALF EATEN CHICKEN ON SOME PREPS PLATE OR DOING THE YETI CALL...OR COMPLAINING ABOUT THE HORRIBLE RAP MUSIC..OR TELLING ME WHY CODY LOVES TO HUG ME SO MUCH(BACK TO THE BOOB SUBJECT AGAIN)or he was hitting me or i was using ashly`s finger to poke him in the eyeor some other sweet way that we abuse each otheryeah i know we beat each other up it was actually an accident but when he hits me hard a hug like "makes it all better"it the most fun when we have bruises left on our faces .or well his balls maybe?well back to the stoner stories red and tavis stole a lot of food from jordan`s house so he and jesse got hi as kites and ate it all and drank till they pissed on themselves and they were so fet the next day they just went to sleep.but,um on the way home after we dropped of jesse sam said something about his stoner stories and mom heard and i pinched her to make her shut up and she goes OW!YOU DON`T HAVE TO ABUSE ME LIKE YOU and jesse beat each other up!mom`s being a bitch right now...CHRISTMAS WAS OKAY....I GOT A LETTER FROM A PEN PAL AND TO MY SURPRISE WAS INVITED TO SOSHA`S SURPRISE PARTY.....MY COUSIN WHO`S DAVID`S NEW GIRLFRIEND.....THAT WAS SO ILLEGAL ANY WAY IS WAS BEN SAYS,BUT SCREW GUYS...OH AND SOME ONE SAWQ A NEW GUY AT WALMART WITH HIS DAD MIGHT OF JUST MOVED HERE...LOOKED LIKE MY''TYPE'' SORTA SURFER....WHATEVER MY TYPE IS THE KIND THAT SUCK OBVIOUSLY.URGH....I NEED A MILLION HUGS FROM JESS !IT`S THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES ME REMOTELY CALM DOWN AND FEEL BETTER EVEN IF IT`S JUST FOR A SECOND AND IT WOUNT LAST.....THAT`S THE MILLION PART.........AH WELL FEEL A LITTLE BETTER..I JUST WAS FORCED TO CLEAN THE SEIS POOL THAT I DWELL IN. and my caps lock was on and i didn`t notice.i m feeling like a poop eating dog just cuz i have the worst taste in my mouth.the last thing i ate was some funk ass pizza!

um well

gnomi13 — 2005-01-01T08:01:06-05:00

so um...my birthday is jan 3 but i celebrated it today cuz i go back to school the 3rd.yuck.tomarrow is jordan`s birthday...my last day of freedom I`ll be reading all day since i was supposed to have already done that for school,yeah i`m so screwed.i went and spent money at the book store got some tarot cards to add to my collection they look really cool because their all vintage and victorian the 30ish era.i ate italian because shogun wasn`t open today.i sorta feel sick i`ve not felt this bad in a while.i woke up red-faced and then i got so pale and my stomach hurts really bad.

today is jorly`s bithday

gnomi13 — 2005-01-02T05:01:12-05:00

she gave me my christmas present today is was cool.she saw jesse yesterday.im grounded for....something or an other i dunno.im just laying around in the new pjs i got from jordan their super comfy....im listening to winnie the pooh in the background siblings and their annoying musical cartoons....um im bored and need to read badly but i can`t keep my eyes open....i ate chinese for lunch 8.75 for a togo box with no drink is a rip off dudes...i am dreading school tomarrow not to mention i`m on probation from art honors,i change enrichment classes,and i go to mr.reeds music which is better than rutherford art shes such a fat bitch moster from hell well im gonna go take a wittle nap sorry for the run-on i tend to do that when i vent.

hehe!happy birthday to muwah!

gnomi13 — 2005-01-03T08:01:50-05:00

yo doggies it`s my birthday and i feel sorta sick again.when i was brushing my hair,as i do every morning,my holding the brush up for so long made me get dizzy,and i nearly fell on my ass.so back to school back to stress,work,problems,idiosy(sp?),crappy food.....just to name the parts that don`t throw me into a cussin` rage!i don`t have drama this year obviously i could think of better dramatic words not red neck lines.to top it off i woke up with a god awful break-out.

how that 4 a sucky present!

gnomi13 — 2005-01-03T07:01:07-05:00

so this morning i gave jesse a note saying i still remember he was so freakeed out!it was funny heh...then i stole monkey`s wristband.....then mrs.herd had to sing and embaress me crapless....then i got flowers....i got on the bus explained to jesse about the note,he was releaved to say the least ...then we got off.....me,jesse,ashley,& mattew went through the alley....and in the library....then jesse stole my button.....and we went to see matt`s mom`s wrecked car but instead we got drinks and wento his house were jesse tinkered with matt`s guitar and told me that HE AND ASHLEY WENT OUT AND EXPECTED ME TO NOT BE PISSED!well,i showed that motha fucka that i don`t give a flying fuck in space....pretended to not care .wha?so we left and i just walked home to my grandmother yelling at me about writingn on my hands!who really gives a shit i mean really its such a big damn deal you have to ruin my birthday over it!?

the sacrifical barbie

gnomi13 — 2005-01-04T08:01:35-05:00

im listening to black hole sun by sound garden,it conjures memories of me seeing the video as a little kid with levi and i screamed my head off even if it came on the radio because they grill a barbie in the video "NO NOT THE BURNING DOLLY SONG!ARGGGGGGGGGGH!"i was convenced soundgarden would all go to hell for"murder"....i really miss levi.from dad for my birthday i got nothing....not even a happy birthday or a call anything that`s all i wanted anyway.so i now have to go to school and face jesse and ashley.....the trader......but jesse knows .....why does he play dumb.....and he said he didn`t ask meredith out (yeah right whatevats)i need to samatha about that then.....DAMN YOU ALL TO HELL MOTHER FUCKERS!

stupid puff heads

gnomi13 — 2005-01-04T09:01:45-05:00

so nincompoops....er..today jesse signed my shoe against my will....and said if ben signed it he would beat the shit out of him and he wouldn`t hit me cuz i`m a girl(total sexism)but he would throw me into the street....again...ass.i had to write a stupid essay today on what age i`d like to be.oh and i did the little finger wave(not flipping off)and mrs.norton thought i was waving at her!god....and she smiled and waved and was like weird.....i was so weirded out and laughing so hard!stupid puff heads. im bored and should be doing home work

my little sad poemthat sucks ..hardwow i like the dot dot doting huh?

gnomi13 — 2005-01-04T10:01:24-05:00

my pain

everyone gets their share of pain,

most lives get a little rain.

i`ve lived in constant showers.

but some live to shine,

that`s not me,

no ones life is as painful as mine.

some say that my self-pity is a sin,

that explains the hell i`m in.

how self centered people are starving.and i`m thinking of my self over some dork.

some really smart guy(i don`t remember who)said"i cryed because i had no shoes,the i saw the man with no feet"that means it can always get worse

wednesday`s mourning all day long over long past tuesday

gnomi13 — 2005-01-05T08:01:30-05:00

sooooo...it wedesday morning,and i have art honors i think but maybe not cuz im on probation from it because i got a B in art by 2 points.butt red head.i think i`ll see jordan today,hope so oh no i won`t cuz i have to skip dance today(baby sitting)so guess i can`t hang out at the library....ah well.

im hurting...and i have a story or 2

gnomi13 — 2005-01-05T09:01:02-05:00

i had the worst day....im grounded from the computer 4 smarting off so im being really sneaky!jesse is still w/ash,i made a zero 4 math,i didn`t see jordan,and i`ve cryed all after noon for no reason.in art honors i got stuck with the work and had the preps bossing me around!"do it yourself barbie!"im really hurting and mom yelling at me all day makes it worst!today i also went to church and i wrote a letter to the future me (to be opened next year)and adam gave me a ride and i told him how i got followed....he say"i got followed once in the seventh grade,have you ever heard of alan lowery?" "no" "well in nashville he was a seriel killer and while he was on a spree my mom wouldn`t let me walk home,so my grandma would pick me up.so one day she got sick and called the school to tell me be picked up at 3:30 by mom,but i said i`d just walk so i was walking and this man was sorta following me so i just ran sooo fast to my friend aaron`s house and told his mom and we called the police and i discribed the man they said that it sounded like lowery!""oooooh! was it him!'' "I don`t know i just made it all up!can u say gullible?!!!""damn you!your in trouble now!,i`m gonna kick your ass!"wow im so dumb!

im soooo sad i no boohoo no one cares....don`t even read this

gnomi13 — 2005-01-06T10:01:13-05:00

today i had an awful day.worst than yesterday.i cried all afternoon no-stop.i got another stupid zero.....but that`s not the only reason why.....actually i don`t know why but it`s made my mom 4 me 2 be so sad,im really having a hard time.i need some advice,feel free to comment.jenna`s leaving this summer and going to boarding school....im really gonna miss her!

wow that`s the best advice ever ....none.

gnomi13 — 2005-01-07T08:01:02-05:00

today my stomach hurts really bad.i know whine whine whine.oh well you`ll get over it.

i have company dance yesterdayitwas okaywere notgoingtothe odessey compitition.

gnomi13 — 2005-01-08T02:01:43-05:00

my day`s been better except i have to go to a funeral for my mean crazy cousin.....i have been to so many funerals i can`t count them all.if i let anyone but jesse sign my new vans they`ll get their ass kicked and i`ll be thrown in the street...again.why?''because,sarah,it won`t be special!''then he stole my jack button,and matt stole my other button tha only one i have left is the sally button!that`s okay it`s my favorite anyhoo.i`ve not been hyper in a very long time and it`s really sad!

i need to read....but im not

gnomi13 — 2005-01-09T11:01:40-05:00

yesterday i went to the funeral even though i begged and begged to stay home.tomarrow i have to go to school and talk to jess like i`m okay....it`s good i can act.i`ve been worrying about how i`ll pay for whitman and if mom will even let me go 2,000 miles away.i won`t do anything wrong....except have purple hair and maybe a snake......and some percings.....and a boyfriend she might disaprove of.....and not eat meat anymore.but i`ll do my homework and be a good kid.....adult i mean. and will some one inform me of how to add pictures im technolgically challenged as well and navigationably challeged please help me im such a poor unforunate ignoramous!yesterday i saw monkey and proceeded to torture him and steel his wrist band and wrote on his hand(i like boy monkeys!)it wasso funny i was laughing all 7th period he couldn`t wipe off!

i`m going w/ash and matt and jesse today

gnomi13 — 2005-01-10T08:01:27-05:00

we`ll ride the bus to the library,and walk to gamenight blah blah.....so question to self *sarah if he hurts you so much why hang-out with him?your just letting him hurt you more stupid!*i know........sorry.*you can`t just say sorry and make it better!*sorry.....that`s not what i mean!*stop saying your sorry you only say it when you`ve done something wrong and you mean it!the only thing you`ve done wrong is apologise for things beyond your control.*sorry-for saying sorry so much*urgggggh!

i know i need a shrink or something i don`t usually talk to myself much.today i`m wearing my red cat t-shirt that looks like jordan`s.

so i didn`t eat anything at all today

gnomi13 — 2005-01-10T06:01:41-05:00

so i just got back from the library with ashley and jesse.he told me he`d give back my hippie glasses tomarrow but i failed to remember he had said earlier that he wasn`t going to school because he had to go to the dentist.............wow,he also pushed me off of the brick walkway on accident he`s always to rough with me.....it hurt.he said sorry but was laughing so hard....i`m still so fucking mad at ashley.and today in 5th period megan informed me of a huge blood stain on my pants.i had to wear my jacket on ny ass for the rest of the day....it was cold.ash said jesse would give me his hoodie but he refused to untill i told him why and i was embaressed so i just stayed cold.and when brett picked me up i was so scaired he`d drop me and show my red spoted pants.i haven`t eaten anything alday long and i`m not going to.even if i have a head ache.i don`t even care anymore.....even if i pass out.i know it`s not healthy but i don`t just don`t give a fuck any more

wesdesday mourning over tuesday

gnomi13 — 2005-01-12T08:01:16-05:00

i got 5 cds yesterday.their awesome.i don`t have art honors today .yay!i still have to go to PYF but jordan might come so that`s not so bad.i`ll probably get my hippie glasses back from jesse now that he will most likely be at school today....yester day didn`t suck,it was just really boring and i`m so tired of putting up with preps!

wow today really sucked

gnomi13 — 2005-01-12T10:01:18-05:00

so today i rode the bus to the library with jesse and ashley and fat kid.....matt didn`t get off.but the whole time jesse and ashley were all "cuddling and stuff" it made me mad.i did his science 4 him i dunno why.....i wish i hadn`t.he stole one of my reeses...gotta go

the fucking family reunion!

gnomi13 — 2005-01-13T10:01:38-05:00

errr!today almost sucked as much as yesterday....was forced to play kick ball in gym,got yelled at 4 not proticipating,and for yelling WHO GIVES A FLYING FUCK!and i forgot about the doller....mattew has my slash glasses....went to dance...walked to dance in the rain.i had to take another kuder career test which was completely off!jesse had to go to a family reunion and bitched about it on the bus"i dowanna go to a fucking family reunion!"over and over!"shut up your bitchin!" "i don`t remember you uncle frank i was 6 when i last saw you and yes i`ve gottin so tall and hansome!the girls do flock after me.why yes.i don`t wanna go to that FUCKING FAMILY REUNION!" i was laughing.....duh.and "oh its funny is it!sarah did you know when you smile at me you blush and look really high?" still laughing at the length he gos to piss me off.that`s the bast part of my day.

oops i forgot

gnomi13 — 2005-01-13T10:01:49-05:00

my friend amy (goth girl)said her friend(in nashville)jessie killed herself the other day!she hung herself in the closet by a tv cable.she`s a wiccan .she`s weird but she`s really awesome.i think it`s sorta cool to have a witch friend......but im a freak any was let`s add a pentagram.

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gnomi13 — 2005-01-14T08:01:57-05:00

okay i know it`s friday but i have the distinct feeling it`s really gonna suck.yes!black hole sun just came on!woot!the video is freaky but that`s why i wuv it so much!now jewel came on and she sux mucho assee.i hope jesse got tortured yesterday.....i`ll ask him.i need badly to eat healthy today cuz yesterday i only ate a little but it was all junk!now franz ferdinand came on it`s okay but i have the cd it got annoying pretty quickly!im half asleep so excuse tha errors pls!i`m wearing my flogging molly shirt today.wednesday jesse said ''i`m so fat damn'' ''no your not''said ashley.then he winks at me and i know exactly what to do."jesse i didn`t wanna say anything but yeah.""what no he`s not shut up!'' ''can`t you see that he`s so big now!?'' ''no he`s not stop it!'' ''hehe i just like to pickatcha cuz i love ya'' ''you pick at sarah more'' ''so''

''nothing'' *stomps angrily away* ''ash wait!'' see?i bring this all on my self.....

today sucked it usually does no one even replys any more....reply dammit.

gnomi13 — 2005-01-14T04:01:45-05:00

so im sitting at the library....and so is tyler watching me type.im obviously no to going to type anything important.so today sucked much.ashley had a secret and i can`t say right now but it`s not good at all.so tell yall folks later if i got time.i`ve had a chili pepers song stuck in my head all day and i have alot of math to do but atleast i`ll have a 3 day weekend....i`m so mad at ash but i can`t tell her.the thought of her leaving is good and bad at the same time

today sucked it usually does no one even replys any more....reply dammit.

gnomi13 — 2005-01-14T04:01:53-05:00

today sucked it usually does no one even replys any more....reply dammit.

gnomi13 — 2005-01-14T04:01:56-05:00

today sucked it usually does no one even replys any more....reply dammit.

gnomi13 — 2005-01-14T04:01:17-05:00

today sucked it usually does no one even replys any more....reply dammit.

gnomi13 — 2005-01-14T04:01:21-05:00

wearing a red stripped layered shirt and holy jeans not appropriate4sch...

gnomi13 — 2005-01-15T04:01:37-05:00

wow it even sucks on saturday.i woke up like at 2.took a bath.whined didn`t eat got on line.my life is a simple one.....let`s see a more negative word expressing my mood would be a boring life.in a minute i`m walking to nan`s.mom is sick so she can`t cook.so at nan`s i`ll eat a frozen pizza.yum-not.what happened to the new years resulution?eat healthier.....drink more water.....DAMN!I`M SITTING HERE WITH A SUNDROP IN HAND!*punishing self*

ze end istha only part that really matters in a story and this one isa very good

gnomi13 — 2005-01-18T05:01:16-05:00

um yeah so i said it usually sucks well now it really does!ash isn`t leaving,jeese`s ignoring me,i`m failing math,i`m getting fatter,and mom`s being a bitch!she only lets me ride the bus on thursday now!bitch!to hell with you jesse fuck you and your girlfriend2!i have to go to girl scouts today i sold none cookies yeee!what an awesome fucking job!and mom i`m and cussing so booya!and i`m watching secret window i don`t think it`s scairy but i really love johnny depp and the movie`s really good!so um GS stands 4 girl scouts.....no 4.....gutty sluts....yeah their all fucking preppy ass whores so there bitchs!sorry other dudes reading my pitiful writings....i need to piss so g`bye.

wow im so bored and covered in powder

gnomi13 — 2005-01-19T08:01:47-05:00

so it`s wensday yay...whatever.....i got to church and see jordan were i can openly complain about jesse and she listen and she doesn`t like ashley anyway.i also have art honors today.damn you mrs.rutherford.i just spilled powder everywhere!all over me and my shoes and head and i desparately need an anger management class......help.....please.i seem to be pissed off over nothing and it`s not ....what most dudes think....that im ....um....ya know girls and pms.it`s not that so i dunno i guess i`m just really mad over a stupid boy.ARAARGGHHHHHH!and i`m all boken out cuz of it.uurgh!i hate acne,and jesse,and my parents,and jesse!

um yeah isn`t that exciting?

gnomi13 — 2005-01-22T05:01:20-05:00

so today is shaterday whoooo!haaaa!i`m free!and bored....and cookie craving.......and tired.i`ve been doing mostly nothing.yesterday the only thing jesse said to me was"sura do you have a doller?" "yes but im using it." "oh damn." "sorry" "that`s okay" and he rode ashley`s bus not mine...ass.and it seems he must "ride" her bus alot.....okay that was sarcasum(sp?)i`m tired of this so i`m going to sleep or not call sam cuz she`s pissin` me off.okay,you tell me if i should be mad.so we had this math test(a friendship ruining test)i didn`t study one bit.she studied an hour and a half."wow i made an 83!i didn`t even study!" "i did and i made a 65%!" "gee sorry" "you deserved to fail!i studied!i should have nade an a plus!" "i`m sorry!that`s not my fault you failed!" "that`s not fair!" "i know it`s not fair,your stupid and jelous of me!" "shut up!" " no! your made cuz im prettier and thinner and smarter and all the guys like me more!" "you don`t evewn have a boyfriend sarah!you have to flirt with mine! and jesse never liked you and he never will!you just follow him around!get over it!" "just like i had to get over it when you copied my english essay and got an a and i got a c cuz she thought i cheated!i got that 83 honestly you have to chest off of me to excel in every thing! and i never flirted with your dog of a boy friend!he hit on me!" "that`s bullshit!" " oh i thought you never cussed to good for slang!" what i dunno why she`s being such a bitch but i could whip her ass!and at school every thing sucks because i have to sit at the bimbo table!i`ve flipped mery linsey and sara d. off so much i`ve lost count! okay that was longer than intended.....now sleep!

ok i lied i didn`t go to sleep i took a quiz

gnomi13 — 2005-01-22T05:01:43-05:00

let`s hope not true or friendship ruining.....sarah the friendless phcotic chick who can`t spell phcotic....

my paperheart is bleeding red ink this is what it says

gnomi13 — 2005-01-24T08:01:47-05:00

so im sitting here with a frappuccino,and thinking about how bad today will suck...i ate lunch with jordan and adam at church last night and adam told the funniest story(reply if u wanna hear it)about michael our hot ex-youth minister.but i`m happy because i talked to morgan 4 like an hour last night....she says guys in texas suck just as much as guys in tennessee.......i really doubt it.but i wonder if their all sucky no offence dudes but girls are sucky to i mean is their not a middle ground?cute smart guys don`t like me,caroted freaks like me......i don`t think i`m a caroted freak.and their was this one person who left a bunch of junk in my inbox!stop it okay!

hfvtgfhjfcdvbyz...

gnomi13 — 2005-01-24T06:01:26-05:00

so today instead of drinking one i drank 2 chinos.i nearly hurled!school was the typical monday:

the atonomy of a monday1sucky

2boring tests

3lots of stuff due

4 lot of homework

but it got better when we stopped by bull market(conveinent store)after refilling my minutes and watching as my 3yr.old brother proceeded to slide around the floor demonstrating sliding friction.at bull market their was a shirtless pot bellied black old man which is not strange in our neigborhood to see a half naked man except it`s in the middle of january and cold even with a big coat on.and we stold in front of elvis in the check out line for red bull!i never knew he drove an el comino....but in first period today we had to write about an event we`d never forget.....well i was gonna write about something gloomy since i have such a vast selection in that catagory.....but i decided on the pc talent show........but i saw roses and it was about her brother adam`s funeral.i think i should have put the dance competition....rose always gets a full six.....i`m really dramatic out side of english class maybe if i was more so in class i`d get full marks!gotta go it`s game night!maybe i won`t see the jesser!

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gnomi13 — 2005-01-24T06:01:50-05:00

i found a cool band site www.atomicpinkrocks.com check it out yall.and www.wwujd.com it`s also ammusing

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gnomi13 — 2005-01-25T10:01:12-05:00

so today i had massive homework duties!and in 1st period i fell asleep and woke up to a hysterically laughing class.i didn`t know what was going on until i realized i had drewl all over my face!and on the bus jesse took mattew`s glasses and put them on...they were the one`s like the leader of weezer wears i forget his name.....anyway with his long hair he looked just like johnny depp in secret window aweeee!but i didn`t give the satisfaction!and he looked surprised as if to say..."um sarah didn`t you notice my hottness?say something about it!please fufill my egotistical dreams!".....and he hugged me and said"no!your not ment to be with jack!" "what?" i got off the bus confused until i remembered i had on my nightmare befor christmas hoodie that said were ment to be!on the back.....oh so im sally now?whatever mattew hugged me to.but last nigt i tried to text him and i accidently texted david!.....who didn`t even fucking reply!and i talked to morgan today she`s over whelmed with school ....duh.and she didn`t get any of the picture messages i sent her so i guess i sent them to a stranger they were most likely happy to see me in my cami and carebear underoos....well i`m not too worried.

*sarah the stairing cave woman*......actually in the hall jesse no longer speaks top me her says it`s cuz i look high....and he likes the high looking me.but i never get high or have gotten high in my life,so i think it must just be the"wow here comes the hot eville leader-oner boy who i wish was mine and dead at the same time" look.

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gnomi13 — 2005-01-26T08:01:47-05:00

hi friends.....and other losers.im so bored this lovely morn and i think i will post the list of things i will have in my fridge at whitman....is this strange?well yeah but i don`t care:

1frappichinos

2izze sodas

3ramond noodles

4grape juice

5grape fruit

6red bull

7rockstar energy drinks

8cous cous(pasta pearls)

9easy mac

10pears

11doritos

12mello yellows

13pita bread

14boursin and crackers

15hummus

16bottled water

17chocolate chip cookies

18hot cocoa

19coke

20peanut butter

21perier

yeah so that won`t all fit but oh well.bye bye!

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

gnomi13 — 2005-01-26T04:01:07-05:00

today i have discovered a new definition of suck-age.mom is being a real bitch and not letting me go hang-out with jesse which only adds to her suck-dom.and today i let jesse borrow a dollar.....bad idea.he NEVER pays them back and if you mention it to him your a nag and in my case a bitch.and after ward he gave me this big strong hug which was great.i think he saw my diapers(code name).yesterday sam was going through my wallet and looked really red and now i know why.and art honors was awful.........no one in iraq actually truely liked saddam.......i hate mrs.rutherford dictator of the universe.i think they all just suck up and im really brave to be open with my disliking of her or im to stupid to suck up for an A.today in english we had to write an essay.the prompt was you are an adult you have at least high degree and maybe college tell how you got where you are and what occupation you have.

to make it short i went to whitman 4 years got an internship with marc jacobs and got interveiwed for an mtv vj but instead became the wardrobe courdinater (sp?).i guess im looking forward to pyf tonight.i have alot of unfinished home work so i need to do that but how cares?i don`t i`ve been getting A`s and B`s my whole life only to be yelled at.first at home in the morning then at school and then at home again then i go to sleep and wake to the same hypocrisy every single day.why to i hang with the outcasts you ask?they are the only ones who don`t fuse at me because they want me to be something else.sorry mom....no damnit!im not sorry for being my self and you shouldn`t expect me too.no one should ever have to do that!you know what im tied of trying to be the cookie cutter image of a strait A prep who cares only about sports!frankly i hate them!especially the ones envoleing balls!i always get hit!they scare me!i get run over!even in gym they make me play basket ball!yeah thanks mam` why don`t cha just feed me to a starving alligator!10 starving alligators!i need to do home work.

sarah the smiling sea star

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

gnomi13 — 2005-01-26T04:01:10-05:00

sarah the smiling sea star

he said he hated smoking!and it makes him sick and he LIED TO ME!

gnomi13 — 2005-01-26T05:01:51-05:00

im hurt and angry at jesse and david.i have the worst taste in guys!help please!

he said he hated smoking!and it makes him sick and he LIED TO ME!

gnomi13 — 2005-01-26T05:01:55-05:00

im hurt and angry at jesse and david.i have the worst taste in guys!help please!

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gnomi13 — 2005-01-26T06:01:25-05:00

wow matt just called me and was like"sarah,is jesse there" ''no'' 'i`ll fifnish later i gottsta go!

idiot boxes surround us all....

gnomi13 — 2005-01-27T09:01:29-05:00

so im back from dance and im really hurting:

1from the bullshit david fed me and that i was dumb anough to gobble it up like the last slice of pizza

2my back is really hurting cuz of gym im sorta worried i have a pinched nerve

3my brain is tired so excuse mistakes.

i got a hug from jesse i hate him but i can`t be mad at him if ya can understand that.he complicated everything like ne of those idiotic novels that maybe3 of10 people can understand in this case the auther doesn`t even get it.morgan hasn`t called me as she promised.i saw rita she says levi says hi and he loves me:)that better than nothing.i had even more home work tonight and this annoyiny bitch stepenie bothers me.with"raise your hand if you have a boyfriend" ''raise your hand if your a bitch with love handles the size of an elephant`s trunk"

'people are stupid.individuals are smart but large groups of people are dumb.it only takes a few dummies to spoil the whole bunch.bandwagon i guess.i can hear them saying:the more you learn the less you know:or someother shit strait from the hypocrits lips' -brandon boyd of incubus

sunshinesurf or whatever can just go away.piss on you bitch.i so tired of wasting my time arguing with you.so damn you your eyes as johnny cash would say(that means to hell witcha if you didn`t understand that since you ride the short bus and all)

idiot boxes surround us all....

gnomi13 — 2005-01-27T09:01:30-05:00

so im back from dance and im really hurting:

1from the bullshit david fed me and that i was dumb anough to gobble it up like the last slice of pizza

2my back is really hurting cuz of gym im sorta worried i have a pinched nerve

3my brain is tired so excuse mistakes.

imjustplainpiss...

gnomi13 — 2005-01-29T10:01:42-05:00

oh ka!so i feel sorta bad.to make a long depressing story short.he texted messaged my so much non stop.and i have one of my dude friends to answer the phone and he hung up and won`t talk to me now.i can`t say im not relieved.morgan forgot to call.i don`t blame her...she`s quite the busy girl.i did nothing today.what a surprise i missed the last payment on my trip to d.c. i hope i can still go!and sorry to all of ya that thought this would be a funny or interesting entrie for i can`t pull scarcastic and joke filled stories out of my ass all the time.im mad at me and i mad at everyone around me.especialy me though because i feel like i 'got back' at david which he undoubtibly deserved but he sorta made it like he did nothing wrong and that i was over-reacting and being bitchy.i hope that his lungs rot out so i feel better......well let`s not go that far.i hope one lung rots out.and i`ve noticed when ashley gets on the bus and is around when i`m with jesse he never gives me hugs.when i question him on this he says"because i can`t reach you!" he falls on his ass to reach me when she`s not there!go away!

yo yo homie g`s.....what does that even mean?

gnomi13 — 2005-01-31T05:01:19-05:00

hehello,friends and foes today ash was really mad,hopefully cuz jesse dumped her or something else utterly amusing and evil.and samantha`s spending the night friday.yeeee!chelsey`s mad and i find if cruel and funny at the same time.kristan goes out with shae now!yay4 her.i told sam that i had company rehersals and she asked if she could come watch which as far as i know will be fine since she`s a chick.but no guy is allowed any more cuz when red came in he accidently walked in on rachel beasley!slap him some random girl said she replyed with:if that what jesus would want me to do? so he felt bad so he skadattled(sp?) and i got in trouble cuz he came with me and hanna.mondays are horrid!im hyper so that explains my jumping of topics and many mistakes.there was something else....i made new friend levi.and what else was there.....?oh yeah jesse only said to me: you have a dollar? no.you never pay me back! i will!do you have one though?no...and then he walks away.but he gave me a hug on the bus after an awkward silent bus ride.does he blame me for his and ash`s relationship problems?it`s not my fault!if i had a say they would hsve no relationship.by the end of the week hopefully they will be at each other`s throats.i know it sound`s like im the villan here but this is simply not the case.tomarrow we all take this horrible,unspeackable writing assessment.....least it ain`t math.see?i say ain`t all the time!but i correct people all the time not to be rude or mean or act like im smarter but it`s a habbit i get from dad so it`s his fault!im really not a smartass all the time just occadionally.

fakeplasticmen you have inspired me.

gnomi13 — 2005-01-31T05:01:37-05:00

things i like about my evil self:

1im evil

2i draw really good

3im smarter than you all:)

4im cuter than you too:~

5i smell good

6im a dancer

7neiter of my parents suck as much as yall`s

8i confuse peeps

9 i have many a friend

9im evil but sweet to a select few

10i have a lotta clothes in my floor

11i have shoes and no current stalkers

12im telepathic and that`s not a joke

13i need to pee

14i have nice boobs better than samantha`s so that`s good

15i have big college dreams

16im healthy as a dogg

17i have purty hair

18i freak people out

19 i like to surprise peeps with my comments

20i love my big nose and big feet

21i suprise people witrh my clothes

22for some strange reason people are scared of little o`me

23i feel stinky

24im a free spirit and i say my mind much to some people`s dismay.....like my mom`s.

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gnomi13 — 2005-02-01T08:02:56-05:00

i like to eat chicken for breakfast

i like to wish death on jesse

i like to make fun of preps

i like to flip ashley off

i like to hit ducks with rocks

i like to get yelled at for singing during funnerals

i like to chew with my mouth full

i like to write long pointless blogs

i like.....i have to leave 4 school now!

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gnomi13 — 2005-02-01T04:02:41-05:00

i like to eat ham as i sit at my computer

i like to take writing assessmant tests

i like pinapple

i like telling megan she`s stupid cuz she is

i like to sleep

i like to write songs during 4th period math

i like getting in trouble 4 not listening or not paying attention in class

i like cokes

i like dirty boys with no money i like comming home to my house as messed-up as i left it

i like telling gross guys who ask my name that i don`t remember and i need them to make one up for me

i like telling fat people their normal sized

i like saying fuck for no reason

i like days like today were ashley`s not at school so jesse gives me alot of random hugs

i like staring at the back of his head in lunch

i like not giving things back that i borrow

i like signing my name with stars for a`s

i like blowing hard earned molah on junk

i like to make witty remarks about everything but mostly other dorks such as my self

i like to confuse people

i like to piss mom off by saying im going to be a vegan

i like to put off home work

i like the word 'eccentric'

i like noisey neigbors

i like to be seen as a 'little girl'when the people who say that are old ill be the'young-not-a-hag-yet girl'

i like to stick my tongue out at strangers

i like to laugh at myown jokes

i like choclate covered thing

i like fuzzy things

i like punk guys with long hair

i like to listen to incubus

i like it when there`s a spider in the room and all the boys are screaming like little girls to get up and sqash it with my bare hand

i like grapes

i like to watch cartoons on saturday mornings

i like everything....

gnomi13 — 2005-02-01T09:02:42-05:00

i like adding to this stupid list

i like the movie napolen dynimite

i like saying "eat your food tina you fat lard!"

i like ripping up homework

i like pink bunnies

i like pink everything

i like smuding newly written ink

i like the "wrong type" of guys

i like torturing monkey during english

i like taking self-help quizes

i like side pony-tails

i like purple hair

i like dirty hippies

i like the thought of when i go to college i will be a dirty hippie

i like staring at books over peoples shoulders

i like being loud in the librarey

i like to stare at my blank screen

i like to burp during awkward silences

i like to tell people that burping is gross

i like telling david he disgusts me

i like to hug random people at school

i like buying magazines

i like shopping at good will

i like to walk around in my house in a towel

i like to dance around in my underoos

i like to go in public with pjs on

i like cooking things i don`t like to eat

i like my hidious feet

i like to ask people i don`t know personal questions

i like to not be tired in the morning

i like good bye hugs

i like the idea of me getting at tatoo on my back of wings

i like telling the jerk that sits in front of me in science to stop talking to me because i don`t want his stupidity to rub of

i like licking cold metal

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gnomi13 — 2005-02-02T08:02:24-05:00

i like rubbing my knee caps

i like writing on my hands

i like wearing shoes with no socks

i like biting my nails till they bleed

i like taking pictures of frogs

i like to get out of school early

i like to take my lunch

i like to terrify people with the hummus,and other strange foods i bring in my lunch

i like clipping my toe nails

i like singing really high notes

i like mooning my mom while she`s on the phone

i like being goofy infront of guys

i like telling them im 17

i like to disect things

i like to eat sushi

i like to read hard books and act like im really smart

i like to call allison and kate barbies

i like to make fun of allison and sara k. because they play up their blondness for guys

i like to fold paper

i like to taste scented things

i like to know that lauren`s slut sister is pregnant and can`t do all those things she wanted to for college

i like to know that she can`t even get an abortion because lauren`s family are republicans

i like to

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gnomi13 — 2005-02-02T09:02:54-05:00

i am so mad!arrrgh!i`ve not made a c all year but now on my mid nine weeks report i got a c in american history and a d in math!and you no what else?my mom already has a tutor lined up for me!!!!!!i hate school!i just want it to be summer and i wanna be in some other place!god!help i m sufficating!i ate all day and tomarrow i`ll be all fat and bloated......most people think i get next to nothing but in reality no way!things i ate today:1tea and cereal

2lunch(chicken and fries and vegies)with water

3dinnerchicken and a ham burger brownie couscous and some straw berries with a coke

well im full!

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gnomi13 — 2005-02-03T08:02:46-05:00

oula,im eating a cinnimon roll....and your not:)im bored and i`m worried about school today because of the D and the C........i wanna die.

i like cinnimon rolls

i like to eat 3 or 4

i like to dance to music i wouldn`t normally listen to

i like turtles

i like shopping until i.....fall over

i like shopping when the mall is closed and open only to GS

i like shunning my responsibilities

i like prentending to care about all the neandrithal and homosapian ingrades at school

i to shower

today jesse`s wearing weezer lookingglasses& hasaside part.cuz i said i hated it

gnomi13 — 2005-02-04T08:02:47-05:00

yooch!it`s today hello day if you suck i`ll have to bite!sam`s comming home with me tonight we`ll ride the bus and go to dance and then home for napoleon dynomite!i dunno how but mom found out jesse and matthew smoke pot i m not suppost to hang out with those stoner kids any more.....yeah right....the phone just rang it was mimi ryan and keely had a baby!6 weeks early premature but not a thing wrong with her or him i didn`t ask.im drinking tea and eating couscous.

gee thanx for all the replys!(none:re...

gnomi13 — 2005-02-04T08:02:32-05:00

so me and sam are watching napoleon dynomite and i had dance today she was pretty bored.mom said we weren`t allowed online but ohwell

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gnomi13 — 2005-02-05T05:02:02-05:00

sam`s alsleep so i`ve been looking at people`s blogs and ghost pictures.im so bored!

hey yall!

gnomi13 — 2005-02-07T08:02:39-05:00

go havoc!we won the hockey game!whooot!i loooove hockey!her parents friends went they had a daughter brittany she`s like 16 and punkycool.sam dosen`t like her though says she`s bratty.her bf was there he was sorta cute i guess.the superbowl party lastnight was lame.we ate so much im still full.and today mr.haslip is gonna tudor us.*sigh*i hate math!

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gnomi13 — 2005-02-07T08:02:50-05:00

anyhoo today was good jesse and matthew went to the hawthorne heights concert!so did cody but he didn`t get to meet them!matthew had no other paper except an old report card so he had them and sugar cult to sign it!they told him his grades really sucked!ffffffbffff i think the b was in gym!whatever i have to go enter an online contest 4 a guitar.

comments are nice......be nice!

gnomi13 — 2005-02-08T04:02:22-05:00

so hi no one loves me i get it....not even my dad aparently.and yes i skipped school today i watched ferris buller`s day off,walked through the old part of the cemetary(don`t bother to tell me im weird,morbid,eccentric,etc.)sam thinks my telepathy is a joke and now i need to go to my room and destroy it once more our stupid house cleaner actually cleans !*gasps*so i`ve been taking pics not reading procrastenating homework and entering contests all day.daddy is pissing me off so much!don`t bother to call!even on my birthday he expects me his 14yr.old daugter to be the adult!how can he put me in such a tight spot?but i don`t think he even realizes it.whatevats im gonna go make my room livable once more.

yeah im at home again

gnomi13 — 2005-02-09T08:02:34-05:00

i know i skipped again but i`m really sick today.i`ll have homework up to my ass!but no art honors yeee!:)but i also won`t get to see the posse for a while since we usually hang out today:(im not near as sick as little man sleeping in the other room poor baby!last night her puked all over the bed and on my and abby!abby got it the most though.it`s starting to get lighter out side i feel so bad it hurts to type....nana`s at the door.i remember jack was saying at 3 this morning"im sowee i didunt mean nu pook on uwr bed mommy"it was so pitiful.

this is me like 2yrs.ago---->i don`t look likthis any moresoim think illchangeit

gnomi13 — 2005-02-09T08:02:26-05:00

www.boyssuck.com it`s one of my fave`s check it out!

gnomi13 — 2005-02-10T08:02:53-05:00

well this morning as im sitting at my pc.im drinking grape juice and eating a peanut butter cookie.so interesting!i`m feeling better so today im going to school and dance.but of course i woke up with a god awful break out i feel so gross!im listening to mtv.nana just walked in the door.i think on wednesday jesse`s mom made him go to school!ha!ha!i got to skip.*)

obviously this isn`t me this is ben------->

gnomi13 — 2005-02-10T08:02:41-05:00

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gnomi13 — 2005-02-13T01:02:08-05:00

so i guess im not exactly single anymore.adam west asked mw out at meredith`s party and i satd yeah so now i guess we go out ash and jesse begged us to.so we did and we kissed for the first time and it was horrible i got slobbered on and jesse and ashley and the whole world was watching and the worst part was that sam was so mad at me.and i felt like i was kissing the wrong person.... but i like him but don`t wanna go out with him.make any sense?probably not which is understandable.me and sam are okay now but last night really sucked and it was his first kiss to!explains the slobbering...i regret it now and he dosen`t even know and by tomarrow everyone will know!im so mad at myself....the worst the other worst part was the guy i wanted to kiss was across the room making out with ashley.and i actually think he wanted me to go out with adam because he felt bad because i liked him.....i feel sorta contaminated now ew ew ew kill me now.

man,do you really wanna spend a fortune on crap4a holiday hallmark invented?

gnomi13 — 2005-02-14T06:02:36-05:00

im babysitting right now and listening to run by snow patrol.i`ve decided that over summer i will voleenter at the hospital even if the dress code sucks.and i get a name tag I.D.thingy.there`s a new girl at school her name`s alicia and she`s from california.im expecting a call from ashley and...adam.i`m unsure of what to say or how to handel it all but whatever i need to go before one of the jacks busts his head open.

hey hey now reply!

gnomi13 — 2005-02-14T10:02:22-05:00

i just talked to adam.and i forgot to mention earlier,that ann claire has had a crush on jesse since the 5th grade too.damn him!why does he like ash?and why is meredith mad at all of us?were disgusting?that`s a load of bullshit.i wasn`t disgusting why`d she invite us anyway?if wre so disgusting?the funniest thing happened today:jesse:"sarah,you have any tylinal?" "no i have midol,but who knows what that`d do to you" "whats it for" "cramps" "god no my dick will fall off!" "nu-uh."

i`m listening to save me by snow i think it`s snow anyway

gnomi13 — 2005-02-15T08:02:54-05:00

im really not sure of anything.i can usually make up my mind about things but decisions like this.damn.so what he has a bad rep.he calls to much.and can`t kiss.but do i really wanna dump him?i hate that word.do i really wanna break-up or whatever?it`s really...uncomfortable.i`ll talk to jesse about it tomarrow on the bus...wait no i will friday cuz i forgot about all of my other stupid plans.munkie gave me his hoodie!it needs some work on the holes but i love it i owe him for ever!i m skipping around subjects i know but i wonder if i dump him i`ll want him back.....i need a reason.....like i never see him or something.if you have any suggetions please share!

took this pic of little man------->

gnomi13 — 2005-02-15T08:02:47-05:00

it looks better full sized un cropped or whatever you call it.

im at ze library!

gnomi13 — 2005-02-25T04:02:53-05:00

hey so miss me anyone?yeah i know you don`t care.but my computer has been fucked up cuz of mom and abby and the jack monster!i went on a trip last weekend with adam it was great except for that whore stephanie getting on our nerves and telling on my and adam 4 holding hands!snitch!and he asked us to say THANK YOU for doing the right thing and keeping our focus on god not eachother.....gee thanx!and then she told my mom!whatever...im so glad i go out with him he and i can`t stand robbie the youth minister so he went to my church last wednesday.but what was funny was yesterday stephanie acted like nothing happened and tried to talk to me!the nerve!there was more but i forgot it all!im at the library since our computer is screwed up!i told mom that this guy at gchs was cute,pierre,and she told him i thought he was a ''cutie''!damnit ma!"tell her sanque!"he said!he like french and part hassen(sp?)i talked to matt jesse and ash on the bus.got a million hugs today,as usual.and well.....oh um wednesday me and sam had art honors so we were gonning go to my house and then it was canceled and i couldn`t get ahold of mom so we rode the bus and walked to my house from town with matthew.it was a long way!we`ve definitly gotten outta shape!i have homework i need to do on the computer and so i need to start on.......no i do wannue.well i need so bye!

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gnomi13 — 2005-03-23T09:03:56-05:00

so yeah y`all.i`ve been busy breaking hearts!just playin no my computer is a monster of suck-dom!i`ve been hyper from sobe and i`ve been brokken-up with adam for awhile.i was really embaressed the other day at the career fair i was in the wrong home-room group and was outside talking to jesse and my whole class and teacher was yelling at me but whatever.andand ashley and jesse were coming to church with alicia (from L.A. we`re big buds now)and he couldn`t cuz he had anger management.and he got new pluggs afterward.he yelled at ashley so she cryed and he cryed too!and he owes me like 5 bucks!but tomarrow i have to sit through a stupid volley ball game during 7th!and i can`t go to sam`s!i really want to cuz her hot friend tommy who is leaving sunday!at least i`ll be out friday!mindsay`s changes really suck....im sure im boring the hell out of you but oh well.did anybody see trl yesterday?well,if anyone did and wants to know who gwen stephani`s talking about she said someone was calling her a cheerleader of rock?well if ya wanna know reply and i`ll tell ya cuz i know.im tired and i wanna change my pic.and imade my 4 year plan 4 highschool but so anyhoo bye bye

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gnomi13 — 2005-03-25T05:03:30-05:00

hey this morning we woke up(me and sam)and ate pizza 4 breakfast then mom had been yardsailin` and had us some stuff it was really fun day so far!and we`ve eaten enough to last us 4 weeks!i don`t really have anything on my mind except im sorta worried about the notes due monday that mariah was suposed to let me copy but ohwell right?monday seems like a long time from now.

listening to rage against the machine

gnomi13 — 2005-03-25T10:03:28-05:00

hey there...why do i write that?no one reads this anywhoo except heartinhand i guess....?me n sam and alicia and anne claire and desairre bought guitar picks at watkins pawn its like pick power or something cheesy...and we made sure not to include stephanie.she was talkin to this smurf(6th grader) chelsea and were like"hey smurf" and shes like "don`t call me a smurf like that totally makes me like mad" "we like totally don`t give a flying sh** we were smurfs to and we didn`t object cuz youll do the same thing" and stephanie chimes in"well next year yall be freshmen and well tell you the wrong classes" "well if you do my mom will take care of that since she works there bitch"....and we made our picks into necklaces by putting a needle in the flame and sticking it trow the pick.it`s cool and we have a new word for slut it`s sprinkle like (she`s such a sprinkle)or(she looks sprinkly)wre slowly developing our own language.no actually jackie boy started it.he`s4.he had a brownie with easter sprinkles was said"i can`t eat this look at the sluts on here!"no jack those are sprinkles!"are you a sprinkle sissy?"no!"someone reply wilya?im bored...well "were bored"

i have a boring meaningless life.

gnomi13 — 2005-03-26T09:03:16-05:00

so wow today was cool i guess.we ate subway.my life is really boring.there`s people on my friends list i don`t remember adding.and so many have changed their pics so i forget who they are.today the sun was shining really bright.i didn`t eat dinner or breakfast....for those few who actually read my ramblings im sorry to disappoint you.i have nothing to say except that i have $20 bucks and i plan on blowing it monday.cd,shirt i saw in hottopic,or....i don`t know.

everything kinda sucks as usual.sam just whining about how much she wants a boyfriend.im gonna go download music cuz few people ever reply.

listening to screaming trees.

gnomi13 — 2005-03-27T05:03:48-05:00

im so infuriated!i ,as you know if you read most of my entries,am a libral i guess you`d say.something that really mades me tick is when a said republican(not all just the one girl)argues that democrats cannot be true christans.how the hell does she know?so suddenly god has granted the the abilty of passing judgement?sorry to be complaining but damn!this is so retarded.

listening to screaming trees.

gnomi13 — 2005-03-27T06:03:32-05:00

im eating.it`s so interesting.it`s my grandmother`s food.i can taste the artery-clogging goodness.everyone else in my family can cook.that skipped me.

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gnomi13 — 2005-03-28T06:03:11-05:00

hello friends,

today was not very interesting but last night was sorta funny.last night i heard the scottish guys outside talking.you can hear everything from my window.but i coudn`t make out what all they were saying.so,since i didn`t have a window directly in front of their house,i stuck my head out of the window!and....unfortunatly.....got stuck!ouch!it really hurt!i made alot of noise and i think they heard me and went in side!and by this time mom figured out i wasn`t sleeping!jenna might sleep over saturday!we`ll go to the spring fling togther and flirt with the scottish guys that think im nuts!then we`ll go to her....i guess you call it a church....no synogog(sp?).she`s jewish.it will be a learning experience.

stupid girls in high school

gnomi13 — 2005-03-28T08:03:43-05:00

fuck this being female!it really sucks!i hate to put down my own gender but damn chicks are so ......what`s the word im looking for?catty we`ll say.their are more girl fights at school than guy fights it`s so fucking rediculous!over some guy!and atleast guys punch each other and actually fight and don`t just pull each other`s hair and stand there yelling and bitching!not to mention all the pregnant sprinkles! and even the girls are doing drugs!what the hell!?i can barely find decent friends to hang-out with and friends that haven`t gotten stupid and fucked-up their bodys!(damn people!)

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gnomi13 — 2005-03-29T08:03:07-05:00

it`s morning!whhooo!no im really tired but im gonna quit complaining so much it`s not good for me.fuck what`s good.im good and angry this morning.

for serious yo don`tcha think things are getting a wee bit rediculous`roud here?

gnomi13 — 2005-03-29T09:03:07-05:00

`allo....today was okay i guess.let`s see.....jenna and logan are spending the night with me.....and wre going to do our girl scout silver award.we`ll also play soccer in the front yard!''allo garls you need sum heelp?"and i got in trouble for giving ben a hug in the hall!mrs.reed was screetching!and i went to see mrs.pride the band director about guerd next year!i can still try out!and were most likely going to be doing the musical 'wicked'as our theme!it will be so bad ass!i can dress like a punk with no stupid questions!all my old buddies will be glad to see me come back and i`ll be marching with sam!i remember last year she said"no you can`t quit!your the only clarinet that doesn`t suck!oh no!i mean screetch!"wow actually today was cool!i still don`t know what im wearing to spring fling!and since im suspended and sam`s going to be at the races we don`t get to decorate!and that means we don`t get to go on the feild trip!i have the big interveiw next week!im nervous!excuze all the grammatical errors im to lazy to fix or even push the shift button for that matter!i know i`ve been skipping around the various subjects but i really don`t care.sam called me and she said she lost her math notebook......that`s surprising im he irresponcible one that loses stuff!she was flipping out!it had her homework,mathbook,calculator,protractor and other important nerd gear!

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gnomi13 — 2005-03-30T08:03:36-05:00

im eating.wow!that`s exciting.i got new hot pink pants and a bob marley tee today.im wearing the bob shirt tomarrow and waiting to wear the pants until saturday at the spring fling.my sister plays tee ball now.well,sorta....she actually just stands there playing in the dirt and her hair!it`s the same thing that i did when i was forced to play sports.my mom`s blood pressure is getting alarmingly high!im worried about her.im eating angel hair pasta.i still have homework!i need to go do that...

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gnomi13 — 2005-04-02T12:04:49-05:00

damn that jenna it 11:30 and me and logan are waiting for her!she set the time 10 and logan and her mom saw her go into a shoe store!hope she`s ready for an ass whipping.

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gnomi13 — 2005-04-02T02:04:34-05:00

well actually we just found out that she can`t go to the sring fling.bahhhhh!we are eating chocolate icing out of the carton.mom had it for something else most likely.we just got done with the cookies and looking at creepy pictures and tarot cards and stuff.oh and the pic is of me and logan!

listening to weezer the song just changed it kings of leon now

gnomi13 — 2005-04-03T09:04:21-05:00

wowwhat a day!this morning at 6 mom woke us up.by 8 we were on our way to the temple.it was really enlightening.i learned some hebrew words and yes their were some cute,taken,but cute boys!last night i was so high feeling all of a sudden i shout vagina out of the window!my mom got so pissed!then i go you know what qa tampon does?it coats the inside with a fluffy layer!in an irish accent!so vagenna as we call her repeats it to this cute guy sam and he says really loud oh last year at camp the girls flushed some tampons and the expanded in the pipes and the pipes had to be taken out and replaced!the rab-eye(sp?)looks over and we were dying laughing!then we went to wild oats health food market and got sushi and this nasty creme soda stuff.then we go to the mall to find a dress for jenna`s sister eaddie but the stpre southern belle rose was closed so we went and visited her grand parents who have alsimers(sp?)and she was really nice and gave us some of the old costume jewelry she used to sell.the house was cool full of jewish history and quiet interesting.then we went down stairs while her mom conversed with them and helped them around the house,we went outside with a wheelchair we found.jenna and loan and i rode it down the hill/driveway!i went into the road,went off the side into the bushesand logan fell out!we were pushing jenna up the hill once more for another round ans the wheel broke!we dragged it back up the hill into the garadge and scadattled!last night the dance was so much fun i was in 5 group pictures!and matthew gave my slash glasses back!ashley was hanging allover jesse as usual!they kept pressuring me to go out with matthew!i was like no!everytime i go out with someone you suggest i get someone who kisses like i imagine my dog would!jesse thinks a hug can fix everything nettless to say he hugged me more than ash!he saw my beads jenna let me borrow and said i had anal beads around my neck so i say no!these are jenna`s ew!you share anal beads with jenna so that was my 1st nickname of the night then he saw my underwear and said no your nickname should be white with cherrys but no jesse!that sounds perverse!oh yead you know what?that`s even better!so that was my 2nd nickname!my third nickname was hellokitty because i corrected him and said no!their strawberrys with hellokitty on them!did u just go over there and made sure?yes!byebye kitty and he left.im finnishing the remains of our icing tin!oh and we prank called david asol last night!yes!and i killed two birds with one stone!i said i was stepanie troy (thepda bitch)!and we said that a tampon coats the inside with a fluffy layer!damn were tard!i looked so sha-banging last night my theacher and friend mrs.herd (and mrs.britton 2 now that o think of it)said i looked like 18.and jesse told me he loved me(friend way unfortuneatly).i had his hat on my slash glasses i was hot is what so random smurf said...

i love you weekend!don`t go away!

gnomi13 — 2005-04-04T08:04:56-05:00

goodbye oh faithful weekend.you have been good to me until you left.hello monday moods:boredom,sleepiness,and the thought of the next miserable week in school.bahh!this is so redicimus!mom`s making me give jenna the jewelry back because it was her grandmother`s.it wasn`t valuble she use to sell it and it doesn`t mean anything to me except mom makes me feel like we stole it or something!and i left all of my cds in jenna`s car!bahhhh!she`s bringing them to me at school today and mom forgot my lunch money again! i still have math homework i told my mom i`ve finished.

bored as hell...damn it!tv has corroaded my brain.i can`t even spell animore!

gnomi13 — 2005-04-05T04:04:51-05:00

for some stupid reason my house is freezing.i tried to go to mrs.peggy`s today....she wasn`t home.duh.i think all my after-school trips to sonic have caught up with me.i gained a pound and a half!bah!the hot scottish guys were outside talking on the phone....except only one of them is scottish,adam.john,the hat guy,is irish.boy i know this is boring.that`s why no one reads my blog.damn people!who expect interesting entries!mackie(his whole name is patrick mackie)one of the hot ones in jenna`s hebrew school owes her fifty bucks!they bet on the game.....he`s loaded so it`s not a big deal.wow,i always forget some useless peice of knowledge i wanted to include in my blog.im such a dorkus!hey that`s my word from last year that just popped into my head..... tv has corroaded my brain do yourself a favor and grab it by the anntae and shove it through the closest window!or better yet sell it and buy a better stereo.

munkie`sstillgo...

gnomi13 — 2005-04-06T04:04:14-05:00

so today was okay.alicia and i are going to church later on today.nana picked us up.i saw jesse sitting in the hall.he was late to class.duh.he was in the potty room.jenna got in trouble today for a note with curse words in it.and today cody told me that last night the church i was supposed to go to he went to it and played pool with the college guys from across the street!and he told them i was hot!that`s awesome with a capital awe!nothing else happened today that was very exciting.Except munkie still won`t tell me the girl he likes!bah!As much as i tortured him today he should just give up and tell me!

i`m listening to the groaning of my refridgerator

gnomi13 — 2005-04-09T07:04:24-05:00

hey friends,i`ve been at emily`s all weekend and yesterday i was feeling soooo sick!at school my teachers tried to make me go to the nurse but i had dance right after school and mrs.sandy would have no excuses!have you ever had a stomach ache that felt like someone was squeezing your insides,lower back pain,and a head ache all at once?but i went to dance and emily`s after taking multiple ibeprofens(sp?) at lunch that i got from the emster.i had to be really sneacky about it with all the cameras.as if i did`nt have enough blisters on my poor,over worked feet i walked 2 miles today in flip flops!ouches!other than that we didn`t do much except eat junk like frozen pizza and watch movies.

i`m listening to the groaning of my refridgerator

gnomi13 — 2005-04-09T07:04:28-05:00

look at the booty on that college cutie....who just ran into the pole.

gnomi13 — 2005-04-09T07:04:05-05:00

something hilarious just happened!the hot boys across the street ran into the pole in our driveway!they looked so embarressed!

alicia and me being krazy!

gnomi13 — 2005-04-10T09:04:51-05:00

justin is such an ass!that`s alicia`s stupid boyfriend.he called her on her phone and was like are you still at the idiot girls house!!!!i flipped her phone off and told her men were pigs oh no i meant little boys like justin he said maybe that`s why you don`t have one!!! i said i just don`t want one he told alicia i probably liked girls!i said no that`s why me and you girlfriend have been making out with the irish and scottish guy!it`s not true but he said to shut up and she hung up on the bastard and said i was her best friend.....you go girl!(i don`t actually think guys are pigs just him! girls can be stupid 2 i actually hang-out with mostly nice guy friends)

my mom took my braclets and won`t give them back!i`ve looked everywhere!

gnomi13 — 2005-04-11T08:04:32-05:00

ouches everything hurts!my face,chest,and shoulders!uggh!i guess yesterday we stayed out to long jumping on the trampoline....i`m so sunburnt,it hurts to move.or type.we lack about 4 or5 weeks of school.im sooooo ready 4 high school....and the guys.im taking mostly honors classes and be in the guard.alot of sprinkles are trying out.and i told adam burgett our youth minister to bring johnny back to church.a different irish guy.the one who cody played pool with and told me that it was the ones from across the street causing alot of confusion.he`s got blonde hair and blue eyes and is hothothot.adam says he has a girlfriend and will probably tell him i think he`s hot.alicia`s going to come to church with me all the time now!woooo!and we`re planning on going shopping this weekend if mom let`s us.she might even go on the atlanta trip!if it makes sam mad i don`t care because she just comes over to my house and eats everything in sight!

listening to beck

gnomi13 — 2005-04-12T10:04:39-05:00

let`s see nothing amazing or anything happened today.im really stressed though.i hate american history.hate it.we have to do this stupid newspaper thing except in civil war time!what ze hell?!none of us were even around i doubt i`ll really find it useful in my career in forensic art!i have a quiz in there tomarrow and a test in science worst of all i have big state wide exams next week.i saw the hot neighbors today!and they were outside practicing their soccer.big surprise.and as loud as abby could she yells"look sarah look at those cute boys!"i was as red as my cap!

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gnomi13 — 2005-04-13T08:04:31-05:00

yum.im eating my usual breakfast of champions-cold pizza and v8.today is gonna be a good day if i have beat the shit out of everyone:)i added pinkish-purple to my hair on the underneath.mom hasn`t noticed so hopefully neither do the bitches at school.alicia can`t come over tonight since it`s a school night and she can`t this weekend since the hicks are comming.just playing i love memi and grandaddy it`s just you can`t say butt or crap or anything around them!like their 2yr.olds or something!morgan can`t even come she has school.that sucks because i`d rather have her here then them. and yesterday all the people in art honors that weren`t on probation went on the feild trip!damn red headed people!and they wore their stupid little shirts that looked shitae and mrs.rutherford better give us dead beats our money back or we`ll gang up on her and flog her ass!no we couldn`t she`d probably squish us all.i can`t believe the bus driver agreed to waste gas on 6 people.bitch kicked out the best artist for a c in history!

hiya!

gnomi13 — 2005-04-14T09:04:21-05:00

i got in deep doodo yeaterday.alicia and i colored our hair purple before pyf.mom found out and had a bull calf.im grounded from everything.today really sucked.this morning i said hey to jesse and he ignored me...so i sorta pushed him into the lockers by mrs.golli`s class.i didn`t go to dance today because it`s nana`s birthday.boohoo....mom says i screwed it up.even though she was the one who started yelling first.the purple hasn`t even washed out yet my scalp is still bright fuesha(sp?).as bad as i hate to admit it i still haven`t gotten over jesse.alicia is the only one who knows....not sam not emily not momand espically not ashley.she knew how i felt.we have an 8th grade feild trip may13-friday the 13-so maybe the bus will wreck and kill us all.

truth is,you could slit my throat right now

and with my last gasping breath

I`d apologise for bleeding on your shirt.

sad but true.i love that asshole he hurts me but i don`t do anything.

have you ever had a dream so vivid you wake-up wondering why your laying down?

gnomi13 — 2005-04-14T10:04:14-05:00

ok last week i had a dream that we were at the old house that burned.but we were just moving in and im the age i am now.my bedroom was the one my late grandfather sleptin.at night every time i went to lay down i`d have a dream about a pale girl with long blonde-white hair.eventually she`d show up without me even going to sleep.she was a ghost i thought since i see things most people don`t see.and one night as we were laying on my bed talking like we always did,i forgot she was a ghost and tried to hug her.but she hugged back!she wasn`t a ghost at all she was a real girl and she was just hiding in our house the whole time!so she went under my bed i fell asleep terrified and woke up the next morning went out side to find my dog that i`d had since i was 3 sunshine(he was already dead before i dreamed this)eatin remains on my front porch!so later that day a man came out of my floor and i yelled"you made her take her back"and he sunk back into the floor with the girl.the funny thing was i wasn`t that freaked while i was dreaming it or waking up for that matter just whan i told my mom i realized who crazy it was. if anybody has any idea what this means please reply or share your own dreams.

losers are the new winners

gnomi13 — 2005-04-17T01:04:51-05:00

hiya....well i dad something incredibly stupid.this tops eating all the weird things i was dared to eat in the 5th grade.i told sam to go after shawn!oh yeah that shawn the one who is so into me!damn it!not only am i breaking his heart im making sam think that he likes her!fuckfuckfuck!yeasterday was alright other than that except i was assigned some math that i dan`t have the book for!memi and GG are coming today.i just got backfrom church with alicia.im so glad we went because there was this wasp harrassing us and it landed on this bald guys head during a prayer!we were cracking up the whole time i wanted to get her to stay but mom said no:(we still might get to go to pyf though!:)im wearing a dress and pants looking very...hippie...no bohemeian.i have on three necklaces.1is the green one i stole from levi 2is the one that looks like a cookie mrs.bonnie made it i think3is a beaded one that she had and i got after she died.im so parched.im to sleepy to write we woke-up late.

some of my morbid poetry well that`s what i call it.

gnomi13 — 2005-04-17T01:04:54-05:00

remember to recycle your used heart

my paper heart is bleeding red ink,with it i will write a love letter to you on the pages of my paper soul as i drown in my inky sorrow.

sick little artist

im going to draw a picture

a picture with a twist,

i`ll draw it with a razor blade

i`ll draw it on my wrist and if i draw it correctly a red fountain will appear, to take away my sorrow to take away my fear.

poor millie

millie sat on a rail road track when the train stopped it let out a squeal,the driver was angry to run back to scrape her off the wheel.

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gnomi13 — 2005-04-19T08:04:41-05:00

yesterday was sooo long!i thought it`d never end!i had tons of homework that i didn`t do.during 7th period everyone went to the gym to sign yearbooks.ashley wasn`t there so jesse followed me around making fun of my bob shirt.we beat each other up and play around all the time....i swear if it wasn`t for her he`d be mine.and he invited me to go with them to the underoath concert and the inflames concert hopefully mom will let me go!the thing i hate the most is that when she`s around he leaves us out of fucking everything!after school i went home to see mimi and grandaddy they left an hour ago abby didn`t want to let mimi go.tegan came over and we played around in the yard since the scottish guy,irish guy,and another hot guy i`d never seen before were practicing soccer in my yard but we said it was fine just to watch out for the holes.i have a thing for college boys i think it`s because im mature my age and so my mental age and their mental age should be just about right.i look cute today in my new out fit morgan sent me.black shirt and a skirt with a belt.i hated the belt part so i used my own pink checkered one with my checkered van and a wrist to match that i made last year my mom hated the fish nets but memi and grandaddy loved my outfit.i had my interview yeaterday for the volunteer program.im one of the 22 people who want to do it.the worst part was that i had to dress sorta preppy so i`ll make a good impression.i ate dry pasta for breakfast and drank sprite even though i think it tastes like dirt.

woo!friday!well... now.

gnomi13 — 2005-04-23T01:04:39-05:00

Im eating 2day out chinese food.yum.and jesse asked to borrow my pants!i was laughing thinking he was kidding....cuz ya know their chick pants!they might crush his nuts or something not that he wouldn`t deserve it....I`m gonna borrow his kurt cobain tee shirt since it`s a small.people thibk he`s gay....he`s not.i don`t think.no no he hits on me to much to be gay even if he has a girl friend.i tease him that he`s metro.he now calls me strawberries!*blush and hides face*if you don`t remember read back to my entrie of the spring fling.

if i had went to school it`d be out before i woke up today...

gnomi13 — 2005-04-23T04:04:17-05:00

i just woke up...ew i feel icky.im gonna brush my teeth and shower and then i`ll check back.

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gnomi13 — 2005-04-23T05:04:44-05:00

shivets!im getting really mad!mom`s not home and i have no idea where she is since i was half asleep when she told me!and i keep trying to go to this person`s blog but it says unknown user!

shala and me bein stupid allday eating!

gnomi13 — 2005-04-24T07:04:01-05:00

wells last night after i blogged shala called inviting me over but mom said no so ahe came to my house.she`s my best friend from the 2nd grade and i haven`t seen her since this year`s 5th quarter.mariah was supposed to come but she couldn`t....we had fun and we didn`t go to church.alicia was sorta mad on the phone but im not worried about it.i`ve been bored and tired all day since we stayed up late.we watched jaw breaker. im thinking about becoming vegan.i remember adam thinking it was a daft idea but i dumped his ass so who gives a flying fart in space?

no underoath for me!errrrr!

gnomi13 — 2005-04-24T07:04:29-05:00

im soooo mad!i got invited by jesse to go to the underoath concert but i can`t go for 2 reasons!1 im grounded2it`s sam`s stupid birthday!i`d rather moshpit than shop with her for a graduation dress! even if my mom caved and let me go sam would hate me!!!! tomarrow i have take the lanugage arts part of this long ass standarised test.it really sucks!mom is in the worst mood.errr!

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gnomi13 — 2005-04-25T10:04:53-05:00

i had a full day!we had the first part of those stupid tests.bahhh!cole had a tempertantrum during class.he called me a fat ass!im so aneorexic compared to that dick face!actually i was for a while and he thinks calling me fat will push my buttions.mom`s bitching about something she canceled my dance rehersal for t-cap preperation!i need zero help!

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gnomi13 — 2005-04-26T06:04:29-05:00

the beast thing about stupid tests all week is that afterward you can daydream and entertain your self with your own imagination and everyone else is so spaced out and bored nobody even cares.the worst thing about yesterday was mom canceled my dance rehersal without even mentioning it to the one it effects!err!and she did it because of t-cap studying with mr.haislip!we didn`t start untill 7!i could have been done and had my dance down for the competion in 1 week!1 week!oh my god!strangling your mother is wrong!but damn!but shes all mad at me because school`s more iomportant blahde blahde blah!!!!she`s on the

puzzle

gnomi13 — 2005-04-26T09:04:46-05:00

http://two.flash-gear.com/npuz.php?c=v&id=252951=76964179

put me back together!i realized what large pores i have!

wow this is the worst friday ever!!!

gnomi13 — 2005-04-29T07:04:38-05:00

today sucked a little more than usual...ashley still wants to borrow my shoes...i`m gonna tell her i can`t because my mom`s paranoid and that she won`t let me wear bowling shoes either.i forgot my costume for dress rehersal...and i`m freaked out about the competition tomarrow.mom`s pissed off at me because last night she heard me ranting to sam on the phone.so i wrote her a two page letter to say im sorry.i don`t remember if i ever wrote this but alicia is here and she likes munkie.i think sean is a plant...asexual!naw just playin' but he`s weird and hot sorta.

we got hit on by a black(i mean it to discribe not to descriminate)senior.he looks at us and says ya`ll are the only white girls...that are...cute.he goes are ya`ll in the 8th grade?he says to alicia wow your hot...your cute too to me.thanx a lot im cute.we didn`t do anything at school but watch movies...bah!

ahhhh!

gnomi13 — 2005-04-29T10:04:25-05:00

that was the scariest thing that has ever happened to me!!and alicia!!we were upstairs in the dark in the fartest room.!!!and we heard a loud flapping noise in the kids room blocking the was down the stairs!!our hearts are pounding and our throats are sore...mom went up stairs thinking someone was on fire!!!i wanted to cry and run away through my window!!i can`t explain how scared we were!!we`re shaking...

eeehhh...

gnomi13 — 2005-04-30T10:04:59-05:00

im so nervous that my stomach hurts...nervous about the competition that is.it`s at 3:00 but we leave at 1:00 to make sure we get there on time since mom is usually late and since it`s in murfesboro.i have my vans hoodie on over my costume i look like a physco genie!alicia and i slept in abby`s bed because we were chickens...we`re on the phone.with micheal and sean and it started buzzing...so we hung up.their still wondering what`s going on...and we tryed calling back but the line was busy.we found this cool hot line...the rejection hotline i give it to gross guys i don`t want to call me...i need to eat before we go and get some coffee to calm my nerves.

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gnomi13 — 2005-04-30T10:04:49-05:00

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gnomi13 — 2005-05-01T04:05:40-05:00

woooo!it`s all good!!!hardly anything sucks at the moment other than being busy!!we got number one even though i screwwd up a little and on stage it never fails...my lips stick to my teeth because we have to smile so big!i was really intimidated by the performance because they had a really good guy dancer,who was cute and surprisingly strait-acting.then we ate ice-cream,and smoothies at baskin robbin`s and went to old navy in my costume and stage make-up since i had nothing to change into!!we went to hottopic and bought earrings and a cool shirt im wearing tomarrow.alicia might try out with me for the color guard tomarrow.she`s really nervous about it but im not worried.we were supposed to go and clean out gutters for the money to pay our way for the atlanta trip...but since ir rained yesterday it`d be a really messy job.

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gnomi13 — 2005-05-03T08:05:10-05:00

whooo!tuesday...nothing really exciting except the first of the flag guard try-outs was yesterday.the captain`s name is cearra(sp?)she was so sweet and funny and she said i had a good chance of making it!!!i`ve been practicing alot.i felt sorta bad since i caught on before jenna it was hard for her since she`s so short.sam left her instrumant in our trunk.bah!as if i don`t have enough shit to drag to school!

fun weekend

gnomi13 — 2005-05-08T03:05:36-05:00

well its been a while since i last wrote an entry...me and sam camped out and she wanted to let her dog in the tent and i said no.we went shopping for a long time and we missed seeing alicia at hottopic.i saw the gay guy again and their was a hot guy who helped us out.sam hates that store but ohwell.we went to her paws and played spades it was really boring...but first we ate frozen custard at ritter`s.tomarrow we haveo tryout4gaurd.wish us luck willya?

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gnomi13 — 2005-05-14T10:05:04-05:00

gosh!!i`ve been so busy lately:

1made my stupid a.r. goal(i didn`teven read allof the book)

2went on the 8th grade feild trip to a sucky movie and to the park where i messed with sean and munkie...

3dance recital was okay nana and mom counldn`t come because uncle jim died :(

4i went meredith`s house and we had her a surprise party at the mexican resturant...it was not really a surprise since tresure told!fuck!!

5i like a new guy and jordan has a new boyfriend i don`t remember his name but his nickname is cheese6at 10:00 i have to get a ride to alicia`s to clean gutters for the atlanta trip and then we get to stay up all night because of the relay for life i hope jordi and catlin come i know mallory`s comming w/us.i really hope harley isn`t since she`s friends with sassy i mean the 6th grader whose a slutty fat chick.and hates me or i would`nt say things about her.

relay 4 life last night

gnomi13 — 2005-05-15T06:05:13-05:00

im sooo tired.im hurting alot...it was fun except jesse and ashley came.jesse`s hair was fucked up.they are so....arrrr!i can`t even think of a fucking word right now.they call each other babe! ashley`s sister alicia ( not the one from CA.)told ashley jesse was cheating on her with me(no unfortunately)!and she also told ashley that she hated me!you wanna know why?BECAUSE IM PRETTY!!!or so she says.i was so tired(and mad) i didn`t go to church.they had a really good local band (hifi railway) but i was so mad i didn`t pay much attention.they`ve been pushingme to go out with...matthew!ew i mean he`s my friend and all but no!he`s fucking failing!and i don`t like him.i told them i have a junior already picked out.so they were like who?i was like im not telling you...and they we like do we know him?i was like probably not.and so they were like do you know him?and i was like no but we will meet in us government class next year and hit it off and go out!they like that`s crazy you have it all planned out yet you fail to realize how ilegal this situation is!!!(what they really said was if you fuck him he goes to jail)but they smoke everything under the sun so they give me a lecture!they said if i got out with him they won`t talk to me because i`ll be a hoe...i wish one of would die or better yet both of them.we went walking throuh the graveyard.boo rah!the only one who got really scared was john so know i call him little john.

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gnomi13 — 2005-05-15T06:05:17-05:00

why do i have to hurt so much,why do i have to cry so much?

im hurting and crying but it isn`t enough

being lonely with out your touch

feeling just like you`ll probably never change

can you spare me some?it`s all i have...

why do you love her she`s not a good person

she brings out the worst in you

so walk away pretend it`s not true.

it`s about me and about you

that never will be us that never will be us

together and in love

the only thing i look for ward to is when i crush your absence of a heart

as your have made me lose mine.

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gnomi13 — 2005-05-15T07:05:30-05:00

i just took one of those quiz thinggys and this is what i got... the sad teen. Everything in life is f*ckin' miserable. You constantly look over your shoulder and wonder who is judging you...even when you are alone. So naturally, you have become a little paranoid and pessamistic. Your personality can be one demensional but confusing. You are constantly bored with life and wish that something could spice it up. You have a unique view on life and have identified the problems with school society (Ex...what makes popular people, how the student mind works...) You would rather be alone because you hate being hurt. You tend to think that no one understands you, not even your parents / guardians / friends. But that is just the opposite! The people who love you want to help, but they don't know how because they have a feeling that they will say something wrong and turn you away. You have to let them know that you are willing to hear what they have to say...and it might do some good to listen to them.

Some fields you might consider going in when you are older...Judge, author, songwriter, producer, therapist, psychologist, philosopher, or forensic scientist. You need a job where you can express yourself and your views on life. Or you need a field where you can judge others and predict what is going on in others life. Either way... you have the personality to get you a good job that will support you throughout life. the sad teen. Everything in life is f*ckin' miserable. You constantly look over your shoulder and wonder who is judging you...even when you are alone. So naturally, you have become a little paranoid and pessamistic. Your personality can be one demensional but confusing. You are constantly bored with life and wish that something could spice it up. You have a unique view on life and have identified the problems with school society (Ex...what makes popular people, how the student mind works...) You would rather be alone because you hate being hurt. You tend to think that no one understands you, not even your parents / guardians / friends. But that is just the opposite! The people who love you want to help, but they don't know how because they have a feeling that they will say something wrong and turn you away. You have to let them know that you are willing to hear what they have to say...and it might do some good to listen to them.

Some fields you might consider going in when you are older...Judge, author, songwriter, producer, therapist, psychologist, philosopher, or forensic scientist. You need a job where you can express yourself and your views on life. Or you need a field where you can judge others and predict what is going on in others life. Either way... you have the personality to get you a good job that will support you throughout life. http://images.quizilla.com/E/Elemental-Cat-Demon/1110933027_3-1238-130.jpg" border="0" alt="depressed girl">
You are the depressed/dreamer anime girl.You either
lost somebody you love or somebody broke you
heart so bad that you can't pick up the
shattered pieces without hurting yourself.You
think nobody can heal your wounds but don't
stop looking because you never know who loves
you enough to try hell the one special guy
could be right infront of your eyes and you
don't even know it.You also love to day dream
because it seems like the only place that makes
you happy.BBut little do you know that people
all around you are trying to make you happy and
you won't let them in fearing you'll get
another heartbreak or get hurt worse.But just
try and if things go wrong just brush it off
and try again.It never hurts to try.One more
thing never let that lost love one leave you
heart keep them in forever and keep their
memory alive.

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duh...big fucking surprise.

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gnomi13 — 2005-05-15T08:05:09-05:00

i thought this was a cool picture.i got it off of another quiz i took.

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gnomi13 — 2005-05-15T08:05:00-05:00

Glitter - Graver: With your cheeky grin and
outgoing personality its apparent that you are
the go-getter of the scene. When you dance
people watch in awe, even though youre good and
your friends keep telling you, it hasnt turned
you into a stuck up bitch. You dont mind
lending people clothes, money or hearing them
out. You are a night personbut only if its
punctuated by strobe lights! You have that easy
going nature which sometimes leads people to
take advantage of you, but you know how to deal
with scum, short, sharp and to the point. You
wear your tight pants and fluoro accents well
with black and you are damn sexy in them too.
Your motto is Friends are Forever

What is your style of Gothic Beauty?
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gnomi13 — 2005-05-19T09:05:15-05:00

today was the first of our exams...er.but it didn`t suck 2bad.i got tutored by john today and mom let it slip about jesse.i was really mad but im over it i guess.im eating oreos in peanut butter...it`s the best stuff in ze world!today at lunch i forgot my money,which is not unusual for me,and mary shared with me of course.samatha was really hateful at her today it really pissed me off.she`s not the mean prep that everyone judges her to be.i of all people can`t stand labeling,especially after therelay inccident(this stupid boy said that me and alicia were pot smokers and jesse threatened to beat his ass...).i was supposed to go to the gchs graduation to see brian and jenny lee and all them but it got moved in doors because of rain so we decided not to go.it sucks because alicia will be there and of course justin will2 and i wanna be there just to piss him off.next year since im taking u.s. government my first year then i get to be in the class with seniors!whoo!will is taking it i know and maybe even alex!ahhh!*swoons*

cha!wasabi!

gnomi13 — 2005-05-20T09:05:38-05:00

i`ve had a good day other than the fact that right now im babysitting jack,and i had a hard exam today oh and i can`t walk out at graduation correctly...whatever who fucking cares.but tomarrow im going to alicia`s and were going shopping with my $16 dollars in change :( but at least i get to go).and mom gave in on the fishnets i get to wear them monday:)and it was recognition day at school and i got an award 4 the essay i wrote for the something something organization but anywho i won i was one out of the 5 with perfect scores i was so happy except i had to receive it in baggy jeans because i forgot to dress up...and today jesse got in a fight with a 7th grader who called him gay and because the kid harassed everyone including me and as much as i`d like to think that was why he beat his ass...i know it`s not and i can`t lie on my blog it`s a self declared rule.anyways on other news i talked to rita and that was cool like always i tried to call ashley to ask if her and jesse broke up because she was really sad today...and secretly as bad as i hate to admit it to myself let alone the whole of cyberspace but i really wish they would...and as much as i hate jesse and want to murder him i still like him alot and would probably still go out with him but i`ll try to fight it i guess.that was such a run-on.come to think of it today was not very unusual and an unusual day wouldn`t suck and since today was ordinary i guess it sucked...that probably made no sense to any of yall but it sounded right in my head okay!

i also was told something a little disturbing today.my mom has always heard a bell fortelling news like a supernatural warning.well she heard one today if it is bad news it is usually louder...she started hearing it when she was around 15...whoo!jenna just called and im goinng bowling right now!whooooo!

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gnomi13 — 2005-05-21T12:05:48-05:00

that was sooo fun.a ton of hot boys but ya know what?one dude talked to me indirectly thank god.yeah because me and jenna where standing in line4 drinks and she was pissed as it was about the slow service and this 17 yr.old looking black guy looks at her and was all like"so i see you`ve met my girl friend...you beena talking too er bout me"jenna was like "what the hell?we don`t fucking know you go away were taken!!!" he was like "yeah yeah by who?" and i so wish i had said"each other stupid."but

graduation!

gnomi13 — 2005-05-23T08:05:00-05:00

dudes!i graduate today!woooo!but just from the 8th grade so who really cares?the whole thing is really stupid.but we all still have to back wednesday 4 our report cards errr!alicia and i have this notebook that we write in and put stuff in it`s really neat i introduced her to sucking honey suckles and she introduced me to jack in the box and self pay at groger.she spent the night with us the night before last,it was awesome as it always is with her.her graduation dress is black and purple mine is black and white with these cool tights that i can`t explain(we look like were going to a funneral!you know in the cool way)so i`ll try to post pichas next entry.i need to leave now sense nana just pulled up so buy buddies!

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gnomi13 — 2005-05-24T01:05:19-05:00

yay!1st day of summer!graduation when graet except i had to walk beside an ickified person.afterward we all went to the mexican resturant where their were preps but it was okay except that little bitch sassy.why was she even there she`s in the fucking 6th grade she isn`t graduating!and just to piss me off she says hey alicia! like what the fuck is wrong with you?we hate you,you stupid bitch!errrrr.but then jenna`s ex drove up on his motorcycle(the one she is not allowed to see anymore)and like an idiot we go to movie gallery where adam(different adam m.g. adam i just realize i know like 5 adams...)works and was talking and complaining when she left for the bathroom he goes''what`s her name again?'' haha.but her sister works at verison down the strip mall that this is all on sees the dude eric calls there mom and tells her that jenna invited him even thought she didn`t...so much drama!i have to go to a flag gaurd meeting at mickey dee`s in a few hours.im starving,which is okay because i`ve gotten fatter!wheater it`s from tv or this stupid machine im typeing on i`ve gotten bigger!man that sucks...im home alone our backward house cleaner has just left.tomarrow i have to go back to bridgeforth to get my report card...and then SUMMER POX>>>I MEAN ROX!WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SUMMER!

school shall not suck today...

gnomi13 — 2005-05-25T08:05:27-05:00

woah.today is the ze REAL last day.we only stay for an hour.my hair is pink but neither my mom nor nana realized it.i had to do it since it was the deal with alicia on the last day of school watch us get suspended the last day of school.i hope jesse goes i wanna talk to him and plus im taking pictures...ha his hair,it is so fucked up.whatev im sleeepy.*yawns*oh wait we have our first fund raiser this weekend!and friday me and alicia are babysitting the band director,mrs.pride,`s kids.then we rush off to the lock in,then we wake up at 8 go to the auction and work our shifts.and the same with sunday...i have a feeling i will make alot of friends in band.tenisha(sp?)and ceirra say that me and alicia are "the white version of us" that was really funny when she said it.im looking forward to camp and getting to know people i already know a few.beth,madison,and the guard director rachel.we have another guard person he is the one who designs the costumes and is the real deal.he`s really nice as long as you respect him and are honest.it`s 7:26...im still tired but sorta hyper at the same time if that makes any sense.hyped for the rest of the day.the sad part is that it`s the last day for family night wednesdays at our church *sniff,sniff*

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gnomi13 — 2005-05-26T02:05:20-05:00

comments please...like the pink?

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gnomi13 — 2005-05-27T12:05:59-05:00

well...today is the long awaited lock in.we don`t have to baby sit which is good because if we stay up at the lock in,babysit,and work tomarrow...im getting tired thinking about it.mom`s at the gym.what else is new.im home alone.*yawn*im bored like always.

incubus rox bitches!

gnomi13 — 2005-05-27T05:05:09-05:00

"Southern Girl"

Is everything a baited hook?
And are there locks on all doors?
If you're looking for an open book
Look no further, I am yours

We'll behave like animals
Swing from tree to tree
We can do anything
That turns you up and sets you free

You're an exception to the rule
You're a bonafide rarity
You're all I ever wanted
Southern girl
Could you want me?

So come outside and walk with me
We'll try each other on to see if we fit
And with our roots, become a tree
To shade what we make, under it

We'll behave like animals
Swing from tree to tree
We can do anything
That turns you up and sets you free

You're an exception to the rule
You're a bonafide rarity
You're all I ever wanted
Southern girl
Could you want me?

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gnomi13 — 2005-05-30T03:05:25-05:00

http://www.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz.php?quizname=

wow my dreams can`t be normal can they?

gnomi13 — 2005-05-31T09:05:10-05:00

i used to update this thing all the time so im gonna start that again.soooo...today i woke up at 4--in the afternoon!i guess all that sleeplessness from the lock in and everything has caught up with me.errr!i feel really icky now and i probably won`t sleep tonight!well,i had the weirded dreams last night or today rather.the first one was about the cafeteria at bms we were in trouble so we had eat with out chairs in the dark and in silence so for some reason the teachers all left and logan sat down in one of their chairs and so isat down this other big kid i know pushed me to the floor and sat down.and out of know where(this is so unrealistis this dude is off at college)a person i do not wish to name came and kicked his ass!whoo! go hewhoidonotwish2name!then the second dream was that i had a home ec. class(i m not even taking home ec.)that a requirement was that you had to get pregnant and i was pregnant at graduation.that was the scary one.and the third one is that there was a hard class and we had to complete difficult tasks.well,the highschool was surounded with water and we were all in row boats and some of the windows had ropes attached we had to all climb up the ropes and into the school for the next tasks so ryan cabrara(his music sucks and i can`t spell his name)went first and i was in a towel i don`t remember why and i had to go next so i asked for him to throw down his pants so no one would see my backside.so i put them on and climbed up the robe.i don`t remember the rest of it but it was really stupid!

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-02T04:06:27-05:00

yay!i got the new live at red rocks dvd.i was so excited it makes me remember when i went to the incubus concert except i had shitty seats.

yay hot guy!

gnomi13 — 2005-06-02T06:06:09-05:00

this is brandon.lead singer of incubus.the best band ever.i love his guts! http://www.epicrecords.com/epiccenter/custom/304/video/stellarscreenshot02.jpg

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-03T04:06:29-05:00

wow.morgan if your parents let you on the computer then im sure your reading this.i`ve been thinking about our good times and bad times and wondering what it will be like to go a summer without seeing you.you know me i remember everything since i was four and up.i remember the first and only fight we ever had over a board game.but it was such a calamity then and i remember the bathing suit crisis.i of course remember the memorial.it was one of the hardest days of both our lives.i really wish you lived in clarksivlle tennessee not clarksville texas!i`ll post a recent pic so you can see what i look like now.muah muah much love cuz

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-04T04:06:42-05:00

im extremely bored...comments pls.(even redicimus comments will do to keep me occupied.)

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-04T04:06:42-05:00

there be me and me wittle man brandon.he`s the hotteast guy in the WORLD!please challenge me on this with the person you think is the hotest in the world. I \,,/ this blog.*head bands*(air guitar is sooo poser-ish) wow i can`t believe im the only loser wasting my saturday this way. http://groups.msn.com/_Secure/0UgA0AwYblJfO*jGD9Te2vPBetKy62xWjYqp4EgYr4S5sPR0a6qV35PPQV2UuBnhmxYKaP6dP236MudgBnCL9jHvpI

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-05T07:06:38-05:00

today sucked i had to go shop for work clothes bah!why the fuck should i spend money on shit that belongs on an 80 yearold?and i had to buy a swim suit it`s teal and i got it from target yay i look like a fucking sausage.

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-05T08:06:10-05:00

Your Gothic... Maybe even a bit Vampyric... YourYour Gothic... Maybe even a bit Vampyric... Your
very sensitive, sometimes you can be outgoing
in your own population. Your sometimes Lonely,
but when your alone your much happier. If your
suicidal, it's okay, because your the kewlest
person I know!....well don't actually know you
but yeah! Write me and Tell Me if you picked
Napoleon or Ron!

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very sensitive, sometimes you can be outgoing
in your own population. Your sometimes Lonely,
but when your alone your much happier. If your
suicidal, it's okay, because your the kewlest
person I know!....well don't actually know you
but yeah! Write me and Tell Me if you picked
Napoleon or Ron!

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dis is the result of a weird sterotype quiz...

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-05T09:06:16-05:00

yay im a hippie!or as jesses says "what are you hard core flower-chlid?you have a fucking rainbow on your shirt you damn hippie!"

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-06T09:06:40-05:00

whoooooo!today was fun i got my little badgy thingy and it was great except we had to watch some boring videos...and HAVE TO do lobby duty blah blah whatev.then jessica,tegan,and i got picked up by teag`s mom.and we swam all of the after noon!oh and jessica and teagan hate each other as of today and tegan beat jessica`s ass in the pool!ohh!and this morning tegan came to my house to pick me up and mom didn`t realize she was here and was in the shower and hoped out and walked into the kitchen in her birthday suit it was soooooo hilarious!i started laughing and mom started screaming and teagan squealed and we ran out to go get in the car for work!i was rolling!

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-07T09:06:42-05:00

wow today was long...it was good except i was sick i hope i didn`t get any of the babies sick because that would be really bad i`d be sooo fired. i helped clean them off the first one was a c-section girl.the 2nd one was a boy and he was born regularly i had the chance to see him born but i passed.the3rd one was being born as i left the ob.i had fun at twelve i left since my shift was over.i fell asleep on the couch it hurts to eat and even type.i`ll take something to make me sleep later.tomarrow im in medical services and tuesday im in materials management.im looking forward to being in the ob again tuesday.i have HIM on monday.i wanted to trade a lobby duty for a radiology duty but they want me in the er lobby or front lobby.i guess i`ll do it all agian tomarrow.

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-08T01:06:38-05:00

today was okay i guess...i had to clean.i also ate lunch,it`s free for us since now we`re like staff.i`ve been sick and all stuffed up i hope by tomarrow i feel better since i can`t afford to skip dance again.ehhh.im eating a luna bar and mom`s blaring country music at me!arrr!

like the incubus shirt?i their #1 fan i swear!

gnomi13 — 2005-06-08T02:06:44-05:00

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-10T02:06:11-05:00

ugh.guys im sick.my head hurts,my nose is stuffed up,im chick sick(just guess what that means),im sunburnt,over worked,and i`ve got a stomach ache!im really in a mess.i woke up like an hour ago.i got sunburnt because after work i went swimming with mary lindsey and paisley...oh and rob laxen was there giving us a lesson on maturity and how next year he`ll be a senior blah blah your so full of shit.he acts like maturity is being open to sex while in high school and i guess i`ll let him know if i ever "mature" ah fuck off.soooo i hung out with the 'preps' but i doon`t really care they`re cool with me so im cool with them.....i bet rob knows alex so i`ll stay on his good side just in case he asks or he needs to put a goos word in ya know.it will really suck him being a senior me being a freaking fresman but despite what rob says and what his definition of maturity is i think im mature for my age and i really doubt that i`ll do anything with my first serious boyfriend....er!i don`t know im just not gonna act rash!

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-10T03:06:18-05:00

thanx yall!it`s good to know everyone`s freaking forgoten abouts mah!freaking munkie bums.... except u john thanxs 4 the anioxedanx (grape juice)!muah!

sound track of my life:

gnomi13 — 2005-06-10T04:06:27-05:00

1why does it always rain on me-travis

2southern girl-incubus

3be yourself-audioslave

4porclein-red hot chilli peppers

5stupid girl-cold

6criminal-fiona apple

7im only happy when it rains-garbage

8swing swing-all american rejects

9 silence-blindside

10god hates kansas-the motion sick

11ohio is for lovers-hawtorne heights

12say it ain`t so-weezer

13work-jimmy eat world

14selfeestem-off spring

15come as you are-nirvana

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-10T05:06:02-05:00

why is it so hard

to quit a painful addiction?

why can`t i just stear clear and move on?

i would feel better if i went away.

but i know that i`d never be able to stay.

why don`t you just die?

i might be fine...

if i die inside.

can`t you just stop hurting me?

is it so fucking entertaing?

whats so great about you?

you are stupid and addicive

and your taste is that of cigerettes.

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-10T06:06:28-05:00

Have You Ever. . .

>>1. Mooned anyone?: all the time!especially when their on the phone with someone important!
>>2. Been on a diet?: nope.
>>3. Been to a foreign country?: no!
>>4. Broken a bone?: uh...no.
>>5. Swallowed a tooth/Cap/Filling?: a penny actually
>>6. Sworn at a teacher?: in my blog!
>>7. Talked to an MindSay member via e-mails or instant messages?: No...wait yes!but i knew her from camp.
>>8. Gotten in a fight? Punching fight? Argue fight?: every day...mostly argue but i punch bitches no little cat fights.
>>9. Dated a teacher?: Hehe, no
>>10. Laughed so hard you peed your pants?um yeah but know one was there
>>11. Thought about killing your enemy?:i do in my sick head.
>>12. Gone skinny dipping?: a few times never with any guys...
>>13. Met another MindSay member in the flesh?: same girl at camp
>>14. Told a little white lie?: Of course...im not a fucking angel and i won`t pretend
>>15. Told a secret you swore not to tell?: to my cat,clovis
>>16. Used a foreign object to masturbate?ew no
>>17. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid?yeah it was funny now that im not 4yrs.old
>>18. Been on tv?: I think I have, on the local channel.
>>19. Been on the radio?: Yeah
>>20. Been in a mosh pit?: hell yes!
>>21. Been to a concert?: duh
>>22. Loved someone so much it makes you cry?: Yeah
>>23. Deceived somebody close to you?: i can`t think of anyone
>>24. Been on a game show?: at school and i won a whopping $15!
>>25. Been on an airplane?: nu uh
>>26. Gotten to ride on a firetruck?: in a parade!same year i swallowed the penny!or pennies i swallowed a vast amout of money and other objects!
>>27. Came close to dying?: maybe by suicide or something
>>28. Cheated on a bf/gf?: No ima good girl in that department!
>>29. Gave someone a piggy back ride?: yes!im a tall gurl!with sibblings!i can pick up my dad and older brother!
>>30. Terrorized a babysitter?: hahahahaha. none that I can remember.
>>31. Made a mud pie?:with worm filling Yeah and ate them allll
>>32. Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff?: sometimes
>>33. Had an eating disorder?: uh no comment
>>34. Felt like you didn't belong?: im a fucking out cast
>>35. Felt like the 3rd wheel?: yes with ashley and jesse making out all the time!
>>36. Smoked?: No
>>37. Done drugs?: No
>>38. Stolen money from a poor person begging on the street?: No!!
>>39. Had your tonsils removed?: Nope
>>40. Gone to camp?:all the time its fun!
>>41. Won a bet?: I usually lose!
>>42. Written a love letter?: yeah, but they weren't delivered
>>43. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love?:uh no comment
>>44. Written a love poem?:well yeah mostly i was angry!they do me wrong!
>>45. Kissed in the rain?: not yet maybe soon!!
>>46. Slow danced with someone you love?: aww not really
>>47. Participated in cyber sex?: No
>>48. Stolen something from a store?: Yeah
>>49. Stolen a kiss?: no ho
>>50. Asked a friend for relationship advice?: Of course
>>51. Had a friend steal your bf/gf?: yeah hello fucked up friendship!
>>52. Watched the sunset/rise with someone special?: No...that's something else I have to do...
>>53. Gotten a speeding ticket?don't driveyet!
>>54. Done jail time?: No
>>55. Had to wear a uniform to work?: I wear one for my volunteer work at hillside hospital!
>>56. Won a trophy?: yes all the time for dance competitions!
>>57. Bowled a perfect game?: No i suck at that!
>>58. Failed/Got held back?: no
>>59. Gotten perfect attendance in grade school?: im hookie player!(skipper)
>>60. Roasted pumpkin seeds?: in kindergarden the`re delicious!
>>61. Taken Ballet lessons?: uh dance competions!yes!i did yesterday for two hours i was sick 2!errr!
>>62. Attempted suicide?: think about it sometimes...
>>63. Cut yourself?:not lately

No bubbles - down to the earth i fell

stolen from:

ingenue

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-10T07:06:25-05:00

LAST PERSON WHO. . .

x. Slept in your bed: me

x. Saw you cry: me

x. Made you cry: my mom

x. You shared a drink with: shelby

x. You went to the movies with: i can`t remember!im that freaking pathetic!

x. You went to the mall with: alicia

x. Yelled at you: mom

x. Sent you an email: martha
HAVE YOU EVER. . .
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it?: yes all the time
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: No, we get along great!
x. Been to California: i was supposed to this summer!since alicia used to live there and all
x. Been to Hawaii: no, but I want to really bad!
x. Been to Mexico: no
x. Been to China: no
x. Been to Canada: no
x. Danced naked: before? yeah
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: yes im always doing that!
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: when im chick sick!like today err!
x. Had an imaginary friend:yes her name was mahoganey
x. Met some one famous (if so name em): my aunt who was in the wizard of oz!she was a munchken!

About You

x. Do you do smoke: ew no
x. Do you drink: not until next year it will be easier to get away with it!
x. Where do you want to get married: outside barefooted!if i ever get married that is!
x. Who do you really hate:this girl named sassy is the only person i hate because hating is wrong!wait one more i hate justin berchell he`s soo stupid i can`t help it!
x. Been in Love: yeah but it died
x. Do you have a job: hospital summer program thinggie
x. Do you like being around people: sometimes
x. Are you for world peace: yeah!im a fucking hippie

x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: i thought i had a chance then!
x Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: yes!it was really bad.
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: i have strange taste!but i mosty like them tall,dark,and peiced!
x. Are you lonely right now: yes
x. Song thatâs stuck in your head a lot: beatiful day by u2 because it`s on right now!
x. Do you want to get married: to adagan-ledigex!
x. Do you want (more) kids: i`ll adopt thanx!
x. Is anyone in your family famous (if so who are they): No one except my aunt but i already said!

x. Do you have a crush on someone: adagan-ledigex!and brandon boyd obviously!oh and err....one im getting over....didya hear that ?yeah i`m sooo getting over you!
x. What book are you reading now: er...schools out dude!
x. Worst feeling in the world: that no ones cares

x. Future son's name: what ever adagan-ledigex wants to name him!
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: uh no

x. Favorite sport to watch: hockey!its better than foot ball because you get to not only beat them up but you get to use sticks!
x. Siblings: 2brother, and 2 sisters well one of them is my older brothers half sister!
x. Location: my house!
x. College plans: are made!i`m going far far away!
x. Piercings: My ears,i hope later i can get something on my face peirced!muahaha!

FAVORITE
x. Family member and why: my older brother because we look like twins even though he`s like 20 and im 14

x. Celebrity: brandon boyd and um......i dunno

x. Room in house:the one with the computer the kitchen
x. Type(s) of music: anything hevey and awesome i really love incubus and el pus beck etc.

x. Band(s): err above!

x. Movies(s): Hmm, the crow the craft,hangmans curse....
x. Color: black and pink
x. Perfume or cologne: don`t have time to wear that shit!
x. restaurant: show gun
x. Month: january my b-day month!

IN THE LAST WEEK, HAVE YOU...

x. Cried: yes

x. Bought something: yes

x. Gotten sick: Yes!!!!!with everything imaginable

x. Sang: yes

x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: ya

x. Met someone new: ya

x. Hugged someone: duh!

x. Kissed someone: my mommy

x. Had sex: Nope and I don't plan to till I'm married.

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-10T08:06:47-05:00

You scored as Paganism. Your beliefs are most closely aligned with those of paganism, Wicca, or a similar earth-based religion. You may also follow a Native American religion.

Buddhism

79%

Paganism

79%

Hinduism

71%

Islam

67%

Judaism

58%

Christianity

50%

agnosticism

50%

Satanism

50%

atheism

17%

Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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gnomi13 — 2005-06-11T11:06:51-05:00

so still sunburned ouch i can`t even move.listening to some band i dunno it`s okay though.last night was pretty boring i just ate some ramen noodles and watched the crow...oh and if anyone is into useless knowledge the really hot guy who played eric,brandon lee actually died from being shot on the set it was an accident a real bullet got placed in one of the guns...and he`s sooo cute couldn`t have been the ugly old bad ugy?anyway now im listening to the cure....it`s not my favorite it`s just on at the moment i think i hear my mom pulling in the drive i woke up late so i don`t even know where she went.but who cares shes gone!

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-11T11:06:18-05:00

Do you...
[ ] have a bf.
[ ] have a gf.
[x] have a crush.
[ ] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely.
[ ] feel happy.
[ ] hate yourself.
[ ] think you're attractive.
[x] have a dog. )
[x] have your own room.
[ ] listen to rap.
[x] listen to rock.
[ ] listen to soul.
[x] listen to techno.
[X] listen to reggae.
[x] listen to metal.
[X] paint your nails.
[x] have more than one best friend.
[x] get good grades.
[X] play an instrument.
[ ] have slippers.
[X] wear boxers.sometimes they are pink girly boxers
[X] wear black eyeliner.
[X] like the color yellow.
[x] cyber. just to joke around
[ ] claim.
[X] like to read.
[x] like to write.well it depends on the book
[X] have long hair.
[ ] have short hair.
[x] have a cell phone.that doesn`t work.
[ ] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.

Are you...
[ ] ugly.
[X] pretty. well some people think so.
[ ] ok.
[x] bored.
[ ] happy.
[x] bilingual.
[x] white.
[ ] black.
[ ] mexican.
[ ] asian.
[ ] short.
[X] tall.
[X] grounded.sorta
[X] sick.
[x] virgin.
[x] lazy.
[x] single.
[ ] taken.
[x] looking.
[ ] not looking.
[ ] talking to someone.
[ ] IMing someone.
[x] scared to die.
[x] tired.
[x] sleepy.
[x] annoyed.
[X] hungry.
[X] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[ ] in your room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[X] in your pjs.
[x] ticklish.
[x] listening to music.
[ ] homophobic.
[ ] racist.

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-11T09:06:13-05:00

yo fellas...i went to the movie with jenna whoo!never called ashley back...i`ll get some shit for that later i guess.but whatev.i guess i`ll go to xanga later and talk to jenna and kaili or brittney who ever...i really need to fix my blog it`s looking bad these days.

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-12T06:06:41-05:00

YEEESSSS!guess what peoplies?mom muzzer decided that she might let me die my hair purple again with the semi-permanent stuff!still sucks but it`s not so bad at least i still get to do it!it washes out in like 10 washes im soo FREAKING EXCITED!!!!!!

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-12T08:06:31-05:00

REPLY!!!!PLEASE!!!BEFORE I KILL MYSELF OF BORDOM!!!!

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-12T09:06:09-05:00

ya know why else i can`t die?im eating ramen noodles!that`s sooo important and i can`t die before i finish their yummmy goodness!

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-12T10:06:14-05:00

IS SOME ONE IN LOVE WITH YOU
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
Is some one in love with you right now	love at first sight with you baby
are you in love right now	yes, and been in love for a loonnnggg time...

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-12T10:06:08-05:00

You Are 26 Years Old

26 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-12T10:06:22-05:00

Your Brain is 46.67% Female, 53.33% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-12T10:06:42-05:00

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you spend whatever you have.

You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Who's the True You?

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-12T10:06:04-05:00

Your Expression Number is 6

You have an outstanding sense of responsibility, love, and balance. You are helpful and inclined to comfort those in need. You have many artistic and creative talents, but you only use them to better others. You are loving, friendly, and appreciative of others. You have a depth of understanding that produces much kindness and generosity. Openness and honesty are apparent in your approach to all relationships. Sometimes, you can be too demanding of yourself. At times, you tend to sacrifice yourself for the welfare of others. At other times, you have trouble distinguishing between helping and interfering.

What's Your Expression Number?

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-12T11:06:52-05:00

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Alex is your soulmate.

You truly love Jesse.

You consider Logan your true friend.

You know that Mariah is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Alicia for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Munkie is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Sam is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Matt is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Matt changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Ashley is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Ashley has a hidden internet romance.

err true but saaaaad.*WAHHHHHH*What Do You Think of Your Friends?

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-12T11:06:37-05:00

Your Birthdate: January 3

Being born on the 3rd day of the month is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life. The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental. There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, "couldn't care less" attitude. You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression. Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing. You are energetic and always a good conversationalist. You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters. You are affectionate and loving, but sometimes too sensitive. You are subject to rapid ups and downs.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-13T07:06:51-05:00

What Your Dreams Mean...

Your dreams seem to show that you're a bit disturbed... but nothing serious. You may have a problem you're trying to work out in your sleep. Overall, you are very content in your life. Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities. You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind. You secretly want to hide your dreams from your waking mind.

What Do Your Dreams Mean?

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-13T07:06:25-05:00

oh my freaking god michael jackson got nothing for all that stuff.their was a picture!of him having his hands down some kid's pants!!ewwwww.....

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-13T10:06:09-05:00

Sarah Naomi Townsend's Aliases

Your movie star name: Chocolate Leo

Your fashion designer name is Sarah Paris

Your socialite name is Sarah Cat Atlanta

Your fly girl / guy name is S Tow

Your detective name is Bunny Giles County High School

Your barfly name is Cupcake Cosmopolitan

Your soap opera name is Naomi Sam Davis

Your rock star name is Snickers Jaguar

Your star wars name is Sarclo Towale

Your punk rock band name is The Sleepy Protractor

The Amazing Meganame Generator

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-14T09:06:49-05:00

ohhh pepleees guess what?(i use that 2 much.)i had a looong day!i got(as in had the privilage but i wish i hadn`t!)to watch a circumcision (um sp?)on a newborn!ewwwwwwwwwww....*takes a deep breath*....EWWWWWWW!i dunno if it was the screaming or the blood or the little clampy thing on the baby wheiny!then strait to dance then strait to band practice!!!i miss jesse and all of them as bad as i hate to admit it..errr!so my day began at 7:30 in the morning!and ended at 8:30 at night!!!!uhh...im gonna colapsse i m too lasy to fix all the mistsakes im making!i don`t really care i know i can do it correctly if i wanted to.

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-14T10:06:06-05:00

Your Love Number is

6
Who you fall in love with is all about who you trust. Loyalty is important to you, and you want the most faithful of lovers. In return, you never let your heart or eyes wander. Open and honest, your relationships tend to be free of secrets.

What Is Your Love Number?

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-17T06:06:54-05:00

guess what peoples?I HAVE PURPLE STREAKS IN ME HAIR!!!WHA BITCHES!

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-18T09:06:42-05:00

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-18T09:06:31-05:00

so today i have to wash cars from 9:00 to 4:00.ugh.do i ever get a break?i`ve not slept late in ages.the day before yesterday band practice.yesterday guard meeting.today car wash.err!it`s my fault and it makes me mad that i asked to do all this shit.im soo burnt again.it`s bad.really bad.im conplaining but if you have a problem with it don`t read my blog.

we went to the movies last night.alicia and me.don`t go see mr. and mrs.smith it`s a waste of time and money it really sucked.

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-19T10:06:55-05:00

today i went to the mall since i am going to d.c. tomarrow.i saw munkie and sean there.i bought stuff.im sooo specific.eh..im not really to excited since i have to room with the little preps.but that`s okay.i`ll be sure to scare them.i finally called dad.answering machine.duh....um i just wanted to wish you a happy fathers day...eh i love you call me back....bye.

so anyway,i talked to MG.their comming soon!that`s good except i have to clean up my language.from now on only cussing in mind or in french or german....oh i bought the new system of a down cd.i`ll tell you how it is once i get a chance.i`ll be gone for a week.so this is the last up-date for a while so i need to make it count.mom`s on the phone with mimi and gd and mg`s parents...

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-20T10:06:32-05:00

look i got penguin!i got it from punkrockrapper`s link.

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-20T10:06:53-05:00

so in about an hour or so i`ll be on the road.oh my fucking god.my mom`s match.com dude called and talked to me like i was an friend.i guess he`s all ready trying to get it.stalkers!i warned her!i bet he was thrilled to hear the system of a down blaring in the background.i bet he`s already got plans on how to take over our lives....oh and he was talking about the colorguard and stuff.he KNEW THAT I WAS IN COLOR GUARD BECAUSE MY MOM TOLD HIM!!!random strangers!

um i got back from D.C. at about 6:00 this morning...

gnomi13 — 2005-06-25T04:06:08-05:00

oh okay sooo.i road sooo many coasters.and the really scary one outside there was a lady standing there who saw how scared i looked and said it`ll be okay it`ll be over soon!and then after ward i when and gave her a hug.and said thanx.a boy (hippie cute) was staring at me and the shaperones said i wasn`t allowed to talk to him he was too old!i rode some with 2 of the nice shaperones(sp?).the man one was hott.and the woman that we rode with i thought was mean at first but she turned out to be really nice.i meet a 2 new friends kyle and jacob.this other kid asked me out so i invented a boyfriend.ehh.i felt bad i knew it was wrong to fabricate but anyway i saud his name was alex king and he lived in st.agustine florida and he was tall with sandy colored hair and freckles.

Today i get to go to rita`s shindig or cookout or whatever.josh was invited and he`s still single!levi may come!i really hope he does and crystal doesn`t.she wants him to marry her.he told rita he didn`t want to.he`s MY brother.you brother hog....i spent alot of money at the mall.im skipping subjects alot.ohh and in air and space museum we met these really cute boys who only talked to us because I YELLED AT ONE AND SAID DUDE I WANT YOUR HAT!!!and so we rode the escalater(sp?)and then they figured out we where from pulaski and blew us off.err!jackasses...really hot jackasses.bert new one of them from band camp.so maybe since im going to band camp this summer he`ll be there...but whatever he`s an ass.

i saw me brutter levi...

gnomi13 — 2005-06-26T08:06:30-05:00

hey gurgs...oh i forgot to say yesterday but i took a rock from arlington cemetary,not very exciting but whatever.but well yesterday was awesome at the partay.i like josh.it just hit me.i really like josh.his sister is a dancer named sarah also.ehhh what else oh we gave each other earth child hippie names...he said i was African Nightcrawler.thanx josh i named him Long Snake your welcome.........today i went to good will.i love that place...oh yeah!i saw levi yesterday!i was soooo happy!he didn`t recognize me at first!i missed him so much!he said he was going to spent the night at dad`s and that i should too.but mom said it was too late at night.and in good will i bumped into grandy and pawpaw.i was glad i got to see them.i went to church today which is odd since we haven`t been in a while.tomarrow i have to work.all week actually.then i`m off to atlanta!whoooo!i`ve been extremely depressed lately.i guess im just over tired.since i`ve not slept in my own bed for a week and a half.i haven`t slept in a bed at all for the last 3 nights.i guess it`s also because of dad.

i saw me brutter levi...

gnomi13 — 2005-06-26T08:06:31-05:00

oh poem

gnomi13 — 2005-06-26T09:06:26-05:00

so here i am,

lying here,

trembling beneath you.

a single tear,

running down my worried face,

look deep in your eyes and try to read your thoughts....

looking past your brow

stareing at the colorless ceiling,

to hide the pain in my face,

so you won`t see a trace,

my arms at my side,

i wish i could run and hide,

im trying to make you love me

but in vain

i can`t move

my hopes are sinking,

im thinking,

wasn`t this supposed to be different?

somehow beautiful

shouldn`t it mean something

not just a nother stupid mistake,

when i think about i shake,

i can`t get rid of the empty feeling,

when i see my colorless ceiling,

everytime you look in my direction

i feel naked

what are you thinking about?

ugh long ass day.

gnomi13 — 2005-06-28T07:06:44-05:00

today i worked ALL FUCKING DAY AND THEN WHEN TO DANCE....im sooo tired.im listening to the white strips.then i`ll listen to b.y.o.b. i love that song...i ate chinese food.i`m planning on calling rita later.sam`s pissed at me since im working all day tomarrow and not hanging out with her.but who really gives a fuck?im exausted.mentally and phsically....

this is my ring toneee

gnomi13 — 2005-06-28T08:06:23-05:00

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gnomi13 — 2005-06-30T10:06:22-05:00

sam`s sleeping over!whhooo!we had band today.urgh.but i need to pack for sunday.i get to see rita beeing a dancing moomoo tomarrow.were about to design our bags and works sucked as usual.

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gnomi13 — 2005-07-13T07:07:34-05:00

oh my freaking god!sooo much crap has happened i was in atlanta!feeding homeless people and helping people with disabillities!it was sooo awesome their where alot of people i need to email!this one girl i met her name was sarah and there was matt,spencer(spewer),kevin,max ah!soo many cool people!there all from ohio there where like forty of them and only nine of us!we had to sleep on the floor(ugh)but it was worth it.and there`s this awesome place to shop(little five points)it was so cool!unfortunately next year adam won`t be with us next year(i will bawl).i can`t wait to develop the pictures!except the ones my mom lost!!!ERR!but oh well.we didn`t get to shower to much but it was worth it.but as soon as i got home i had to work at a car wash.atleast no more hospital work i quit.then the next day i left for texas it was okay except for getting attacked by fire ants....

i drove the mule(it`s not actually an animal it`s an off road vehicle)but i did`t hit anything!or kill any cows!!!that`s awesome since i drive like a maniac. i saw morgan.she was supposed to come back with us but the brats won`t stay at the grandparents.but ohwell....alicia has the notebook so SHE has ALL of OUR addresses.when I asked for the majority of them!! ERRR!

-MASH-

gnomi13 — 2005-07-13T10:07:30-05:00

You will live in House. You will drive a green stretch hummer. You will marry max and have 1 kids. You will be a fashion designer in ohio.

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gnomi13 — 2005-07-15T05:07:24-05:00

i went to band practice last night...that blew.im sooo tired of that fucking ariel toss.i still can`t do it and im practicing ALOT!!err!

deep thoughts...

gnomi13 — 2005-07-15T07:07:11-05:00

okay i know im only a freshman but i want badly to go to prom this year!i mean,school starts and i`ll be sooo busy with my honors classes and band and dance and everything but it`s be awesome to get to go to prom with a junior or even *gasp* a senior.mmhmmm...

i really like the dress in the video helena.i hope i can find one similar....

deep thoughts...

gnomi13 — 2005-07-15T07:07:11-05:00

i really like the dress in the video helena.i hope i can find one similar....

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gnomi13 — 2005-07-16T09:07:58-05:00

C:\Documents and Settings\Laura\My Documents\My Pictures\2005-07 (Jul)

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gnomi13 — 2005-07-16T09:07:23-05:00

http://www.drivenfaroff.com/img/interviews/falloutboy.jpg

i like fall out boy,it`s true.i have liked them from the beginning,unlike most of you losers heard their new song(which is really good)and labeled yourself a fan?bah!and their are still idiots walking around who have yet to hear the gospel of fall out boy!so if your an idiot and you`ve never heard of fall out boy click the link and do yourself a favor!

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gnomi13 — 2005-07-16T10:07:55-05:00

In a Past Life...

You Were: An Evil Warrior. Where You Lived: Poland. How You Died: Killed in Battle.

Who Were You In a Past Life?

You are expressive, original, and independent.Your talents lie in y

gnomi13 — 2005-07-16T10:07:51-05:00

Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent. Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art. You would make an excellent: Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

What's Your Ideal Career?

Your Daddy Is Mike Tyson

What You Call Him: Daddy-o Why You Love Him: He takes you to Disneyland

Who's Your Daddy?

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gnomi13 — 2005-07-16T10:07:06-05:00

You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart. Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people. You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile. You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker. You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side. Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches.

this is sooo true!

The World's Shortest Personality Test

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gnomi13 — 2005-07-16T09:07:58-05:00

oh my god.kev. has a band called the private squares...it`s hilarious.he`s to cute for his own good!no no let it grow out don`t cut it any more!

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gnomi13 — 2005-07-16T10:07:54-05:00

oh my gosh this is aweful and hilarious!my baby bro he`s 3 has just figured out how to open soda cans.so tonight i`ve not payed him to much attention so he open like 4 cans and drank them all!that sux!he`s piss the bed and never go to sleep!damn i`m a bad baby sitter!

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gnomi13 — 2005-07-16T11:07:43-05:00

You Are 28 Years Old

28 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

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gnomi13 — 2005-07-17T01:07:11-05:00

oooh i went to church today and alicia wasn`t there because she looked for me and i came late since mom took a century to get ready....urgh.now we have to go fridge shopping.how delightful.

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gnomi13 — 2005-07-17T09:07:17-05:00

no one is replying!reply now!

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gnomi13 — 2005-07-18T04:07:14-05:00

You Are a Dreaming Soul

Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you awy from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

im hungryz!im about to STARVE!

gnomi13 — 2005-07-21T04:07:04-05:00

im hungry.yesterday we went shopping.it was so fun.everything in my house is falling apart(fridge,dryer,phone,car which is outside of the house but whatev.)so alicia and i slept over at sam`s and got no sleep and then we had band practice for hours and next i have dance and then band again.urgh.today munkie wore my pink and black cruel girl hat on the feild.it was hilarious since he has a filpino(sp?)afro sticking out the sides.hehe.im hungry but you already knew that.um...oh yeah i got an email from spencer and it was short but who who really cares?atleast a few people emailed me back.

guess what?im sun burnt and im hitched.

gnomi13 — 2005-07-29T09:07:26-05:00

so yall i`ve been at band camp in the hot sun swinging around a huge metal pole.but it`s okay because im married to tori white now.madison married us.it was hilarious.we exchanged my hair bands.it was cutting off his circulation so i put it on his finger and he said he will keep until next year when he goes to the army!(oh yeah he`s a senior and before you scream your judgement at me let me just tell you i refuse to listen.)and he gives really good messages and he carried my big heavy bag.he also introduced me to his dad and we`ll be at the same school.hurah but it starts tuesday!fuck damn that`s soon!when i get a good picture of us i`ll post it.:)his ex-girl friend is extremely jealous of me and wants him back but my god she`s the dumper not the dumpee.i sure hope he likes me more and won`t go back to liking her.she`s also in the color guard.errr!i had to do alot of push ups and run a few laps in the blistering sun and my knee caps felt like they were about to push though my skin but it was worth all the friends i made.except this freakishly pale and tall and skinny kid named kaleb he told ben all this stuff that he wanted to do to me.ew.and then made me feel bad like i had hurt his feelings so i apologised and he made me feel like i was really mean or something.yuck im so telling my husband so he`ll kick his ass because he could.alicia got married to bobby holt they were like going out so it wasn`t funny.she ruined my 2 hours of free time everyday by complaining all the time.and sam didn`t like tory so she got mad when i married him.im just glad he didn`t pick me up because everyone else was doing that.but of course he had to do it later just to prove he could.:)but yesterday was the drill down and the show it went okay.afterward i gave munkie an afro on the bus ride home.it was awesome mrs.pride(the female band director)took a picture.but what was hilarious was my mom already knew tory from the grocery store he works at.and from his grandmother who goes to curves with my mom and kept trying to set her up with his dad!oh my that can`t happen because we`d be step brother and sister.ew no!i didn`t ask but mom told me that his mom died suddenly and unexpectedly.im glad i didn`t ask about his mom.wow i`m babling anyway im done.

martha i HATE freaking chain letters and i need no more bad luck so stop it!!!!

gnomi13 — 2005-07-29T07:07:58-05:00

Think about this... You may not realize it, but it's

100% true.

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much

they would

die for you.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some

way.

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is

because they

want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone,

even if

they don't like you.

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they

go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.

7. If not for you, someone may not be living.

8. You are special and unique.

9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.

10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something

good comes

from it.

11. When you think the world has turned its back on

you, take a

look: you most likely turned your back on the world.

12. When you think you have no chance of getting what

you

want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in

yourself,

probably,

sooner or later, you will get it.

13. Always remember the compliments you received.

Forget

about the rude remarks.

14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you

will

feel much better when they know.

15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let

them know that they are awesome.

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gnomi13 — 2005-07-31T07:07:13-05:00

okay alicia.i don`t wanna argue with you but i`m just gonna tell ya strait up.do you not think it`s a wee bit childish for you to talk about my choice in guys when your little love triange with bobby and matthew is going on?i mean who are you to talk about him cheating before when you have done the same fucking thing?just a thought.

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gnomi13 — 2005-08-01T09:08:33-05:00

ohhh!i saw tory today *doing little dance*.at the super market he works.

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gnomi13 — 2005-08-04T05:08:15-05:00

tory asked me out!oh yah oh yeeh!we`re going to the younth rally saturday.i`ll see him again tonight at band practice.today in coach jones` class we were all supposed to tell the class something interesting about ourselves that no one else knows about.well.innocent me said my cousin was a muchkin in the wizard of oz.this chick behind me said "im getting married next month"*gasp*this other dude goes "i have on blue boxers" kay TMI but okie doh this other girl goes "I`m five months pregnant"*GASP GASP*oh joy im the only sane person in the class i sit beside jesse.err!high school sorta sux so far since i have 4th lunch.yuck old food,over crowdedness,and tory has second lunch.i have lunch with his ex girlfriend!booo rah!anger!

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gnomi13 — 2005-08-04T05:08:56-05:00

What Kind Of Rock Band Are You Into?? (For Girls Mainly)

HIM (His Infernal Majesty) - Your the kind of person who likes love songs with a really cool goth/metal/rock type of beat to them... like "Razorblade Romance" or "Love Metal"..

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gnomi13 — 2005-08-04T06:08:32-05:00

VITALS

Your full name: sarah naomi townsend

Nick names: nomi,sa`y`rah,saya

Age: 14

Height: 5'5

Natural hair colour: Dark brown.

Eye color: dark brown

Number of siblings: 1 sister 2 brothers and a nearly sister(she`s my brother`s sister but whatev. it`s cinfuzzling)

Glasses/contacts?: Nope

Piercings: Ears once. i want to get them done again though.

Tattoos: i wish.i want little stars on me tummy.

Braces?: Nevah.

Pant size: Um 4

FAVOURITE

Color: Purple but only if it`s my hair color at the moment

Song: just the girl by the click five.

Video game: none!waste of time.

TV shows: viva la bam,andy milanokas show.

Book: arry poter'

Food: sushi

Game on a cell phone: nu-uh

Animal: panda no bunnies because sam says i like like a cute little bunny!

Cereal: is the only food i can cook

Candy: chocket!

Favorite kind of music: Rock/Indie/Punk/Folk/Emo/Anything.

Favorite Bands: incubus,red hot chili peppers...um....just read my profile!.

Favorite Sport : color guard! dance star!yeah!

Favorites Movies: School Of Rock. eh ...the crow.

Favorite Drink: coffee!and every energy drink imaginable!hyper in my middle name!caffine is my friend!.

Favorite Subject: not math.

Favorite Place to eat: my homee

Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: cherry garcia (ben and jerry`s special!)

DO YOU....

Play an instrument?: Yesh, the guitar and clarinet

Like to play sports?: i`d rather set my boots a on fire them play a sport of any sort other than hockey!

Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: No. Well...sorta not officially

Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: No 3

Have any special talents/skills?: Um... I can sleep for aaages. nose and ear tricks and other freakish talents

Excercise daily?: Ick, no. Too much like hard work.

Like school?: I'm too cool for school.

HAVE YOU EVER....

Snuck out of the house?: nopee

Gotten lost in your city?: No it`s to darn small!

Solved a rubiks cube?: yup

Gone out in public in your pajamas?: Yeah, .

Been in a fist fight?: Yeah. and i won!hoyah!KICKED THAT BUNKIES ARSSSE!

Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: Yeah. That was real funny.

Kicked a guy where it hurts?: Yup. And I ain't afraid of doing it again either!

Been in love?: Um... I... I don't know. I think I've been/I am pretty close, if there's such a thing.

Been to a casino?: Nuh-uh.

Ran over an animal and killed it?: I can't drive, so no.

Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?: No... I don`t like milk it`s yuckama
Been to niagra falls?: Nope.

Burped in someones face?: yah it`s funny!i felt dirty and bad afterward though

Gotten the chicken pox?: Yeah. i was 6

RANDOM FACTS

Birthday:jan.3

Sign: capi.

Best friend(s): munkie,sam,alicia,emmy,and logan.

school: gchs muah!

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU....?

Brushed your teeth: A few hours ago.

Saw a movie in theaters: Last week.

Read a book: Last night.

Had a snow day: Jeez, like, aages ago.

Made fun of someone: Meh, about 5 seconds ago.

Tripped in front of someone: Probably not long ago.

Pick One

Fruit/vegetables: Fruit

Black/white: Black

Lights on/lights off: Off

TV/movie: Movie

Car/truck: Car

Body spray/lotion: Spray

Cash/check: Cash

Pillows/blankets: Blankets

Paint/charcoal: Paint

Summer/winter: Winter

Snow/rain: Rain

Fog/misty: Misty

Rock/rap: Rock

Meat/vegetarian: vegibbles

Boy/girl: Um... I'm a girl... but I like boys?

Chocolate/vanilla: Vanilla

Sprinkles/icing: Sprinkles

Strawberries/blueberries: Blueberries

Ocean/swimming pool: Ocean

Wallet/pocket: Pocket

Pink/purple: Purple

Cat/dog: Cat

Long sleeve/short sleeve: Long sleves with Short sleeves on top.

Winter break/spring break: Winter break

Spring/autumn: Autumn

Clouds/clear sky: Clear sky

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gnomi13 — 2005-08-07T07:08:58-05:00

me and tory go out yah yah!ash is pissed at me but whatev.but i have to go get our stuff that alicia left over there!alicia is sooo dead she told ashley stuff.alicia is freaking out.

everything sucks

gnomi13 — 2005-08-08T06:08:02-05:00

everything sucks:

1.mom is yelling at me.

2.jesse yelled an obcenity at me and tory today

3.i had alot of homework

4.i spilled cat food juice on myself.

5.i got sick at band practice

6.i sat on something nasty when i sat down because i was sick.

7.kaleb said i had an ugly personality and tory did NOTHING!

8.i don`t know my choreography very well enough for tomarrow

9.mom is still yelling at me.

10.abby is super annoying

11.i have to sit with tory`s ex-girlfriend at lunch and she not to happy with me.

12.this icky boy sat on me in homeroom.ew.

13.im still sick and look yucky.

14.i can`t get ahold of rita to tell her how much everything sucks and complain.

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gnomi13 — 2005-08-12T07:08:47-05:00

tomarrow i have guard practice for five freakin hours!err!tory has to work so we couldn`t hang-out anyway.sunday is his birthday and i dunno what to get him!err!and and and and im stressed about school!i`m sleep deprived and have no time for blogging!this kid named cory who hates tory wants me to give him dread locks and i think i will just to keep tory on his toes.

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gnomi13 — 2005-08-12T08:08:08-05:00

You secretly want... to rule the world!!! Jeez,
get a life.

What do You Secretly Want?
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gnomi13 — 2005-08-14T08:08:33-05:00

yesterday was horrid!i had guard practice for fucking 5 hours half the time i was sick.but no i couldn`t sit unless i needed an ambulance.cierra said she was so sorry there was nothing she could so since she was only the captain not the instructer.i so broke down again.i cryed for nearly the whole rest of the day.i feel really tired and week.im extrememly unhealthy right now.i just hope i don`t pass out at practice.yesterday i went over to tory`s work and gave him a birthday hug.i gave him this funny card that said you might be a redneck if you think megabites is just a really good fishing day,a button that said i`d rather be fishing,and a movie gallery gift card thingie.this girl(i don`t wanna name drop so *hl*)*HL* was over heard by ben that tory dating some freshman was really pissing her off!err!i can`t believe that since everytime i`ve ever talked or seen her i was super nice!and she as too!what a two-faced person!

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gnomi13 — 2005-08-15T05:08:30-05:00

err!today tory had sectionals today so he didn`t get out of it until 4!!er.i hope he calls me today.i hope i haven`t made him angry.i asked a few pressing questions and he answered some of them and he told me it wouldn`t be something i`d like to hear but no i had to keep pressuring him about it.i guess i showed how displeased i was when he told me the truth.im glad he`s honest,but i think i made him feel bad.aww....im a bad girl friend.but he swore me to secrecy so i can`t blow that too.tomarrow will suck because i have guard practice and i didn`t retain any of the stuff they taught me.eh.oh!and this other girl *HK* called tory friday and told him she wanted him back!NOOO!BIACH!HE`S MINE MINE MINE!!!!!ah....but she doesn`t know he told me.so she acts like she`s my best friend!ERRR!girls suck!

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gnomi13 — 2005-08-15T08:08:01-05:00

Alternative: Your a big thinker, your yourself and
you often cop crap for it, you have a hate for
the mainstream. You may also like some other
genres like Metal or Goth and enjoy trying new
things. Bands you like may inc: Placebo,
Marilyn Manson, Mandy Kane, The White Stripes
and HIM.

Whats Your Music Style (with pics, lots of possible results)
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this is by my favorite bands.i`ve litened to them since i was 4

gnomi13 — 2005-08-15T08:08:35-05:00

if you can tell me what band this is.you can call yourself a music expert.

Strange Days

Strange days have found us
Strange days have tracked us down
They're going to destroy our casual joys
We shall go on playing or find a new town

Strange eyes fill strange rooms
Voices will signal their tired end
The hostess is grinning
Her guests sleep from sinning
Hear me talk of sin and you know this is it

Strange days have found us
And through their strange hours
We linger alone
Bodies confused
Memories misused
As we run from the day
To a strange night of stone

You're Lost Little Girl

You're lost, little girl
You're lost, little girl
You're lost
Tell me who are you?

Think that you know what to do
Impossible yes
But it's true

I think that you know what to do
Yeah
Sure that you know what to do

You're lost, little girl
You're lost, little girl
You're lost
Tell me who are you?

Think that you know what to do
Impossible yes
But it's true

I think that you know what to do
Girl
Sure that you know what to do

You're lost, little girl
You're lost, little girl
You're lost

Love Me Two Times

Love me two times, baby
Love me twice today
Love me two times, girl
I'm goin' away

Love me two times, girl
One for tomorrow
One just for today
Love me two times
I'm goin' away

Love me one time
I could not speak
Love me one time
Yeah, my knees got weak

Love me two times, girl
Last me all through the week
Love me two times
I'm goin' away
Love me two times
I'm goin' away

Love me one time
I could not speak
Love me one time
Yeah, my knees got weak

Love me two times, girl
Last me all through the week
Love me two times
I'm goin' away
Love me two times
I'm goin' away

Love me two times, baby
Love me twice today
Love me two times, girl
I'm goin' away

Love me two times, girl
One for tomorrow
One just for today
Love me two times
I'm goin' away

Love me two times, baby
Love me twice today
Love me two times, girl
I'm goin' away

Unhappy Girl

Unhappy girl
Left all alone
Playing solitaire
Playing warden to your soul
You are locked in a prison of your own devise
And you can't believe what it does to me
To see you cryin'

Unhappy girl
Tear your web away
Saw thru all your bars
Melt your cell today
You are caught in a prison of your own devise

Unhappy girl
Fly fast away
Don't miss your chance
To swim in mystery
You are dying in a prison of your own device

Horse Latitudes

When the still sea conspires an armor
And her sullen and aborted
Currents breed tiny monsters
True sailing is dead

Awkward instant
And the first animal is jettisoned
Legs furiously pumping
Their stiff green gallop
And heads bob up
Poise
Delicate
Pause
Consent
In mute nostril agony
Carefully refined
And sealed over

Moonlight Drive

Let's swim to the moon
Uh-huh
Let's climb thru the tide
Penetrate the evenin' that the city sleeps to hide

Let's swim out tonight, love
It's our turn to try
Parked beside the ocean
On our moonlight drive

Let's swim to the moon
Uh-huh
Let's climb thru the tide
Surrender to the waiting worlds that lap against our side

Nothin' left open
And no time to decide
We've stepped into a river
On our moonlight drive

Let's swim to the moon
Let's climb thru the tide
You reach a hand to hold me
But I can't be your guide

Easy to love you as I watch you glide
Falling through wet forests
On our moonlight drive
Moonlight drive

C'mon, baby, gonna take a little ride
Goin' down by the ocean side
Gonna get real close
Get real tight
Baby gonna drown tonight
Goin' down, down, down

People Are Strange

People are strange when you're a stranger
Faces look ugly when you're alone
Women seem wicked when you're unwanted
Streets are uneven when you're down

When you're strange
Faces come out of the rain
When you're strange
No one remembers your name

When you're strange
When you're strange
When you're strange

People are strange when you're a stranger
Faces look ugly when you're alone
Women seem wicked when you're unwanted
Streets are uneven when you're down

When you're strange
Faces come out of the rain
When you're strange
No one remembers your name

When you're strange
When you're strange
When you're strange

My Eyes Have Seen You

My eyes have seen you
My eyes have seen you
My eyes have seen you
Stand in your door
Meet inside
Show me some more
Show me some more
Show me some more

My eyes have seen you
My eyes have seen you
My eyes have seen you
Turn and stare
Fix your hair
Move upstairs
Move upstairs
Move upstairs

My eyes have seen you
My eyes have seen you
My eyes have seen you
Free from disguise
Gazing on a city
Under television skies
Television skies
Television skies

My eyes have seen you
My eyes have seen you
Eyes have seen you
Let them photograph your soul
Memorize your alleys
On an endless roll
Endless roll
Endless roll
Endless roll

I Can't See Your Face

I can't see your face in my mind
I can't see your face in my mind
Carnival dogs consume the lines
Can't see your face in my mind

Don't you cry
Baby
Please don't cry
And don't look at me with your eyes

I can't seem to find the right lie
I can't seem to find the right lie

Insanity's horse adorns the sky
Can't seem to find the right lie

Carnival dogs consume the lines
Can't see your face in my mind

Don't you cry
Baby
Please don't cry
I won't need your picture
Until we say goodbye

When The Music's Over

Yeah, c'mon

When the music's over
When the music's over here
When the music's over
Turn out the lights
Turn out the lights
Turn out the lights

When the music's over
When the music's over
When the music's over
Turn out the lights
Turn out the lights
Turn out the lights

For the music is your special friend
Dance on fire as it intends
Music is your only friend
Until the end
Until the end
Until the end

Cancel my subscription to the resurrection
Send my credentials to the house of detention
I got some friends inside

The face in the mirror won't stop
The girl in the window won't drop
A feast of friends alive she cried
Waiting for me outside

Before I sink into the big sleep
I want to hear
I want to hear
The scream of the butterfly

Come back, baby
Back into my arms

We're getting tired of hangin' around
Waitin' around
With our heads to the ground

I hear a very gentle sound
Very near
Yet very far
Very soft
Yet very clear
Come today
Come today

What have they done to the earth?
What have they done to our fair sister?

Ravaged and plundered
And ripped her
And bit her
Stuck her with knives
In the side of the dawn
And tied her with fences
And dragged her down

I hear a very gentle sound
With your ear down to the ground—
We want the world and we want it,
We want the world and we want it, now
Now? Now!

Persian night! babe
See the light! babe
Save us!
Jesus!
Save us!

So when the music's over
When the music's over, yeah
When the music's over
Turn out the light
Turn out the light

For the music is your special friend
Dance on fire as it intends
Music is your only friend
Until the end
Until the end
Until the end

So when the music's over
When the music's over, yeah
When the music's over
Turn out the light
Turn out the light

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gnomi13 — 2005-08-18T05:08:27-05:00

today was okay but im really worried about tomarrow`s game!zach is still liking me.but in mr.jone`s room today i was talking to corey and jones says"get her phone number and shut-up!call her talk to her later!man im just trying to help you out!"i was no doubt beat red.but corey said he`s going to the game and watching me.which might be a bad thing i don`t want tory and corey to fight or anything.eh....i have bad at 5:30 but it`s okay because i see tory and he is the bestest boyfriend ever!:):):)uh but anyway i have homework to do.

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gnomi13 — 2005-08-19T04:08:32-05:00

guess what honkies?in a few short hours we perform for the first time at a real game!whooo!scary!but whoo!tory`s been acting funny.i don`t get hugs much any more.i hope he hasn`t decided he doesn`t want to be with me anymore.corey asked me out today he said tory doesn`t treat me right and that we should be together.ugh.i have to say no today at the game.i told tory about it.he doesn`t seem to care.he better sit with me on the bus!

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gnomi13 — 2005-08-19T04:08:34-05:00

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gnomi13 — 2005-08-22T04:08:57-05:00

ehhhh....i got asked out during lunch today.some random guy threw his number at me.wow,to bad i can`t gain an ego or something because i have the worst case of the rare disease 'he won`t talk to me so i can`t be happy'virus. even my puns suck now.they suck like evrything else right now.tory what in the hell?are you stoned?!!!!

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gnomi13 — 2005-08-27T02:08:28-05:00

yesterday was the craziest day of my life!lets start at school.mr.boatwright shaves his arms.it was our first game.i went to subway with tory(i was really mad at him and he straited up so that`s good yay!)and so thought he was about to kiss me for the first time....then someone came and talked to us(bah!i`ve always wanted to makeout in the sporting goods section.then we marched to the first home game(it looked like down town atlanta in our little stadium).we killed the cows(we lost the game but our half time show was bad ass).when we where in blockthis big football player tryed to walk into the block infront of me and i yelled no no i can`t let you do that and shoved him out of our block,jason said it takes a tough girl to push around someone twice her size.then we got to skip our second run since it was pouring down rain we where still in it for an hour.we all rode the bus back to the band room where my very best friend sam had the worst asthma attack she`s ever had and the first i`ve ever seen.all of the guys were freaking out and i was nearly crying.thank god her parents help with band and was there to help her.if not i dunno if she`d be alive.whoooo!she`s okay now!

NUMA NUMA NUMA NUMA NUMA NUMA NUMA NUMA NUMA NUMA NUMA NUMA NUMA NUMA NUMA NUMA

gnomi13 — 2005-08-28T01:08:14-05:00

i went over to ben`s house yesterday.we ate frito chili pie....uh yeah don`t ask.we watched history of the world and attempted to watch spaceballs but we got bored so we turned it of and watched crap on the computer(hince the numa numa dance).oh and i saw a picture of tory when he was in first grade!awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww........................blonde curly hair......awwwwwwwwwww..........but other than that he looks the same!

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gnomi13 — 2005-08-28T09:08:04-05:00

Imagine

Imagine there's no heaven,
It's easy if you try,
No hell below us,
Above us only sky,
Imagine all the people
living for today...

Imagine there's no countries,
It isnt hard to do,
Nothing to kill or die for,
No religion too,
Imagine all the people
living life in peace...

Imagine no possesions,
I wonder if you can,
No need for greed or hunger,
A brotherhood of man,
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...

You may say Im a dreamer,
but Im not the only one,
I hope some day you'll join us,
And the world will live as one.

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gnomi13 — 2005-08-28T09:08:44-05:00

BLACK HOLE SUN

In my eyes, indisposed
In disguise as no one knows
Hides the face, lies the snake
The sun in my disgrace
Boiling heat, summer stench
'Neath the black the sky looks dead
Call my name through the cream
And I'll hear you scream again

Black hole sun
Won't you come
And wash away the rain
Black hole sun
Won't you come
Won't you come

Stuttering, cold and damp
Steal the warm wind tired friend
Times are gone for honest men
And sometimes far too long for snakes
In my shoes, a walking sleep
And my youth I pray to keep
Heaven send Hell away
No one sings like you anymore

Hang my head, drown my fear
Till you all just disappear

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gnomi13 — 2005-08-29T11:08:40-05:00

oh i did something stupid.i wonder how many entries i`ve started with that.alot.i`m like the mistake maker.well this morning i was complaining about tory and all....and he was behind me.i only know because jason told me.i didn`t actually ever see him.so he doesn`t know that i know he was listening if that makes any sense at all.but yah we finished drill today during sectionals.it was pouring down rain.so we won`t have school or practice tomarrow!yay!but i`ve been really really depressed:( i know it`s dumb to rely on him for happiness but it`s beyond my control!everyone thinks we won`t last and i`m starting to believe them.but i want more than anything for thing to work out.

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gnomi13 — 2005-09-01T10:09:53-05:00

ugh picture day.we have a game today.i have a crush on j**** *...sorta but i cant break up with tory i just can`t.i dunno why i just can`t.it`s not like ***** would ever go out with me anyway.he`s a junior and the band president and really really smart.but tomarrow we`re all going out to eat before the game.next weekend cierra is having a guard sleep over for us...:)and we get to go to her church.but i dunno about shaina since she`s an atheist.i saw a fight today.wahoo.coach sorrels graped the kid picked him up and carried him to the office.it was funny...

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gnomi13 — 2005-09-03T11:09:10-05:00

im so sleepy.last night we ran the show twice.during half time and after the game.i should be fishing but noooo i have this stupid family reunion thing...er!but at least ben will be there.i nearly got stuck in the middle of a fight in the cafeteria yesterday.it was frightning.tory sat with me at la fluente and was being really sweet but at the game he looked really angry.i asked him what was wrong and he nearly started yelling at me.he has bad anger problems.and i just walked away.he told me sorry later it had nothing to do with me.but i wonder if i keep liking ***** does that mean i should quite talking to him?or should i stay friends knowing there`s a spark....would that mean im emotionaly cheating on tory?i dunno but i know how tory is,he wouldn`t hit me but he`d bash *****`s head in.i have a butt load of homework... oh!and hannah told me she liked tory before i knew him.and that she likes us and doesn`t want us to break up.but she was afraid that i`d hate her.but i don`t i know how she feels seriously.and at the game after the show jesse goes you messed up on your cart wheel.what the fuck?i didn`t even do a cart wheel!i didn`t even mess up!stupid!

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1. I refer to you as "gnome-ey". I hope that's how it's pronounced.
2. GNOME HUNT!
3. Blue raspberry jello
4. o.O
5. Oh gawd, I have no memories of half of my contacts!
6. A smerf
7. How did your name originate?
8. DO IT!

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gnomi13 — 2005-09-03T05:09:24-05:00

yay!ben`s giving me a baby cat!the mommy cat abandoned it!awwwwwwww!

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gnomi13 — 2005-09-03T06:09:43-05:00

this is prince bob...------->

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Do I wear black eyeliner? yep well most of the time

How much black clothing do I own? several black shirts, two pairs of black pants

Do I think of death often? yes but i`m really affraid to die

Am I pale?during winter

Do I cut myself? not on purpose

Do I like Hot Topic? some stuff in there

Can I skateboard? not to well

How often do I wear Vans? i have 2 pair

What's my sneaker brand? um vans,duffs,and converses

Do I do stupid things with my friends? um yah

How much do I get in trouble? i usually don`t get caught

Do I listen to the bands who are considered posers? no because most of them are posers

How many piercings do I have? ears hopefully nose and soon!

How often do I say the word "like"? like hmmm like i like dont like really like know like

Do I shop at Abercrombie & Fitch? nope

How many purses do I own? 800000000000000

Is lip gloss a must? i dont wear any makeup besides eyeshadow, eyeliner and mascara

How often do I wear make-up? on picture day and dates and stuff

Have I ever had a manicure? once by this little korean man

Rock music is bad right? NO!

Am I ever ditzy? uh huh

Do I own high heels? yeah but i dont wear them much

Have I ever said "Oh my gosh"? yeah hasnt everyone?

Am I a cheerleader? oh no absolutely not

Is my hair long? down to my ass

Am I vegetarian? was a vegetarian

Do I own a tye-dye shirt? 3

Do I want peace? yeas

Do I want to save the animals? i am saving a permature kitten who`s mother got smushed by a car

What do I think about war? Its stupid and we're either going to end up like vietnam or we are all gonna get blown up...stupid president

Have I ever made the peace sign with my fingers? yuppee

Am I from the ghetto? no but i used to go to school in the middle of it

Do I own bling-bling? nothind huge

What do I think about do-rags? they're fine

Do I like rap? eweweweweewwwwwwwwwwwwww

Do I like hip-hop?eweeeeeeeeee!

Was TuPac truly the greatest rapper in the world? no biggie was !!lol i don`t know!

What do I think about afros'? i think they're cool haha i gave munkie one

Have I ever said "fa-shizzle"? yes i was making fun og snoopers

How often do I cry? A lot

Do I have an ex? yea...

Do I have an acoustic guitar? yes

Am I emotional? yes

Do I like soft music? sometimes

Do people understand me? my close friends

Do I write my own songs? yeah but their private

Is my hair dyed dark? i have naturally dark hair

Do I wear glasses?no

Am I smart? i am sooper smarrt

Do I use an inhaler? no

Do I stick pens & calculators into my shirt pockets? no

Does my mom buy my clothes? she pays for them

How often am I on the computer? hence the computer quiz

Do I get picked on? i used to in school a lot

Who did I last get angry with? tory

What is my weapon of choice? sword

Would I hit a member of the opposite sex? sure if i needed to

The same sex? if i needed to

Who was the last person who got really angry with me? alicia

What is my pet peeve? stupid people who make up stupid quizzes

Do I keep grudges, or can I let them go easily? i hold them forever.i know i shouldn`t i just can`t help it.

What is the one thing I am supposed to do daily & haven't done for a long time? Clean my room…im not sure what color the floor is

What is the latest I ever woke up?5:00 in the after noon

Name a person who I have been meaning to contact but haven't: daddikins

What was the last lame excuse I made? my stomach hurts *gag*

Have I ever watched an infomercial all the way through? yes i`ll admit it im addicted

When was the last time I got a good workout?friday show

How many times did I hit the snooze button on my alarm clock today? i don`t own one

What is my overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? you know grande frozen mocha with soymilk and whipped creme

Meat eaters? yes but i don`t really enjoy it

Do I eat the skin off of chicken? im not a chicken kind of gal

Have I ever tried a professional diet company? no!

Do I have an issue with my weight? i used to not really eat much

Do I prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? im spicy

Have I ever looked at a small house pet or child & thought of lunch? no im not a canibalistc physco!

Have I ever caught myself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? um....no comment

Have I ever "done it"? no!

What is my favorite body part on a person of my gender choice? hands baby

Have I ever been propositioned by a prostitute? no ew

Have I ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? nope

How many credit cards do I own? zero

What is my guilty pleasure store? the bookstore(nerd alert)

If I had a million dollars what would I do with it? buy a place of my own and live well, but if I had a million dollars I would give a lot of it away to people who need it because I don’t.

Would I rather be rich or famous? rich i want money and privacy

Would I accept a boring job if it meant I would make megabucks? no im an artschool chick

Have I ever stolen anything? um do boyfriends count?

How many mp3's are on my harddrive? i dunno i lost count

What item (or person) of my friends would I most want to have for my own? jacob`s laptop is sweet

Who would I like to go on "Trading Spaces" with? old dorks

If I could be anyone else in the world, who would I be?a prima ballerina in a big company or a star in musicals

Have I ever been cheated on? uh i don`t think so i hope not

Have I ever wished I had a physical feature different from my own? i want boobs.

What inborn trait do I see in others that I wish I had for myself? being beautiful and really believeing it.

Spelling of my first name backwards? haraS

The story behind my name? my great grandmother`s

nameAm I gay? no

Where do I live? puklaski tn

Four words that sum me up: Artistic,loud,funny,happy

My wallet is: empty

My hairbrush is: old full of hair

My toothbrush is: used everyday

jewelry I wear daily is: two rings, 3 friendship bracelets and my some pretty earrings

My pillow cover is: cute it have johnny depp on it

My blanket is: checkerboard

My coffee cup is: bottemless

My sunglasses are: many

My shoes are:bright green duffs

My favorite shirt is: a corset and slightly un comfortable

My cologne/perfume is: non existent

CD in my stereo right now is: cat stevens

Tattoos? me and logan will get one in a few years

Piercings? already answered this.fuck long quizzes

What am I wearing right now? bob pink skirt, and jeans no shoes

My hair is: long and brown.hey!i`ve answered this already too!

In my mouth: teeth

In my head: *****

I am wishing: that my cat lives and that the long weekend doesn`t fly by!

Who do I wish I could see right now?tory

What is next to me? a camera

What are some of my favorite movies? abunch look at my profile!

What am I looking forward to in the upcoming month? haloween!

The last thing I ate? a bowl of pasta

Something I am deathly afraid of? death

Do I like candles? i love them

Do I like hot wax? Yes hehe….i stick my fingers in it whenever there is a candle lit my mummy hates that

Do I like incense? Yes…I use it all the time

Do I like the taste of blood? uh no

Do I believe in love? Yes

Do I believe in soul mates? i dunno it`s a nice thought

Do I believe in love at first sight? sorta

Do I believe in Heaven? Yes

Do I believe in forgiveness? Yes

What do I want done with my body when I die?i think creamated

Who is my worst enemy? i have a lot actually.

If I could have any animal for a pet what would it be?a snake or a monkey

What is the latest I have ever stayed up? 8 in the morning

Have I ever been to Belgium? no

Can I eat with chopsticks? Yes

What is my favorite coin? half dollar

What 5 cities wouldn't I mind re-locating to? paris,cincinnati,boston,nashville,or seattle

What are some of my favorite pig-out foods? chocolate and chocolate and barbaque chips

What is something I wish people would understand? That I am scared of a lot of things

For a Billion Dollars would I?eat worms.

kill my parents?

eat an ant farm? for the billion dollars

have same gender sex? ew

Kill my best friend? depends on the day or what she did

Hold up a convenience store? no

Shoot my self in the leg? if i was wasted

Eat another person? what kind of fucking question is that?

Jump off a 3 story building? noppee

Walk naked in a mall? heck yeah new idea!

Shave my head? in the summer maybe

Drink human blood? yucky ducky!

Box with a kangaroo? Lol only if the Kangaroo wasn’t very good

Kill the president? No way…they’d kill me before I could get the money

Slap an old person? No

Eat your own vommit? Yuck no

Eat a booger? For a billion? ok

Strip for Osama Bin Laden? No lol

Out of my friends, who is the....

Loudest? matthew

Most likely to pose for Playgirl? kevin

Most likely to become president? jacob

Most trusted? logan

My favorites....

Letter: s

Color: Green

Number: 5

Word: redicimus

Movie: enough with this question!

Rapper: I don’t kno

Pop-Group: None

Rock Band: The Beatles, Pink Floyd, Jimi Hendrix, Incubus

R & B Singer: I dunno

Pop Singer: Not really any lol

R & B group: um...

Shape: star

Non- related Person/s: i have a bunch

Relative: benny da bunny wabbit

Old Song: wild world by cat stevens

New Song: stellar by incubus

CD: any beatles

TV Show: jack ass

Movie Soundtrack: stealth

Parent: mommy

Restaurant: showgun

Drink: coffee

Food: sushi

Snack:doritos

Shoe Brand:duffs god third time i`ve answered this fucking question

Underwear: the kind you wear on your ass

Season: winter

Sport:hockey,band,dance...

Dance: Ballet,tap,jazz,ball room,hiphop.all dance pretty much

Weapon: Sword

Sin: vanity

Smell: coconut

Shampoo: barbie!well it`s my sissys but i use it.

Last one I....

Kissed? ew adam but after 4 weeks you`d think tory would kiss me!

Slept with? no

Licked? a lollipop you perve!

Ate? a peace of cake you perverse sex addict!

Cursed out? i don`t remember

Intentionally hurt? uh...drawing a blank

Punched? the wall

Loved? i think i love him...

Killed? A bug

Danced with? um...

Liked? ***** or tory

Stalked?um to many to count

Hated? i try not to hate

Gave the finger to?adrian

Cried with? myself

Fought with? tory

Talked with? ben

Laughed with? logan

Made bleed? sam

Cuddled with? tory

Played with? um my siblings but not in the gross way!

Ate with? My family

Hung out with? ben

Sung with? mommy

People I know:

the quietest:jason

the smartest: logan

the dumbest:alicia lol

cutest: me!!!no tory

uglyest: jason

funniest: matthew or me,munkie or ben

dullest: sam

most fashionable: logan and me!

least fashionable: matthew

cries the most: Me

cries the least: all guys

most trustworthy: logan

least trustworthy: alicia

most honest: sam brutaly so!

least honest: munkie

best for advise: kimberly

worst for advise: heather

most likely to become gay: uh

mostikely to become famous: me

st likely to become a serial killer: autumn

ely to commit suicide: amy

most likely to go mentally insane: myself

Have I Ever......

had a serious illness – No *knock on wood

been happy about someone's death - NO

killed an animal – a beatle

masterbated – yuckus jacker offer wrote this

had sex – no for the third time!

been sexually attracted to a cartoon character – is it possible?

caused a riot - in the hall

taken part in a riot - oh yeah

eaten a bug – I was four!

been on stage - yes it`s my second home

joined a gang - it`s called the band

been mentally disturbed - Probably

smoked - ew no

drank - coca cola

stolen - tory

used someone – I don’t think so

wished to die – Yeah

streaked – when i get boobs i`ll streak

I did…but I think ive got it figured out now

cursed at God - no

stalked someone online – haha no

had a sexual fantasy – ...

taken pills- for A.D.D.

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gnomi13 — 2005-09-03T10:09:19-05:00

matthew showing off...

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gnomi13 — 2005-09-03T10:09:15-05:00

band people.... jacob and anna tory baby.

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gnomi13 — 2005-09-03T10:09:18-05:00

me with the yellow flag and pink and black vans

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gnomi13 — 2005-09-03T10:09:26-05:00

really bad picture of ben stuffing his face at band camp.

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gnomi13 — 2005-09-03T10:09:13-05:00

reply about my pretty friends!

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gnomi13 — 2005-09-03T10:09:52-05:00

logan,sam,sam,me,alicia,

bobby,jason,and matchu!

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gnomi13 — 2005-09-04T09:09:08-05:00

omg.i found jacob`s blog i`m officially stalker of the year.uh...i don`t think i`m really supposed to link to his site but whatev.he prolly dosen`t care and his layout`s awesome.(here martha this is *****!!!okaY??)www.jacobstanfield.info/

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gnomi13 — 2005-09-04T09:09:07-05:00

ooh...cool.there`s band camp.jacob`s little thingy on the gchsband website.

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gnomi13 — 2005-09-04T10:09:05-05:00

awww.pertiful!i NEED this!

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gnomi13 — 2005-09-05T02:09:55-05:00

Video code provided by Music Video Codes

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gnomi13 — 2005-09-05T03:09:34-05:00

craig!shush!i don`t want alicia to find out!your crazy!:)

this is officially the worst day since yesterday....wh... also sucked.

gnomi13 — 2005-09-07T10:09:17-05:00

why today is turning me into a bitter teenager:

#1.heather is a bitch leave me alone okay?you want him that bad?take him!which leads us to #2TORY!WHAT IN THE HOLY FUCKING HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?I`VE PUT UP WITH YOUR SORRY ASS FAR TOO LONG!!!!and i tried to dump you today but nooooo!you where too fucking busy ignoring me to realize i was there!so you left!

3.prince bob died...okay i know it was just some stupid cat but i cryed.i`m not emotionally stable OKAY!!!!GOD!IM SOOOO ANGRY!!!

4.im tired and over worked and there was no air conditioning today down at giles county high so all of us rednecks nearly passed out!especially me having gym!

5.im gaining a little weight i mean not noticably but i can tell!

6 im not doing so well in my bio class a FUCKING C!NOOOOO!just another thing to make my day even worse!

why doea everything all have to suck at once?!!i thought things would get better after the devorce,the fire,and practicly every male family member dying for some reason or another.i thought 'okay god that was the rough part now i`ll won`t have so many damn problems.

weird day....

gnomi13 — 2005-09-08T11:09:32-05:00

today was good...well not really.just at band practice.and since i don`t have to go to school tomarrow but we still have practice and a game.we saw the costumes today.oh my freaking god.the grinch stole broadway i swear.it`s sooo ugly!but the show is awesome in the end the entire band except the color guard laydown on the field to form one big spiderweb!and we run to the boxes in the center of the feild and sit and blow a kiss!it`s sooo awesome!im excited!and im facing ***** at the time and he`s the one i sorta blew the kiss too.and um...tory was right near him and acted sorta mad.but whatev.i don`t care.he`s treated me like shit.i was kinda not nice today or grumpy i guess you`d say.and sorta snapped at sam.but she made me mad!!!i told her 8000 times "don`t play with my flag i`ll get in trouble with rachel"but noooo she does it anyway and gets mad when i tell her to give it to me!she`s a saxophone not my flag.and jazon likes logan and sam likes jason.this is bad.it could screw with their or our friendship since logan and sam are me best friends along with alicia.

i need to remember this stuff...

gnomi13 — 2005-09-08T11:09:23-05:00

Week of September 4 - 10, 2005
Sunday	pyf and church at cierra`s	11th
Monday	No School	5th
Tuesday	Brass Sectionals until 4:00; Full Band Rehearsal 6:00 - 8:30 guard from 6:00-9:00	6th
Wednesday	dance 3:00 to 6:00	7th
Thursday	Full Band Rehearsal 6:00 - 9:00pm -AT SAM DAVIS STADIUM	8th
Friday	No School; get kim`s shoes,finish chapters in great expectations.Full Band Rehearsal 2:00-4:00; B.G.A. - HOME (call time is ?)ben riding with me	9th
Saturday	cierra`s guard sleep over 6:00 meet at pizza hut	10th

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gnomi13 — 2005-09-11T05:09:19-05:00

oh my gosh!last night i stayed up till 5:30 at cierra`s house watching boogie man(which is stupid by the way).and we when to he church this morning!oh my gosh me and alicia where nearly the only white people up in that place!it was so fun though!i love black churches.i mean not to sound like i don`t love my nearly all white church but it was something different that im not as used to.every one was so nice and it was like a big family reunion!cierra`s sister got babtized(sp?)and she`s only five!i really wish shaina had gone.she`s not an atheist but she`s not really a christian which is okay.but she seems unhappy with her lack of faith in god and we really planned the whole thing to get her to go to church and enjoy it.

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gnomi13 — 2005-09-12T09:09:57-05:00

i got so angry to day!i chickened out!i didn`t break-up with him yet!but i will soon...i hope.jacob wasn`t at school i`ll ask him why tomarrow i guess.mrs.gibson gave me a fucking 63 on the fucking cell model that took me 3 hours!my mom is her co-worker they`re buddies.yeah whatev.and im not doing bad in any other class,biology was my favorite subject last year.it`s her fault.i had sectionals until 4:00 today.and then i had to get a ride because mom expected me to walk home!ugh....and she was justed getting me out of the way so she could get dumped pretty much.

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gnomi13 — 2005-09-12T09:09:55-05:00

this website www.danryderfieldsdrill.com has all of these insane drill sets.now these are pretty much band shows for sale!which means even though our band have worked hard and deserve to win state,we probably won`t since some of the less skilled bands have bought their way to the top. i can`t believe some guy would sell drill sheets on the internet.

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gnomi13 — 2005-09-12T10:09:04-05:00

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dictionary of guard slang

AIR-FLAGGING IT - when you do your routine minus the flags or other props, just the movement, an imaginary flag/rifle/sabre, whatever. Usually done at practices

BAND GEEK- one who lives in the band room, is obsessed w/ band, and is crazy
BOLT- metal in the top of a crutch tip that weights the flag
BOOB TWIRLER-someone who dose drop spins up high at their chest
BRAIN FART- Any mistake made by a member of the guard
BRAIN SUCKING- when a guard member does not know the works and she watches others to do the work
BUS MACKING- the extreme flirting that goes on riding home after a great competition.
BUTT- the rubber at the bottom of the pole
BUZZ KILL- when you expect a great guard show, and it turns out they suck
CAR WASH- when flag work is totally not together and it looks like you can drive your car through it
CATTLE GUARD- derogatory term for the guard
CG's - Short for colorguard
CHICKEN WALK- jazz runs
CLAM-A MISTAKE- someone who is making alot of mistakes is said to be eating clam chowder.
COLOR-G - Short for Color-Guard
COME NAKED- Don't come in uniform
CONCUSSION- Percusssion
COP-A-SQUAT- Forone to squat down and take a knee during practice
CORN COB- someone who walks like they march, even when football season is over
CORNDOG- when the flag gets stuck over the end of the pole. AKA a sail
DIAG- diangnil; it's mostly used during marching season
DIVA - a person who can utilize ANY piece of equipment and use their body as well to make it look like an effortless thing
DOUBLE TIME- spins where you do down flat, up flat...
DO IT UP-To do well, kick ass
DOUGHGIRL- name given to one who is gasping for air after warm up or stretching
DRILL- 1.)Usually the routine 2.)Also could be a warm
up 3.)Or a set in a song.
DRILL DOWN- When all the guard members line up...Close
their eyes...And run through the routines...If someone
messes up...The instructor/captain/whoever...calls
their name...and they sit down...Who ever is left gets
to sit and watch the rest of the drill down until no
one is left.
DROP SPINS- the fundamentals to work, up and down spins
DUMMERS- term used about the drummers
DUM-DUMS-- same as dummers
DOWN SYNDROME- when you sit down for a long time and can't get back up
ELVIRA- the one guard senior that always yells at you
FAKE IT- to look like you know the work, while trying to remember drill at the same time
FISH- when a saber wobbles in the air
FLAG FEATURE- intense, unison flag work together.. no solos
FLAGLINGS - New recruits to the colorguard (otherwise known as "newbies")
FLAGGOT- nickname for the guard, a member of the band who wants to secretly join guard, and can do the work better than us.
FLASH FLOOD- what happens when a weapon can't hold back, and the entire work gets watered down.

friggin'-an word used after an awful show

LACKADAISICAL- unfocused, zoned out
'LANGLE - to remind each other to keep your heads up! (at an 'L' angle if you put your fingers in an 'L' shape and hold it up to your chin)
LET'S DO IT ONE MO' GIN- another good run through
LIL DRUMMER BOY- the "pimp" snare player who tries to get with every person in guard... even the new ones on the first day
LOLLIGAGGING-guard members (or band) that justs isn't giving their full 100% during practice....talking or not rolling feet...etc...
MARIONETTE- the drum major who is a puppet for the band while the drummers and guard really keep the band together
PARK AND BLOW- the part in the show where you just stand there and spin, no marching
PEGGY SPINS- double time spins except you grab over and under instead of flat
RETARDED HAND- When the hand is inverted
RIFLE SQUAT- to sit down and lean on the butt of the rifle
RIPPLE- when something isn't together but is suppose to be
ROCK THE FLOOR- perform
ROOKIES- people new to the guard experience
SAIL- When the silk of the flag wraps itself around
the pole no longer exposing it
SHITTAY- a grand pleay in second position while sticking your butt out like you're going to the bathroom
SHUT ER DOWN- to end practice
SILK- the flag
SPANK- used any time you beat a rival guard by a large amount or perform very well, sort of a "oh yeah, how you like that" term
SPACEBURGER- when your hands are positioned to look as if you are holding a "spaceburger" while jazz running/walking, marching, etc
SPACETTE- the girl who leaves a huge hole between them and the next person and never fixes it
SPEED SPINS-Double time (down, parallel, up, parallel)
STIR THE SOUP- like a crazy 8 (front 45, back 45, cross over, shoulder hip)
STOPPER- The rubber end of a pole...holds the bolt in
place.
TAKING A WALK IN THE MALL- any guard member that is not rolling feet...looking like their walking in the mall...
TRAINWRECK- when the guard as a whole screws up, causing the entire visual and GE scores to go down
URINATION VACATION- when someone goes to pee and never reterns
VETRANS- have marched both fall and winter and know what they're doing
WALDO- the person who wanders off and nobody can find him
WONDER GIRL- the new guard girl who totally blows you away. can toss a 6,. and gets captain her first year

HORIZONTAL-a toss that`s well horizontal

pulling a sa`y`rah-bouncing when when you march or jazz run or even toss...

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gnomi13 — 2005-09-13T04:09:55-05:00

yay!i broke up with tory today...i was just like 'uh you know we`re over right?' he`s just like 'yeah' so i replyed with 'okay go back to ignoring me now...'so um yeah were through and i talked to jacob today.was absent yesterday so i asked what was wrong and if he was sick.he was of course and tory saw that and looked angry.:) not that i want him back.believe me i don`t.he`s an ass dressed up in sweet boy clothes.but other than that today is a great day besides homework.i have practice at 4:00.and i`ll see jacob who if your wondering was *****.im wearing my yeah yeah yeahs tee and i always get in a better mood i guess it`s magical.:)

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gnomi13 — 2005-09-18T08:09:40-05:00

i woke up just an hour ago.i had a tiring weekend.friday i went to school.stayed after for hair and make-up,then had to go to the football game to perform.got back at around 12:00.tory was as usual up heather`s ass the whole time and he talked to this ugly chick from the other teams band she looked like a cabbage patch doll.but heather also like jacob aka crunchus and heith aka bebbles.(kimberly and i call them that.kim hates heather now)yeah and we went to the competition yesterday.practice was at 10a.m. and we went to hendersonville`s feild after lunch.we looked awesome in our spiderwebbed make-up i`ll post pics as soon as i develope them!i look weird in black lipstick.our whole band won 2nd and hornline won first and we won something else too.so after awards we left.we got home at about 1 this morning.so thats why i slept so late.i heart jacob.:)*sigh* he is band captain so he always makes announcements and stuff right infront of me.coinsidence?i think not.and he sorta but his but in my face on the bus but i think that actually was an accident.hehe....

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gnomi13 — 2005-09-19T07:09:39-05:00

i`ve been sleeping for a while.im glad we didn`t have to practice today i`d sleep on the feild.but um yeah today sam (not samantha but the other sam)told me sean liked me alot...uh yeah so that`s not good.im still very infatuated with jacob and eh...he`s not really returning the feelings...but i`ve sorta had an alcoholic day getting high off the oxygen...pshycoticly(sp?) chipper infact.:P ;D ugh i feel weak i keep seeing tory everywhere at school just stareing at me and it`s making me angry he treated me like crap then wants to act pitiful...kimberly still just hates heather and heather keeps trying to get kimberly to tell her that i like jacob.and heather was asking kim in the hall about why kimberly is mad at her and i said "hey what's wrong?" "none of your business"she barked at me"well i know why she won`t talk to you" "why?!!"she snapped "oh wait it`s none of my business right?" "tell me" "bite me".....stomps away furiously :)i keep having this strange dream that i`m riding on the band bus back from a competition with jacob and im asleep on his shoulder(which is completely unrealistic since1i can`t be sitting with him i have to sit with the guard and 2 how could i be asleep in a dream im having?)and he needs to make an important announcement and anna keeps telling him to hurry up and tell everyone before we get home but he told her to announce it since he couldn`t bear to wake me up....but then i wake-up and i never hear the announcement.i guess since tory never gave me any attention im sorta starved for it.not to mention im an attention hog anyway.

hehe he updated this today

gnomi13 — 2005-09-19T09:09:31-05:00

Week of September 18 - 24, 2005
Sunday	PYF	18th
Monday	yay!a day off!	19th
Tuesday	Full Band Rehearsal 6:00 - 8:30 pm8-9:00 C.G practice	20th
Wednesday	dance3:30-6:00 and church 6:00-8:30	21st
Thursday	Full Band Rehearsal 6:00 - 8:30 pm at Sam Davis8-9:00 G.G PRACTICE	22nd
Friday	Full Band after school till 4:00 SAM`s HOUSE	23rd
Saturday	MTSBOA Marching Festival - Columbia - Call Time - TBA

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gnomi13 — 2005-09-21T09:09:47-05:00

omfg!tory has a pet squirrel!for real!he brought her to practice yesterday!and her name is dixie!it`s a baby he found!she nearly got squished by a tree his dad was cutting down (what freaking red necks).so yeah we sorta started speaking to each other again and heather has been yelling at me for"the fact that i mess up sooo much in guard"bullshit.i don`t care she can have him.whore.i`ve moved on....:)

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gnomi13 — 2005-09-22T05:09:21-05:00

today was like any other day.i have band practice at five it lasts until nine.well that sorta sux but atleast i`ll see jacob:) today he totally proved my wrong in that you can only play one instrument at a time.he played his melophone and his sax at the same time...yeah it was pretty funny.i`ll also see ben and logan yay.i`m sorta mad that anna who was supposedly one of my firends invited everyone of us except me and heith.heather is still being...heather.cierra had to leave early and that especially sucked since heather is co captain and had to take her place.she won`t step up and do her job she just lays around while cierra teaches our flagwork!that is until she wants to yell at us for something and then she has all authority to do so.err...oh! but sam and jason go out now that`s so great.

yes i stole this...

gnomi13 — 2005-09-22T05:09:12-05:00

If they told you I'm mad, then they lied.
I'm odd, but it isn't compulsive.
I'm the triolet, bursting with pride;
If they told you I'm mad, then they lied.
No, it isn't obsessive. Now hide
All the spoons or I might get convulsive.
If they told you I'm mad then they lied.
I'm odd, but it isn't compulsive.

What Poetry Form Are You?

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gnomi13 — 2005-09-24T01:09:48-05:00

ergh.we had a really long and tiring practice today...tory tried to hug me in the hall(strange)....and i went to sam`s after practice.it was awesome.just a bunch of friends hanging out.we have a competition tomarrow at 8:30 which is bad since it`s 12:07 right now.after the competition a bunch of my friends logan,sam,matt and jason all got invited to go to anna`s b-day party with the exception of me and heith.which i don`t care other than logan wanted me to go with her.so i told her i wasn`t invited and she freaking called anna and told her to invite me so im not going to crash.i wouldn`t even wanna go except jacob is gonna be there but whatever....im so mad a logan now.she didn`t mean to but she made it look like i was a desperate friendless idiot!i dunno...im sleepy...

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gnomi13 — 2005-09-24T01:09:29-05:00

	18th
Monday		19th
Tuesday	Full Band Rehearsal 6:00 - 8:30 pm	20th
Wednesday		21st
Thursday	Full Band Rehearsal 6:00 - 8:30 pm	22nd
Friday	Full Band from 1:30 till 5:00 at Sam Davis	23rd
Saturday	MTSBOA Marching Festival - Columbia - Band Room Opens at 9:30am - Be Ready By 10:00 - Load at 10:15 - Leave by 10:30 Chaperone List Reminder: Sheila and Ronnie Johnson, Jack and Pam Chapman, Max and Kim White, Jill Janes	24th
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gnomi13 — 2005-09-25T07:09:07-05:00

after the comp. i went to the party and i had fun.we played sardines and ooga booga(which you can only play once in your life).and i like jacob even more now!:)hopefully he`s noticed me a little more....*sigh*.today i went shopping at target and barnes&noble.i liove that place i got 4 books...im the biggest dork in the world.

err...im too busy!

gnomi13 — 2005-09-25T08:09:38-05:00

Sunday	ah!one day off!	25th
Monday	Full Band Sectionals till 4:00	26th
Tuesday	Full Band Rehearsal 6:00 - 9:00 pm	27th
Wednesday	dance 3:30-6:00 church at 6:00	28th
Thursday	Full Band Rehearsal 6:00 - 9:00 pm	29th
Friday	Montgomery Central (Away)	30th
Saturday	PULASKI CLASSIC !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!	1st

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gnomi13 — 2005-09-26T07:09:59-05:00

errr!heather king somehow knows that i like jacob as more than friends and is trying her hardest to get his atttention.but what`s funny is that he wouldn`t spit on her if her hair was burning....and ben said that he might move next year!noooo!NOOOOOOOOO!:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:((:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(!:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:((:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(: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gnomi13 — 2005-10-02T07:10:00-05:00

oh my gosh....the pulaski classic was awsome!!i loved it!we were the host band and we did wonderfully.jacob was sooo focused!ben told like 3 people and somehow that damn heather webb found out and told half of the band and im sure she told him.but she nearly died at the classic...whatev. no one gives a flying fart.i had to do push-ups.i don`t even remember why.today i went to the fair w/logan,sam,heath,matthew,and jason.it was awesome!but jason,matthew,and heath get to go to chicogo this weekend to see wicked!our theme this year!i have got to find away to go!oh and i need to study for my bio test tomarrow so.bye.

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gnomi13 — 2005-10-03T05:10:57-05:00

i`ve been efffing sick all day.tory has been writing on me and i`ve been yanking out his arm hair.if anyone by chance finds some reallly cheap plane tickets to chicago tell me!love yall but im must sleep!good night!

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gnomi13 — 2005-10-03T06:10:18-05:00

our theme for winter guard this year is MONEY!!!$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

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gnomi13 — 2005-10-09T02:10:33-05:00

so me and logah have been hanging out all weekend since her birthday was friday.which is funny since rita`s was yesterday and i`ll prolly eat lunch with her tomarrow at the collage and give a present.i was supposed to leave for mississippi tomarrow for church to help victims of the hurricane but since no one else wanted to go the trip was canceled.friday night everyone went to beth`s and wish we`d gotten to go since jacob and everyone was there.last night logan and i went to a stupid 8th grade party it sucked butt we only went because her mom was a shaperone and jacob johnson would be there to hang out with but his stupid girl friend got mad and started crying because he was talking to us.matthew jason and heath are prolly half way to chicago(ERRRR!buttmonkeys!) oh and i almost forgot!thursday at band practice mr.callhoun (one of our really critical drill instructors who never gives complimants except to jacob beacuse he`s really good)pointed at me and said "somebody tell me this young lady`s name!" and i got really scared thinking i had effed up or that i wasn`t doing a step right and then he said"she is the only one on this guard performing if every one was as good as her we`d have a perfect guard!right now she`s the diva!"omfg!i was so excited!everyone was like "heck yes sarah go do your thing!"heather king looked so pissed off it was awesome!

note to all guys:artistic dudes are hot.

gnomi13 — 2005-10-09T04:10:53-05:00

incubus....

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gnomi13 — 2005-10-09T05:10:45-05:00

awww....to bad i couldn`t find a way to get anna`s head out of the picture...

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gnomi13 — 2005-10-09T05:10:14-05:00

lately i think i`ve sorta been out of my element especially with guys.i guess since i`ve sorta went for the conservative strait-A students unlikes the skinny piercing obsessed rockers i went after before school started .i guess you could say that opposites attract (astrologically speaking)but what would i really have in common with a good boy or a bad boy for that matter?i really think im searching for a non-existent middleground....it seems like im either going out with a jerk or chasing after someone who either is oblivious or knows i want him simply doesn`t care...and it`s hard to know the difference if you don`t ask which i could never do.telepathy would come in handy in my current situation.

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gnomi13 — 2005-10-10T11:10:37-05:00

martha helps me so much!

mixed signals...jesse...

gnomi13 — 2005-10-10T11:10:44-05:00

yahrah....i`m eating lunch w/rita today at twelve....fun.and i really need to find the jeans sam loaned me if she found out i lost them she`d kill me.and i don`t blame her i deserve it. and jesse is acting weird like he might have feelings for me which sucks because i just go over him....for so long he`s all i could think about and now that i`ve moved on he decides he wants to be with me?i don`t understand!could some of my old feelings still linger?i`ve just forgotten about them over summer and with all of the other males i`ve been thinking about instead....it just seems like all i remember from middle school is being unhappy because he was ignoring me or leading me on or just being my friend...i`m sure you`ve noticed if you ever read my old entries that i haven`t written about him in a long time.

sexy spider web....

gnomi13 — 2005-10-10T11:10:20-05:00

picture-of-me-before-show-full-make-up--------->

Start with 100%, and take away 1% for everything you've done.55%

gnomi13 — 2005-10-10T03:10:48-05:00

Smoked. Drank alcohol. Cried when someone died. Been drunk. Had sex. Been to a concert. Given a handjob/gotten a handjob. Given a blowjob/gotten a blowjob. Been verbally sexually harassed. Verbally sexually harassed somebody. Felt someone up and/or been felt up. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend. Been to prom. Cried at school. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store. Went streaking. Given a lap dance. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house. Kissed a stranger. Hugged a stranger. Went scuba diving. Driven a car. Gotten an xray. Hit by a car. Had a party. Done drugs. Played strip poker. Got paid to strip for someone. Ran away from home. Broken a bone. Eaten sushi. Bought porn. Watched porn. Made porn. Had a crush on someone of the same sex. Been in love. Frenched kissed. Laughed so hard you cried. Cried yourself to sleep. Laughed yourself to sleep. Stabbed yourself. Shot a gun. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours. Been online for 9 consecutive hours. Watched an animal die. Watched a person die. Had sex and/or messed around somewhere with atleast 1 person present. Pranked somebody. Put somebody in the hospital. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out. Kissed somebody of the same sex. Dressed punk. Dressed goth. Dressed preppy. Been to a motocross race. Avoided somebody. Been stalked. Stalked someone. Met a celebrity. Played an instrument. Ridden a horse. Cut yourself. Bungee jumped. Ding dong ditched somebody. Been to a wild party. Got caught stealing something. Kicked a guy in the balls. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend. Went out with your friend's crush. Got arrested. Been pregnant. Babysat. Been to another country. Started your house on fire. Had an encounter with a ghost. Donated your hair to cancer patients. Been asked out by someone that you never though you'd to be asked out by. Cried over a member of the opposite sex. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months. Sat on your ass all day. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself. Had a job. Gotten cut from a sports team. Been called a whore. Danced like a whore. Been mistaken for a celebrity. Been in a car accident. Been told you have beautiful eyes. Been told you have beautiful hair. Raped somebody. Danced in the rain. Been rejected. Walked out of a restaurant without paying. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face

blue bruised forehead

gnomi13 — 2005-10-10T04:10:11-05:00

ow.i just hit myself in the head really hard with my flag.it hurts so much.i have bruise.great.

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gnomi13 — 2005-10-10T07:10:36-05:00

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im gonna die alone...

gnomi13 — 2005-10-10T07:10:39-05:00

i really hate being alone.but i also really hate being with someone i don`t care about.it`s been on my mind lately.i guess since i`ve never really gotten what i needed out of my past relationships(the 2 that actually count).it sucks so much.neither one of them have been the kind of guy that i am girl.and here i am pursuing someone just as different from me.is this just a waste of time?

stolen quiz

gnomi13 — 2005-10-10T08:10:24-05:00

--Redneck--
1] Do you believe the south will rise again?: Nope
2] Do you drive a four-wheel drive automobile?: Nope, dont drive yet.
3] Do you live in a mobile home?:no

4] Is your car still primer gray?: No
5] Do you like country music?: Heck no.
6] Do you have a broken car in your back yard?: no

-Goth--
1] Do you wear black eyeliner?: When I have it yes.
2] Is most of your clothing black?: Yes.
3] Do you think about death often?: yes but im not really excited about it or anything
4] Do you want to die?: no!never!
5] Are you a social outcast?: Yes.
6] Are you pale?: No.
7] Do you like Hot Topic?: Yeah.
8] Do you enjoy Tim Burton's Movies?: Yes.

--Skater Punk--
1] Can you skateboard?: no...
2] Do you wear Vans?: 2 pairs

3] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?: doesn`t everyone?
4] Have you gotten in trouble with the PIGS?: no.
5] Do you listen to punk bands?: Yes.
6] Do you have any piercings?: my ears.
7] Do you like/wear mohawks?: i love them!their hot!

8] Do you wear Band t-shirts?:sometimes

9] Have you called someone a poser?:alot

--Prep--
1] Do you say the word "like"?: occasionally
2] Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch?: Hell fucking no.
3] Are the A&F models hot?: i`ve never really noticed them
4] Do you pop the collar?: no!
5] Do the people in Hot topic scare you?: Nope I think most of them are hot.
6] The only nerd you like is Seth Cohen: Who is that?
7] Do you watch LAGUNA BEACH?: eck!no!
8] Do you like pop music: Nope,

9] Do you want/have a little dog?: No. effing annoying

--Hippie--
1] Is your hair long?: Hell yeah.
2] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?: Yeah.
3] Do you want peace?: Of course
4] Do you want to save the animals?: Yes!
5] Do you think war is unneccesary?: Yes, 6] Is love essential in your life?: Yes.
7] Have you smoked pot?: no
8] Do you go long periods of time without shaving?: yeah...but i usually won`t admit to it.
9] Do you like classic rock and trippy music?: Yeah.

--Gangsta--
1] Are you from the ghetto?: No.
2] Do you wear do-rags?: No.
3] Do you like hip-hop?: Nope,
4] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?: uh...

5] Do you believe he's alive?: No.
6] Do you like afros?: actually yeah

7] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle": it was a joke

8] Do you like to dance?: um im a ballet dancer
9] Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit?: No.

--Emo--
1] Do you cry often?: unfortunately
2] Do you wear hoodies coverin your face?: if i get a black eye or i break out

3] Do you like soft music?: no.
4] Do people not understand you?: Hell Yeah, I dont get myself at times.
5] Do you write your own songs?:heck yes
6] Is your hair dyed dark?: it`s naturally dark
7] Do you cut?: ew not on purpose.
8] Are you lonely?: Always.
9] Is Ohio for lovers?: tennessee definitly isn`t

--Surfer--
1] Do you surf?: theres no coast in tennessee
2] Do you wear flip flops year-round?: No
3] Is your hair shaggy?: Yes.
4] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?: Fuck that, NO!
5] Do you own any pairs of shorts?: Of Course.
6] Are you tan?: im naturally dark
7] Do you have a lot of patience?: Not really.
8] Do you want to be at the beach right now?: No.
9] Do you hate tourists?: Yes.

--Nerd--
1] Do you wear glasses?: No.
2] Do you get good grades?: i have about average

3] Do you use an inhaler?: no
4] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?: No.
5] Does your mom pick out your clothes?: No.
5] Are you on the computer often?: Yeah!
6] Do you ever get picked on?:by ugly fat chicks.
7] Do you look forward to go to school?: not usually unless i know something good will happen

8] Are you shy around the opposite sex?: i sorta stutter around certain people
9] Do you have braces?: No.

flagity flags

gnomi13 — 2005-10-10T08:10:35-05:00

color guard rocks

yet another stolen quiz.

gnomi13 — 2005-10-10T09:10:59-05:00

1. What is your Boyfriend/girlfriends name?
i don`t have one:(

2. What color underwear are you wearing now?

multicolor

3. What are you listening to right now?
80`s music

4. What are the last 4 digits in your phone number?
um...4382...

5. What was the last thing you ate? ramen noodles raw
6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
green,like snot

7. How is the weather right now? Its night time, but it is cold.

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? matthew
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Eyes.

10. Favorite type of Food? Chinese

11. Do you drink?
tea and coffee oh yeah get crazy

12. Do you smoke?
ew no
13. Ever get so drunk you don't remember what you did?
No

14. Hair color?
Brown

15. Eye color?
Brown

16. Do you wear contacts?
nope
17. Favorite Holiday? haloween

18. Favorite Month?
january.

19. Have you ever cried for no reason?
duh
20. What was the last movie you watched? i dunno

21. Favorite Day of the Year?
January 3 birthday!

22. Are u too shy to ask someone out?
Yes...and ima gurl.so dat`s dere job

23.If you can say something to someone right now what would it be?
24. Hugs or Kisses?
Kisses..

25. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Chocolate

26. Do you want your friends to respond?
Yes

27. Who is most likely to respond?
nobuddy

28. Who is least likely to respond?
somebuddy
29. What books are you reading?
great expectations for english class
30. Piercings?
my ears

31. Favorite Movie?
There are so many...

32. Favorite football team?
ick i hate football-i didn`t stutter i HATE FOOTBALL
33.What were you doing before this??
practicing tosses

34. Any pets?
Yes

35. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
butta.

36. Dogs or cats?
cats

37. Favorite Flower? daisys!

38. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to? Who hasn't?!?

39. Are you taken or single?
singuler
40. Have you ever loved someone?
Yes

41. Who would you like to see right now?
um his name starts with a J and ends with A-C-O-B.

42. Are you still friends with your exes??
um no i hate thoses effers.

43. Have you ever fired a gun?
Yes

44. Do you like to travel by plane?
Never done it.

45. Right-handed or Left-handed?
Right

46. How many pillows do you sleep with? 4

49. Are you missing someone?
Yes

50. Do you have a Tattoo?
No, i want one tho!

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gnomi13 — 2005-10-11T12:10:35-05:00

im going to mississppi on thursday.to help with the hurricane clean-up.today i plan on getting my shots,doing my project,shopping for my dance stuff i need before the cristmas show,and getting my hair cut off.

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gnomi13 — 2005-10-11T12:10:41-05:00

i need to practice

yeah monkees

gnomi13 — 2005-10-13T11:10:40-05:00

yay!my head feels so much lighter!i got ten inches cut off!arfarf.and im packing for the trip right now.im really excited.we leave around 7 or 8.i wish i could go to the alumni game and practice but i won`t be able to.

don`t be so nosey.

gnomi13 — 2005-10-13T03:10:18-05:00

semiomniscient`s idea about the nose picture.i hate my nose.

in some deep shit...seriousl...

gnomi13 — 2005-10-16T09:10:35-05:00

okay..so alot to say i guess.first of all if you didn`t know i went to mississippi thursday and just got back.on the way there we rode with a church from nashville i spent most of the time reading me talk pretty one day.and we spent the night in a hotel.me and leslie got our own room and everything the other girls were nicer than expected.one of them went to harpeth hall a big expensive prep school for girls.the other two went to public schools.we stayed at diamond head presbyterian church which somehow escaped damaged.everything was in the road it was unreal!we worked at a house with some kids from a mississippi college.they were really nice most of them except for one of the guys was sorta grumpy but believe me we were all very grumpy!knee deep in human poop im not kidding!we scooped it out of their house it was the most disgusting thing i`ve ever done in my entire life!and i know im sounding bitter but you just can`t imagine!i threw away my clothes and i know i really helped those people but my eyes were burning from the waste that had sat there for so many weeks!i would do it again but it was very nasty and i hope i haven`t discouraged you from going down and helping!i brought back an MRE and im taking it to school for lunch tomarrow!yumyum

in some deep shit...seriousl...

gnomi13 — 2005-10-16T09:10:36-05:00

this was so stolen...

gnomi13 — 2005-10-16T09:10:07-05:00

10 FAVORITES
Favorite Color: green
Favorite Food: cookies or something else unhealthy.
Favorite Band: ugh...it`s on my profile!
Favorite Movie: ??i dunno so many to choose from.
Favorite Sport: colorguard...and yes that is a sport!
Favorite Season: winter
Favorite Day Of the Week: friday!duh...
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: jamocha almond fuge
Favorite Time of Day: evening ima night owl

9 CURRENTS
Current Mood: tired

Current Taste: chips ahoy!
Current Clothes: a hot pink tee and some blue pants
Current Sonic: ?
Current Toenail Color: worn out red
Current Time: 8:34
Current Surroundings: a desk and camera
Current Thoughts: um im worried about school tomarrow because i usually don`t worry about what people think but my best friends haven`t seen me since i had ten more inches on my hair.

8 FIRSTS
First Best Friend: sunny!

First Kiss: um i was at a stupid party and this stupid boy kissed me that`s the only time i`ve ever been kissed!it`s so sad!i cryed afterward at home!

First Screen Name: i actually don`t remember.
First Pet: oatmeal and sunshine 2 dogs both died and i had them since i was 3
First Piercing: I was like 7
First Crush:a kid named blaze in the 2nd grade!
First Music: the doors since i was 4

First Car: I don't drive yet.

7 LASTS
Last Cigarette: never ever ew!.
Last Drink: never ever ew!

Last Car Ride: 30 minutes ago.
Last Kiss: refer to the first kiss!:(
Last Time you said I love you: um i was on the phone with my mum

Last Phone Call: samatha.
Last CD played: Can't remember.

6 HAVE YOU EVER
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Guy/Girl Friends?: nearly...
Have You Ever Broken the Law: im sure i have like just a little i don`t remember
Have You Ever gone Sky diving?: Not yet.
Have You Ever gone Skinny Dipping: No, but i sorta want to.
Have You Ever Been on TV: Yes.
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know?: No! see above!and i don`t recommend it you could get mouth herpies!

5 THINGS
1 Thing You're Wearing: a pink braclet.
1 Thing You've Done Today: rode home for 8 hours

1 Thing You Can Hear Right tv.
1 Thing You Can't Live Without: well my bra is really important right up there with air.
1 Thing You Do When You're Bored: eat!and that`s bad!

4 PLACES YOU'VE BEEN IN THE PAST 24 HOURS
1. mississippi
2. alabama
3. home
4. Internet.

3 CHOICES
1. black or white: Black
2. hot or cold: cold
3. gentle or rough: gentle

2 PEOPLE THAT YOU LOVE
1. my mommy2. my sister and brother

1 THING YOU WANT TO DO
1. sleep or get a message since i`ve slept on a floor and wore boots to work that where 2 sizes 2 small!

i stole this too...

gnomi13 — 2005-10-16T10:10:21-05:00

1. Ever been given a ring? yep

2. Longest Relationship? a month(pretty much my only relationship except that stupid first one)

3. Last gift you gave? my hard labor in mississippi

4. How many times have you dropped your cell? Not many

5. Last sport played? colorguard

6. Things you spend a lot of money on: um supplies for the trip

7. Three things you ate last:cookies,waffle,fries

8. What you notice first about the opposite sex: maybe their smile and what they say to me

9. One favorite song: stellar by incubus

10. Where do you live? pulaski yuck.

11. High school you attend(ed): giles county high

12. Cell phone service provider: verizon

13. Favorite mall store: uhhh...
14. Longest Job held: odd jobs

15. Do you own a pair of dice: i think somewhere
16. Do you prank call people: i have before maybe 8th grade year

17. Last wedding attended:my cousins

18. First friend you'd call if you won the lottery:logan

19. Last time you attended church: today
20. Favorite fast food restaurant: subway

21. Biggest lie you've heard: i dunno
22. Where do you work? school

23. Where do you go to college? not there yet!

24. Can you cook? no....i can make cereal!

25. What kinda car do you drive?mu life is so pitiful!i don`t even have a license but if i did i prolly wouldn`t have a car

26. Best kisser? im tired of that sad subject

27. Last time you cried? a few days ago
28. Most hated food:scrambled eggs

29. Thing you like most about yourself: my lips are okay

30. Thing you hate most about yourself:low self esteem
31. Have a secret you can't tell? yeah it`s hard to keep it`ll hilarious

32. Longest work shift worked: 12 hours straight.

33. Favorite Movie? ...

34. Can you sing? no!well atleast i don`t think so
35. Last concert attended: incubus no um building 429 a christian band that are actually pretty good36. Favorite Restaurant: show gun

37. Last movie rented: the forgotten

38. Favorite Alcoholic Drink:ima good girl but i`d like to try a cosmopolitan

39. Thing you never leave home without: again i`d have to say my bra

40. Immediate vacation spot: desolate beaches 41. Reason you did this survey? bored

four things im worried about:

gnomi13 — 2005-10-17T08:10:59-05:00

1. i ate my MRE at school today and it came with two laxitives that looked like chicklets and logan gave one to matthew and said it was gum!i told her too.and now i feel really bad!

2.im really worried about C.O.C comming up in 2 weeks.and i don`t have my horizontal!!!arggh!that`s bad!im goning to get murdered at practice tomarrow!especially since i cut my hair and they might be since i can`t exactly get it up in a pony tail any more for the show!

3.today i forgot my book in mr.jones` class and he let this one boy go back and get his one time but he didn`t let me!he made me do write offs on the board.and the worst part is when i get really angry my eyes water and everyone thought i was crying!he asked me if i`ll hate him forever and told him'im not going to live forever so obiviously no'.and he told mom since she works at my school and i had to do the classwork assignment for homework!

4.i got invited to beth`s halloween party this weekend and i dunno what im going to be i sorta wanna be an angel but i already have the evil cheerleader costume.i dunno but sam said that last year jacob was a chicken!i think i should be a pink bunny and he should be a blue bunny.

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gnomi13 — 2005-10-17T08:10:57-05:00

You're The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe!
by C.S. Lewis
You were just looking for some decent clothes when everything changed quite dramatically. For the better or for the worse, it is still hard to tell. Now it seems like winter will never end and you feel cursed. Soon there will be an epic struggle between two forces in your life and you are very concerned about a betrayal that could turn the balance. If this makes it sound like you're re-enacting Christian theological events, that may or may not be coincidence. When in doubt, put your trust in zoo animals.
Take the Book Quiz at the Blue Pyramid.

one hellulfah long practice...

gnomi13 — 2005-10-18T07:10:13-05:00

i went to school with red streaks in my hair, a black corsetty shirt , my checkered belt and my old graffiti converses.everyone said i looked so much older and cuter.i`ve decided to change my costume to an angel...but i have practice that day until 6!err!i`ll have no time to get ready for the party!and i wanted to straighten and do cute make-up!ugh!but since friday is our home comming game i can have green streaks in my hair!forget school colors i have zero school spirit!but i have alot of band spirit!so imma wear my show shirt and my ribbons around my neck(since a ponytail is out of the question!)and wear green eyeshadow.today jacob was wearing his favorite,and my favorite on him,green and blue polo shirt.it goes really good with his blue eyes and dark brown hair i wonder what he`ll wear to the party?i hope it`s something off the wall sam said he was a chicken last year!

today tory acted funny he told one of his buddies that he liked my long hair and that i looked like a slut.jesse begged for a hug so i gave in and gave him one.red said that there was a movie that reminded him of me called"crazy beautiful"whatev.ew and billy was hitting on me!i got so...uncomfortable.especially since i thought he was gay!

matthew forgave us.i guess because it wasn`t really laxitives it was just regular gum-but we didn`t know that!he gave me a playbill from wicked and jason and heath gave me a little poster and a candy bar that said chicago!he said that he would give my a candy wrapper but i was excited especially about the playbill!that`s cool!i put it in my box of 05 marching wicked stuff.

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gnomi13 — 2005-10-18T07:10:11-05:00

• Week of October 16th through 22nd, 2005
Sunday		16th
Monday	Full Band Sectionals till 4:00 P.M.(tacky day!)	17th
Tuesday	Full Band Rehearsal1:30to 5:00 P.M.(muliples day!)	18th
Wednesday	dance !pyf! (western day)	19th
Thursday	Full Band Rehearsal 6:00 to 8:30 P.M.(back in time day)	20th
Friday	Game - Creekwood (Homecoming • Call Time is 5:45)	21st
Saturday	Full Band Rehearsal 2:00 to6:00 P.M. (after ACT)

• 2005 Competitions
Sep. 17, 2005	Hendersonville Golden Invitational • Best Horn Line - Class C • 2nd Place Band - Class C
Sep. 24, 2005	Columbia Invitational - MTSBOA Marching Festival • Color Guard - II • Band - II, II, I
Oct. 1, 2005	Pulaski Marching Classic well we didn`t compete we hosted but the judges said that we would have won!
Oct. 29, 2005	Contest of ChampionsARRGH!SCAREY!BIG HUGE DEAL!
Nov. 5, 2005	TN Division II State Championship a slightly big deal!

big hair and leg warmers....

gnomi13 — 2005-10-20T05:10:39-05:00

so um yesterday i noticed that nicole had on tory`s class ring.so im sorta pissed off.but im more pissed off at myself because i care and i shouldn`t.plus i could grow a tail and be cuter than her!jacob still hasn`t payed me any attention except this morning when mom would`t unlock the door she just kept looking at me like i was stupid and talking and their he goes walking by!(it was eighties day so i looked pretty ridsculous!)and then she started yelling at me and now he thinks where both insane!

mrs.pride said i had the best costume that`s she`s seen!i had on some barbie pink lipstick.

yesterday was the best ever....

gnomi13 — 2005-10-23T12:10:50-05:00

you`d think that a four hour band practice would suck ...it was just the opposite!it was great!im so much more confident in my step style and the flag work.instead of cringing at the thought of contest of chanpions im pumped!im so excited!

i also went to beth`s halloween party.and i went as a puppy.jacob went as himself i was disappointed!but him and i watched a video of the cavaliers on his computer.(yeah he has band files on his laptop).and we had a scavenger hunt and i dunno how they picked us but i was on his team!:)and we played ooga booga and mafia and i nearly won!he was the narrorater so he wasn`t really playing.jackie went as mrs.pride and hannah went as mr.gospedarek!which was really hilarious!i wish i could have stayed longer but i was riding home with jason and samatha.

errr!

gnomi13 — 2005-10-24T09:10:45-05:00

today was alright except i got my class changed to mr.sutton and that sucks!especially since it also changed my lunch period to second with tory`s stupid ass!err! and now cody knows that this is my site!and alll of my secrets!don`t tell cody!i hung out at sam`s and we had fun except her sister katlyn who is usually really nice sorta hurt my feelings'what do you see in him?!he`s all "im smart im better than you" and you don`t have a chance!":(meanie....and the band had to march outside today!ha!but not the guard!and hopefully i`ll get to go on the florida trip and get to spin in the parade unless we do a stand show which would suck because we won`t be able to do anything!it would be great if he`d like me and actually make an effing move!

if your not a veteran than i won`t take orders from you...

gnomi13 — 2005-10-24T10:10:31-05:00

today samantha pissed me off.she always acts like colorguard is so easy and that she has it so hard with her sax.but i do just as much work as her and im a freshman!but alot of people do that.she kept trying to tell me i need to do this and that and i don`t care!if your not cierra shut your fucking mouth.

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gnomi13 — 2005-10-24T10:10:18-05:00

Your angst tastes like...

Lime

Sour yet intriguing, your angst is of the romantic variety. You probably spend a good portion of your time daydreaming about that one person you want, how your first date would be, how you'd love to do certain things, and above all how everlastingly happy you would be together. While there's nothing wrong with this, you know that it's unhealthy to spend too much time dreaming and not enough time in reality, and to build lofty goals and fantasies that no actual person could ever hope to achieve. Try to center yourself and cut back on time spent in your fantasy life; you may find out all that experience creating romantic moments has made you quite the charmer if you would only try!

stupid schedule...

gnomi13 — 2005-10-25T09:10:00-05:00

ergh!this sucks!mr.sorrels wasn`t certified to teach geography and they figure this out now!and so this messes up my whole schedule!err!so im transferring out of his class to miss.sanderson and that means i have to move my math class to mrs.olive and it messes up everything!including my lunch period!so now i`ll have third lunch.but loey`s in there and he`s cute so i don`t mind!

i had a realllllly long practice in the cold!and i didn`t eat much at all today.and i found out that logan likes ****** but that`a bad because just yesterday kimberly told me that she liked him!omg...last week i felt bad for him because no girls liked him and now theyall do! things with jacob are just as unclear as they where before!he is still shy and i still stutter around him because were both so damn nervous and you`d think this was only a middle school thing but no here we are in high school and the same mess!i need sam to be there to force me to talk to him.she nearly beat me up at the party.

araggh!im stressed....

gnomi13 — 2005-10-26T09:10:42-05:00

tomarrow im not going to school since we`ll be practicing for C.O.C at MTSU.on top of that we also have practice from 6 to nine!imma die!i need some bananas!potasium power!but today i lost a twenty dollar bill and now im just really mad at myself .im streesed about it all!but today i got up my nerve and sat next to jacob and we talked some and guess what?i didn`t stutter like a fool!!!me and allie have decided to do a simple dance for young sunday.i guess it has to be since she`s so young.my dance practice day kicked my ass!especially our new tap stuff.damn!and with big hooker heeled tap shoes!ouch!i still didn` get my schedule changed yet and i need to!the stupid guidence lady wasn`t there!err!

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gnomi13 — 2005-10-26T09:10:33-05:00

Your eye color should be green. You love nature and
anything that has to do with it and you let
everybody know about it. You have a higher
level of understanding of the earth and it's
many creatures, and love to explore areas
you've never been to before. One problem is
that you judge people on how much they
themselves love the Earth.

What Color Eyes Should You Have? ( With Anime Pictures ^-^ )
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gnomi13 — 2005-10-26T09:10:22-05:00

[1] I committed suicide:
[2] I said I liked you:
[3] I kissed you:
[4] I lived next door to you:
[5] I stole something:
[6] I was hospitalized:
[7] I ran away from home:
[8] I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

[1] Personality:
[2] Eyes:
[3] Face:
[4] Hair:
[5] Clothes:
[6] Manners:

You.

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Have we ever kissed?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I lovable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your mindsay and see what I say about you?

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gnomi13 — 2005-10-30T02:10:37-05:00

i just woke up.im a walking corpse...friday we had a game,yesterday was contest of champions....which was long and hard and i know that it was a big deal to get invied to go but we didn`t make finals and that sucked because i really wanted to.you could tell jacob was sad that we didn`t get finals he hates losing.band is his life and mine too for that matter.we had a good run with the best bands in the south.we are going to state next weekend our football team lost the game so we`re not going to playoffs to perform.there`s a video and they went close-up on my face and heather goes where`s your posture?i just ignored her then when it came to her solo her head was down!WHERE WAS YOUR POSTURE HEATHER?IN YOUR ASS?yeah i know i sound likw the bitch here but if you knew her you`d prolly smack her which some how i`ve avoided violence...

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gnomi13 — 2005-10-30T03:10:19-05:00

Your arch-nemesis is:	Dorothy Gail

Why?	Because they stole your screenplay and pawned it off as one of their own
The winner will be...	They already have too many arch nemeses, so you are on their friends list.
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gnomi13 — 2005-10-30T03:10:04-05:00

You fit in with:
Taoism

Your ideals mostly resemble those of the Taoist faith. Spirituality is the most important thing in your life. You strive to live by all of your ideals, and live a very intellectually focused life.

80% spiritual.
0% reason-oriented.

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im hungry..

gnomi13 — 2005-10-30T03:10:36-05:00

i feel yucky...and i just realized that the entire band has to run 5 laps tuesday because of talking during finals...:(.

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gnomi13 — 2005-10-30T06:10:01-05:00

Which Band Should You Be In? by couplandesque
Your Name
Band Name	Weezer
Role	Guitarist
Trademark	Extreme Sassiness
Love Interest	Vocalist From Another Band

Quiz created with MemeGen!

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gnomi13 — 2005-10-30T07:10:27-05:00

her name is korbabee...

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gnomi13 — 2005-10-30T07:10:13-05:00

Your life most resembles:
Days of Our Lives

Your life mostly resembles those of the characters on Days of Our Lives. You have a crazy life. For some reason many different people are attracted to you and many strange things happen to you. You like to play it up too, and love starting rumors about yourself so that everyone will know you. Your friends love you because you are so funny, you make them feel important by always making them your top priority and you are kinda quirky.

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gnomi13 — 2005-10-30T07:10:21-05:00

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gnomi13 — 2005-10-30T07:10:51-05:00

What does your future hold?
	You will see the effects of global warming and learn to live on an inflatable island

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everything sucks.............

gnomi13 — 2005-11-01T08:11:01-05:00

oh my gosh i`ve had the most abnormal day...i`ve finally realized that saturday is our very last performance very last chance!if we make finals than we`ll perform then but that`s all!after that there is no next time,no i`ll nab that toss it`s now!when we step off of the feild she won`t say that it was a good run we`ll do better next performance she you at practice tuesday...well on other news....i`ve been watching winter guard tapes all after noon.today at practice i accidentally hit heather in the leg and she started yelling at me i didn`t mean to and it wasn`t that hard!i heard her say "i haven`t figured out how yet but she`s gonna get hit.."i said "i said i was sorry!" and lettitia turned around and said "don`t you dare smart off"i told cierra and she said that jaimey would hear about it.

mom is in the emergency room with jack he smacked his toe in the door...just another thing to top off this great day...oh and yeah cody you can stop telling people you bastard.

this week..........

gnomi13 — 2005-11-01T10:11:29-05:00

• Week of October 30th through November 5th, 2005
Sunday		30th
Monday		31st
Tuesday	Full Band Rehearsal 1:30 to 5:00 P.M.review tapes...	1st
Wednesday	dance and pyf....	2nd
Thursday	Full Band Rehearsal 6:00 to9:00 P.M.(riffle work)	3rd
Friday	Full Band Rehearsal 1:30 to 4:00 P.M.	4th
Saturday	TN State IIA Championships WHOOO!	5th

arf arf...

gnomi13 — 2005-11-02T05:11:06-05:00

whhooo!imma get to do rifle in the winter guard show!and i might have a solo!yay!i got 8 girls and one guy to sign up for it and im so excited!i skipped dance today.i don`t even care fucking stupid new choreography....but i am going to church today i suppose i`ll have to reherse the skit and figure out what song allie and i will dance too.jazz is pretty safe...

that`s me when i was little!--------...

gnomi13 — 2005-11-02T05:11:46-05:00

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gnomi13 — 2005-11-02T11:11:50-05:00

You are
[] really short, under 5'2!
[] 5'2 -5'6"
[x} 5'7" - 6'0
[] tall 6'2 and up

NATURALLY
[] dark blonde
[] light brown
[] red head
[] strawberry blonde
[] dirty blonde
[x] dark brown
[] black
[] blonde
[] medium brown

[] blue-eyed
[x] brown/green-eyed
[] green-eyed
[] hazel eyed
[] gold/gray-eyed
[] silver/gray- eyed
[] blue/green-eyed
[] blue/gray-eyed
[] they change colors

[] glasses
[] contacts
[x] neither

[x] short hair
[] med.
[] long hair

Your favorite color(s) are?
[] red
[] khaki
[] pink
[] hot pink
[] yellow
[x] black
[x] green
[] lime green
[] blue
[] white
[x] turquoise
[] silver
[x] purple
[] brown
[] orange
[] grey
[] maroon
[x] clear [transparent]
[] anything bright
[] anything loud and obnoxious

Some sports/physical things you have done in your life?

[]football
[] soccer
[x] cheerleading(in 5th grade)
[x] dancing
[] lacrosse
[] field hockey
[] hockey
[] softball
[x] ice skating
[] wrestling
[] gymnastics
[] track/cross country
[] basketball
[] baseball
[] golf
[x] hiking
[] kayaking
[x] camping
[x] horseback riding
[] tennis
[] raquetball
[] volleyball
[] martial arts
[] rugby
[] ultimate frisbee
[] surfing and skim boarding
[x] swimming
[] bmx
[] snowboarding
[x] skiing
[] wakeboarding
[x] skateboarding
[x] rollerblading
[x] color guard/winterguard

Your personality is sometimes...
[x] talkative
[x] shy
[x] funny
[x] serious
[x] laid back
[] strict
[x] hyper
[x] weird
[x] ditzy
[x] sarcastic
[] slow
[] sly

The music you like is?
[x] classic rock
[] rap
[] hip hop
[x] alternative
[x] rock
[] pop
[] country
[] r&b
[] slow jams
[] christian
[] classical
[x] techno
[x] oldies
[x] punk
[x] reggae
[x] screamo
[] latin
[x] noise
[x] metal
[x] indie
[x] 60's-70's
[] disco

The pets you have had?
[x] cat
[x] dog
[x] lizard
[] rat
[x] ferret
[x] bunny
[x] fish
[x] duck
[x] chicken
[x] rooster
[x] horse
[x] bird
[x] frog
[x] hermit crab
[] prarie dog
[] none
[x] turtle
[] hamster
[] snake
[] gerbil
[x] guinea pig
[] goats
[] chinchilla
[x] tarantula
[] squirrel
[x] grasshopper
[] turkey
[x] geese
[] vermicious kinid
[] pygmy goat
[x] cow

Clothes you like to wear are?
[x] tshirts
[x] sweatshirts
[x] sneakers
[x] jeans
[x] flip-flops
[x] sweatpants
[] ball caps
[x] high heels
[x] skirts
[] anything fancy

Clothing Brands you like?
[] levi
[]wrangler
[x] Delia*s
[]American Eagle
[] Hollister
[x] The Buckle
[] Abercrombie & Fitch
[x] Target
[] Wal-mart
[] Wet Seal
[x] Billabong
[] O'neil
[x] PacSun
[] Aeropostale
[x] Hot Topic
[x] Dickies
[x] Quicksilver/ Roxy
[]Anchor Blue
[] Guess
[x] Forever 21
[] Lucky
[] Champs
[x] Salvation army/goodwill,
[x] some/none no name brands
[x] old navy
[] only name brand
[] Torrid
[x] zummiez

Shoe Brands?
[] h&h boots
[] Nike
[] Adidas
[] reebok
[] K Swiss
[x] Steve Madden
[x] Vans
[x] Etnies
[x] Converse
[] Saucony
[] Cathy Jean
[x] if i like something ill buy it no matter what brand
[] Pete Brand
[] New Balance
[] LEI
[] Payless
[] Puma
[] Ascics
[x] bcbg s
[] Lugs
[x] D.C. Shoe CO.
[x] Zero

States I have been to.

[x] Alabama
[] Alaska
[x] Arizona
[x] Arkansas
[] California
[] Colorado
[] Connecticut
[] Delaware
[x] Florida
[] Georgia
[] Hawaii
[] Idaho
[x] Illinois
[x] Indiana
[] Iowa
[] Kansas
[x] Kentucky
[] Louisiana
[] Maine
[] Maryland
[x] Massachusetts
[] Michigan
[] Minnesota
[x] Mississippi
[] Missouri
[] Montana
[] Nebraska
[x] Nevada
[] New Hampshire
[] New Jersey
[] New Mexico
[] New York
[] North Carolina
[] North Dakota
[x] Ohio
[x] Oklahoma
[] Oregon
[] Pennsylvania
[] Rhode Island
[x] South Carolina
[] South Dakota
[x] Tennessee
[] Texas
[] Utah
[] Vermont
[] Virginia
[] Washington
[x] Washington D.C.
[] West Virginia
[] Wisconsin
[] Wyoming

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gnomi13 — 2005-11-04T09:11:37-05:00

after tomarrow it`s the end.i cryed today at practice...yeah i know im a dork.and i dunno if i`ve blogged about this because it wasn`t really something i was aware of i i have a crush on this guy in my new lunch period.joey.okay so im pretty sure he likes me or atleast it seemed that way.but samantha thinks he likes her,she`s got a boyfriend and she doesn`t like him and why does she even care?err!it`like no one should like me because she just wants everyone to like her!err!it pisses me off!is she really that inscure?"oh i hope ya`ll do go out so he`ll get off of my back"...yeah whatev.he walks me to all of my classes not her...it really annoys me that she wants me to think that no one will ever like me.when at band camp i seem to recall her boyfriend never leaving me alone....i love her but it angers me.

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gnomi13 — 2005-11-04T10:11:46-05:00

[YOUR ROOM]
[1]What size is your bed?: full
[2]Is your floor carpeted?: i don`t think so but i don`t really know since i haven`t seen it since we moved in
[3]If so, what color is it?: like off whiteish
[4]Do you have posters on your walls?: orlando,johnny,brandon boyd
[5]Of what? above
[6]Do you keep your room clean, or is there junk all over the floor?:uh that`s why i haven`t seen my floor
[7]Are you allowed to eat in your room?: yees
[8]How many times a day do you brush your teeth?: probably like 3..i like to brush my teeth
[9]Do you take a shower daily?: sometimes twice a day
[10]Do you wear perfume/cologne?: no
[11]Do you wear deodorant?: yeas!

[OUTSIDE]
[12]Do you go outside often?: definitely
[13]Is your lawn green or brown?: green
[14]Do you have a patio in the back?: yah
[15]Do you have a one or two story(or more): 1
[16]How many trees are in your yard?: only one little measly one it the front but a bunch in the back

[ ABOUT YOU]
[17]Are you male or female?: female
[18]Are you sure?: very sure
[19]Do you have any piercings?: 2
[20]If so, where?: one in each ear
[21]Are you single or married?: single
[22]Do you like your name?: it`s common but i like my middle name

[23]Do you like lotion?: kinda, its too slimy feeling
[24]Do you shave your legs?: of course

[MISC]
[25]Is the sky really blue, or is it white with blue clouds?: isnt that kinda obvious?
[26]Did that last question confuse you?: not really it`s just a dumb question
[27]Do you eat chocolate often?: i love it
[28]Do you have a job? not yet,
[29] Why or why not?: b/c im too busy
[30]Is your computer slow?: sorta
[31] Have you ever wondered why there is bark on trees? um because i already knew no
[32]When you kick a tree, does it bruise the tree? doubt it
[33]Why do cats cover their poop and such? ask them...
[34]What do you hear right now?: my sister screaming
[35]What do you smell right now?: my computer...ahh!
[36]Are you alone in the room?: no
[37]Are you at home?: yeahs

[THE LAST]
[38]person you hugged: jesse
[39]person you called: sam
[40]person who called you: sam
[41]thing you touched: the keys
[42]magazine you bought:pointe or guitar legends
[43]place you went to: practice-our last practice!
[44]person who you chatted with: joey
[45]perfume you sprayed: ew
[46]thing you ate: pizza
[47]drink you drank: coke
[48]flower you picked: butter cup or daisy
[49]movie you rented: i uh dunno
[50]letter you typed: o
[52]place where you slept: on my desk in english

[FIRST THING THAT COMES TO MIND]
Jingle: elf
Hobo: typo
John Deere: red neck
American: pie
Guy: stupid
Kitten: awww kitty
Cherry: yummy
Health: pills
CD: oh shineey!
walmart: target
Movie: make out
Arrow: haert
Sing: LAAA!
Coaster: oh fun!

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gnomi13 — 2005-11-05T11:11:51-05:00

omfg!i don`t need to remember flag work any more!yay!guess what?the judges didm`t like our theme so we didn`t make finals...but we went to our home stadium and performed for our parents!soo awesome!....except i busted my lip in the 2nd song and had to keep smiling...ouch!

...time to practice for winter guard...

being the poor pathetic loser that is sarah

gnomi13 — 2005-11-09T10:11:53-05:00

so im not really sure what`s going on.joey...eh i dunno.for some unknown reason didn`t walk with me to my 5th period class and that`s unusual...jacob-wasn`t even at school today that really sucks because i looked really cute in a non-slutty way.hopefully i`ll get to go ice skating and shopping on saturday with logan, heath, jason, sam, and matthew.i went to dance yesterday and today and im just learning to read music again and it`s hard!so ariel`s helping me and she`s going to quiz me on monday-i think hopefully not tomarrow.

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gnomi13 — 2005-11-11T12:11:00-05:00

so um...last night sam stayed over for a while and logan and matthew go out now!but i realized that sam her boyfriend,logan and her boyfriend,and then there`s me and my ex-boyfriend all going ice-skating...and i dunno what`s going on with joey maybe he`s decided he doesn`t like me but whatev.my mom and i have been fighting alot.i`m surprised she`s letting me go tomarrow...and today we`re going to matthew`s.yay!ah anyway im bored i need to go do homework.

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gnomi13 — 2005-11-11T12:11:43-05:00

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gnomi13 — 2005-11-11T02:11:20-05:00

soooo....im bored.im playing percussion in concert band to i have to learn to read music allover again.yahooo...that sucks.but it`ll be worth it hopefully.tonight im spending the night at sam`s logan was supposed to but her parents said no.at least we`ll still get to skate with her tomarrow.samatha just had to borrow my favorite shirt and matching necklace to wear tommarrow.great so what am i gonna wear?anyway if she streaches it out i`ll murder her...

the matchu chu rides all night long~chu chu~

gnomi13 — 2005-11-13T05:11:22-05:00

soooo....yesterday-well lets go back to the day before yesterday.i went to sam`s and spent the night.we went to matthew`s to roast some hot dogs and do other hick stuff...of fucking course the invite tory and he flirted with me insanly and wouldn`t leave me alone and everyone wants us to go back out...i just can`t bare getting hurt again.and we all went ice skating yesterday and shopping at oprimills and the music place...when we where leaving oprimills i kept pulling out tory`s arm hair and he said that if i did it again he`d grab my ass and i was like yeah right you will not and he did.i was really shocked.and it kinda hurt.then we all went ice skating and i`ve always been really good at it and he sucked because he`d never done it before so i was like ha you chicken and this other dude swooshed right in front of me and made me fall and he started laughing at me.then i flipped off the guy and told him i was out of his league.:) i was pretty hilarious.oh and io guess i just never realized but um tory`s flippin 18!i dunno how old i thought he was but umm...i was flippin 14 and and and and we were like illegal.... then we went to mello mushroom it was really cool i got a cosmic karma and it was really good.and if i haven`t mentioned it before i don`t eat meat anymore.this morning it was youth sunday at church so i had to do a skit and the sermon...sheesh.that was scary!but afterward i was going down town and i spotted this place called book cellers(i guess since it was sorta under another store).they had coffee and cds and books to buy sell and trade.no one was really there today since no one knows about it but i`m sure i will be spending alot of time there...:).

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gnomi13 — 2005-11-13T05:11:27-05:00

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